im such a loser fucking hate way im living but i cant change it and i only get worse

ascendingincel3179

ascendingincel3179

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im such a loser i feel so demotivated, i have no energy to do anything even playing video games my favorite thing that interests me, i still procrasinate it and don't play it i have to force myself n remind myself.

ITS A BATTLE to take care of myself. I legit wake up, doomscroll. I hear my alarm, I get out of bed to turn it off then sleep in.

this summer i was supposed to ascend, workout, and get money. i barely get money, i don't workout, and ive descended more then ascended.

my biggest struggle is acne, i legit lowered my acne in 2 weeks by js having a good consistent routine. i legit bought adapalene, yet i never use it.

all this fucking talk about ascending, quitting my bad habits, adn when times come i cant.

but now its gotten even worse. even things i like, even basic self-care, i dead fight with myself my own brain just to do smth and even that has conditions. whenever i used to do good things the start would be hard once i did it, i wouldnt care and after a bit id like it n b happy asl. now i js want it to be over with

idk why im posting here im js need somewhere to let ts out cus idk what the fuck is wrong with me. i doomscroll for hours a day, stay up late to 3-5 am daily. i g**n daily, im a fucking loser. I keep getting worse n worse, no motivation, no tiktok can motivate me anymore ive legit reached rock bottom. i always think id fix it but the truth is i like it. i like all the bad shit im doing cus my willpower to improve isnt strong enough n even tho i hate myself i really dont ccare.

im gonna go back to school chopped, same guy, worst than before. at ts rate ill never fucking lose my v card.


TLDR: I have no energy to do nothing not even basic self care. Im addicted to doomscrolling/gooning

if u have gone thru smth like this or anything simillar or what to do if i could get my feelings back id b happy bro i feel like shit but i dont wanna do anything i dont know what to do honestly
 
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DID NOT READ NIGGA KEEP WRITING ESSAYS
 
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Didn’t read but it sounds like ur just lazy, unmotivated and a bitch.


You know exactly what to do, yet you still don’t it.

Don’t ask others for advice. U arenr willing to suffer,

You already know how to do it. You just don’t.

U can keep crying on a forum or u can actually go change
 
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im such a loser i feel so demotivated, i have no energy to do anything even playing video games my favorite thing that interests me, i still procrasinate it and don't play it i have to force myself n remind myself.

ITS A BATTLE to take care of myself. I legit wake up, doomscroll. I hear my alarm, I get out of bed to turn it off then sleep in.

this summer i was supposed to ascend, workout, and get money. i barely get money, i don't workout, and ive descended more then ascended.

my biggest struggle is acne, i legit lowered my acne in 2 weeks by js having a good consistent routine. i legit bought adapalene, yet i never use it.

all this fucking talk about ascending, quitting my bad habits, adn when times come i cant.

but now its gotten even worse. even things i like, even basic self-care, i dead fight with myself my own brain just to do smth and even that has conditions. whenever i used to do good things the start would be hard once i did it, i wouldnt care and after a bit id like it n b happy asl. now i js want it to be over with

idk why im posting here im js need somewhere to let ts out cus idk what the fuck is wrong with me. i doomscroll for hours a day, stay up late to 3-5 am daily. i g**n daily, im a fucking loser. I keep getting worse n worse, no motivation, no tiktok can motivate me anymore ive legit reached rock bottom. i always think id fix it but the truth is i like it. i like all the bad shit im doing cus my willpower to improve isnt strong enough n even tho i hate myself i really dont ccare.

im gonna go back to school chopped, same guy, worst than before. at ts rate ill never fucking lose my v card.


TLDR: I have no energy to do nothing not even basic self care. Im addicted to doomscrolling/gooning

if u have gone thru smth like this or anything simillar or what to do if i could get my feelings back id b happy bro i feel like shit but i dont wanna do anything i dont know what to do honestly
dnr, but for the title you seem like a bitch ass lazy nigger, if you're not willing to do anything just ropemaxx tbf.
blast caffeine and roids to get some motivation tho
 
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im such a loser i feel so demotivated, i have no energy to do anything even playing video games my favorite thing that interests me, i still procrasinate it and don't play it i have to force myself n remind myself.

