I’m spiraling into deep depression again because of hypergamy and being mtn in our society

[Ibl4meinfras]

I’m not even terrible looking I’d say myself, I mean I used to be an eyesore but after LM I generally think I mog the average normie, but yet I still remain 5’5. I’m in highschool, and all it’s done is prove to me how much looks determine nearly everything that goes on in your life.

For reference, I’d put myself at around lmtn. If you wanna see what I look like dm.

At first I tried to date my looksmatch, which was a horrible idea and went terrible. Then I downgraded, and still got rejected, then I downgraded again 2 tiers (lltb) and still wasn’t able to even nearly pull. Just got friendzoned by the “ugly” girl, which I was in love with. I’m spiraling into a deep depression because of my looks and stress from school and other things. I struggle with lookism snd heightism every day and it’s the worst thing that’s ever happened to me.

I cant even pull below my looksmatch anymore I want to kill myself or maybe even go ER I hate living in this generation

 

[sharkboa]

find some online girl or smt or start planning big things

 

[Ibl4meinfras]

find some online girl or smt or start planning big things

my next big thing planned is to maybe just go ER

 

[sharkboa]

my next big thing planned is to maybe just go ER

going ER is low iq go TB

 

[Thodian]

So pussy lowk rope

 

[earthbound]

ur "mtn" but bitching like you're sub5. if you're truly mtn then its jus something with you atp

 

[shortcurry375]

No amount of looksmaxing will make up for being 5’5 being short is a death sentence. Honestly just for ur mental health I’d recommend trying not to focus on being in romantic relationships or being obsessed with sex since it’s probably out of reach or you’ll have to dumpster dive so far it won’t even be fulfilling.
You’re in high school so maybe you’ll grow; I think u should just try to have a social circle, social interaction of any kind is better than being lonely, and focus on stuff that makes u happy and is actually achievable.
I know it sounds like cope but there is more to life than love, and obsessing over what you’ll never have will only bring misery