ITS A BATTLE to take care of myself. I legit wake up, doomscroll. I hear my alarm, I get out of bed to turn it off then sleep in.

this summer i was supposed to ascend, workout, and get money. i barely get money, i don't workout, and ive descended more then ascended.

my biggest struggle is acne, i legit lowered my acne in 2 weeks by js having a good consistent routine. i legit bought adapalene, yet i never use it.

all this fucking talk about ascending, quitting my bad habits, adn when times come i cant.

but now its gotten even worse. even things i like, even basic self-care, i dead fight with myself my own brain just to do smth and even that has conditions. whenever i used to do good things the start would be hard once i did it, i wouldnt care and after a bit id like it n b happy asl. now i js want it to be over with

idk why im posting here im js need somewhere to let ts out cus idk what the fuck is wrong with me. i doomscroll for hours a day, stay up late to 3-5 am daily. i g**n daily, im a fucking loser. I keep getting worse n worse, no motivation, no tiktok can motivate me anymore ive legit reached rock bottom. i always think id fix it but the truth is i like it. i like all the bad shit im doing cus my willpower to improve isnt strong enough n even tho i hate myself i really dont ccare.

im gonna go back to school chopped, same guy, worst than before. at ts rate ill never fucking lose my v card.


TLDR: I have no energy to do nothing not even basic self care. Im addicted to doomscrolling/gooning

if u have gone thru smth like this or anything simillar or what to do if i could get my feelings back id b happy bro i feel like shit but i dont wanna do anything i dont know what to do honestly
I feel u bro tho we have different problems
 
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im such a loser i feel so demotivated, i have no energy to do anything even playing video games my favorite thing that interests me, i still procrasinate it and don't play it i have to force myself n remind myself.

ITS A BATTLE to take care of myself. I legit wake up, doomscroll. I hear my alarm, I get out of bed to turn it off then sleep in.

this summer i was supposed to ascend, workout, and get money. i barely get money, i don't workout, and ive descended more then ascended.

my biggest struggle is acne, i legit lowered my acne in 2 weeks by js having a good consistent routine. i legit bought adapalene, yet i never use it.

all this fucking talk about ascending, quitting my bad habits, adn when times come i cant.

but now its gotten even worse. even things i like, even basic self-care, i dead fight with myself my own brain just to do smth and even that has conditions. whenever i used to do good things the start would be hard once i did it, i wouldnt care and after a bit id like it n b happy asl. now i js want it to be over with

idk why im posting here im js need somewhere to let ts out cus idk what the fuck is wrong with me. i doomscroll for hours a day, stay up late to 3-5 am daily. i g**n daily, im a fucking loser. I keep getting worse n worse, no motivation, no tiktok can motivate me anymore ive legit reached rock bottom. i always think id fix it but the truth is i like it. i like all the bad shit im doing cus my willpower to improve isnt strong enough n even tho i hate myself i really dont ccare.

im gonna go back to school chopped, same guy, worst than before. at ts rate ill never fucking lose my v card.


TLDR: I have no energy to do nothing not even basic self care. Im addicted to doomscrolling/gooning

if u have gone thru smth like this or anything simillar or what to do if i could get my feelings back id b happy bro i feel like shit but i dont wanna do anything i dont know what to do honestly
Raypeat diet or raw primal go into the sun alot. If u live near the beach js go there and get some sun in while staring at buns .
 
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Raypeat diet or raw primal go into the sun alot
Funny GIF
 
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im such a loser i feel so demotivated, i have no energy to do anything even playing video games my favorite thing that interests me, i still procrasinate it and don't play it i have to force myself n remind myself.

ITS A BATTLE to take care of myself. I legit wake up, doomscroll. I hear my alarm, I get out of bed to turn it off then sleep in.

this summer i was supposed to ascend, workout, and get money. i barely get money, i don't workout, and ive descended more then ascended.

my biggest struggle is acne, i legit lowered my acne in 2 weeks by js having a good consistent routine. i legit bought adapalene, yet i never use it.

all this fucking talk about ascending, quitting my bad habits, adn when times come i cant.

but now its gotten even worse. even things i like, even basic self-care, i dead fight with myself my own brain just to do smth and even that has conditions. whenever i used to do good things the start would be hard once i did it, i wouldnt care and after a bit id like it n b happy asl. now i js want it to be over with

idk why im posting here im js need somewhere to let ts out cus idk what the fuck is wrong with me. i doomscroll for hours a day, stay up late to 3-5 am daily. i g**n daily, im a fucking loser. I keep getting worse n worse, no motivation, no tiktok can motivate me anymore ive legit reached rock bottom. i always think id fix it but the truth is i like it. i like all the bad shit im doing cus my willpower to improve isnt strong enough n even tho i hate myself i really dont ccare.

im gonna go back to school chopped, same guy, worst than before. at ts rate ill never fucking lose my v card.


TLDR: I have no energy to do nothing not even basic self care. Im addicted to doomscrolling/gooning

if u have gone thru smth like this or anything simillar or what to do if i could get my feelings back id b happy bro i feel like shit but i dont wanna do anything i dont know what to do honestly
read every molecule maybe a antidepressant would make you more motivated

but for now, all you really are is lazy
 
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Accept it and LDAR all day boyo
This is the life
 
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Didn’t read but it sounds like ur just lazy, unmotivated and a bitch.


You know exactly what to do, yet you still don’t it.

Don’t ask others for advice. U arenr willing to suffer,

You already know how to do it. You just don’t.

U can keep crying on a forum or u can actually go change
yea gng i hate myself but not enough

im all 3 of these things bro but its only gotten worse n worse gng

like bro the lazy n unmotivated part i dont get cs i used to feel it and been able to push through and it wasnt as bad yk like only a little its fightable but nows its like so strong my desire my willpower to do anything is so low or super hard to fight i need to argue or make some conditions for doing it
 
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dnr, but for the title you seem like a bitch ass lazy nigger, if you're not willing to do anything just ropemaxx tbf.
blast caffeine and roids to get some motivation tho
fair i been thinking to ropemaxx but i dont fully feel like doing it and im not fully into the idea but at this path im on i dont know whats gonna happen next
 
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yea gng i hate myself but not enough

im all 3 of these things bro but its only gotten worse n worse gng

like bro the lazy n unmotivated part i dont get cs i used to feel it and been able to push through and it wasnt as bad yk like only a little its fightable but nows its like so strong my desire my willpower to do anything is so low or super hard to fight i need to argue or make some conditions for doing it
Dw man I’ve been there


I believe In u brah
 
Bro just find a goal and lock in on that
Also get enough sleep I’ve had weeks where all I could do is doom scroll and lay in bed but once I got enough slept and had a routine in my day and something to get better at and achieve I was locked also smoke less weed if you do
 
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Bro just find a goal and lock in on that
Also get enough sleep I’ve had weeks where all I could do is doom scroll and lay in bed but once I got enough slept and had a routine in my day and something to get better at and achieve I was locked also smoke less weed if you do
1. wouldnt believe me if i told u how cooked i am mby im js lazy ngl

2. my sleep schedule is fucking shit i sleep at 4 am and wake up 9 am daily then nap then js repeat cycle maybe i have brainfog maybe fixing this can be the path to fixing my mental state n then ascending
 
1. wouldnt believe me if i told u how cooked i am mby im js lazy ngl

2. my sleep schedule is fucking shit i sleep at 4 am and wake up 9 am daily then nap then js repeat cycle maybe i have brainfog maybe fixing this can be the path to fixing my mental state n then ascending
Mental state isn’t the issue it’s you my mental state is horrible and I’ve never been more locked in
 
I am also very lazy cause life doesn't seem to be worth the effort

being subpar looking is a curse
 
im such a loser i feel so demotivated, i have no energy to do anything even playing video games my favorite thing that interests me, i still procrasinate it and don't play it i have to force myself n remind myself.

ITS A BATTLE to take care of myself. I legit wake up, doomscroll. I hear my alarm, I get out of bed to turn it off then sleep in.

this summer i was supposed to ascend, workout, and get money. i barely get money, i don't workout, and ive descended more then ascended.

my biggest struggle is acne, i legit lowered my acne in 2 weeks by js having a good consistent routine. i legit bought adapalene, yet i never use it.

all this fucking talk about ascending, quitting my bad habits, adn when times come i cant.

but now its gotten even worse. even things i like, even basic self-care, i dead fight with myself my own brain just to do smth and even that has conditions. whenever i used to do good things the start would be hard once i did it, i wouldnt care and after a bit id like it n b happy asl. now i js want it to be over with

idk why im posting here im js need somewhere to let ts out cus idk what the fuck is wrong with me. i doomscroll for hours a day, stay up late to 3-5 am daily. i g**n daily, im a fucking loser. I keep getting worse n worse, no motivation, no tiktok can motivate me anymore ive legit reached rock bottom. i always think id fix it but the truth is i like it. i like all the bad shit im doing cus my willpower to improve isnt strong enough n even tho i hate myself i really dont ccare.

im gonna go back to school chopped, same guy, worst than before. at ts rate ill never fucking lose my v card.


TLDR: I have no energy to do nothing not even basic self care. Im addicted to doomscrolling/gooning

if u have gone thru smth like this or anything simillar or what to do if i could get my feelings back id b happy bro i feel like shit but i dont wanna do anything i dont know what to do honestly
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