Antonlord7
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I'm tired i give up.
I work 2 jobs almost everyday to get money and pay for my braces because unfortunately my country doesn't afford marpe or Mse also they don't even afford lefort-1/bimax even if you need it now.
I work hard my whole fucking life since i was 7 selling bread or CDs most of the times just to help my family.
I did all this plus i was very kind and shy guy i never bullied anyone, i was always helpful and i got a beautiful gift a fucking deformed face with deepbite/overbite-crossbite, asymmetrical face(sphenoid), narrow palate, reccesed maxxila and they don't afford bimax in my country hahahaha. Irony right?
I got bullied my whole life gir my looks also, on the last class of high school in the first months i got so much bullied.Many guys hit me a lot of times or phycological bullying then i decided to take a fucking real action(btw i knew for years BP,lookism,looksmaxing and because i knew it was over gave up on trying to fix my face and tried to do something at least by hitting the gym at that time i used to go to the gym for 1-2 years i dirty bulked and i was 300 pounds with mass and a lot of fats also i was working on construction work everyday after school anyway).
Then i lost 100 pounds in 2-3 months and another 30 pounds in 1 month and got lean revealed a little bit my face not big change. People started treat me better but even this wasn't enough to still get bullied but at least i was kind anyway.
After 1 year when i was in college(i was still working on the same job), i tried to do more softmaxxes like dye my hair even i tried again to train my neck and out of nowhere i got paralysis bell hahaha.
At this time i quit my job and tried to relax, recover. I went to hospital for this and they didn't gave a fuck and they told "we don't know what you have try to go anywhere private healthcare" hahahaha.
I went i got some pharmacy, it didn't worked but it fucked up my hormones in also i got some other new health issues out of nowhere.
At this time i said i give up. But i tried to find 2 new jobs at least i got them.
Currently I'm going to my fucking orthodontist scammer anyway.
Yeah, who the fuck believes that surgeries can save you l, it's over buddy boyo.
Even if you try to do them you'll need 40k+ of money and get botched hahahaha.
This lies that they have taught us like:
"Don't give bro your life just started"
"You're a man you should hard work to get successful"
Then you see your chad brother not even know anything of this butwhole looksmax,BP or anything of that and get more visible just for his looks hahaha.
The best advice i can give to younger guys just give up there's no reason to even try also Chad/cl/htn are born not made in forums nga
"Be yourself and kind to others"
Said by the guy who raped multiple of women.
But he got successful because of his looks
I work 2 jobs almost everyday to get money and pay for my braces because unfortunately my country doesn't afford marpe or Mse also they don't even afford lefort-1/bimax even if you need it now.
I work hard my whole fucking life since i was 7 selling bread or CDs most of the times just to help my family.
I did all this plus i was very kind and shy guy i never bullied anyone, i was always helpful and i got a beautiful gift a fucking deformed face with deepbite/overbite-crossbite, asymmetrical face(sphenoid), narrow palate, reccesed maxxila and they don't afford bimax in my country hahahaha. Irony right?
I got bullied my whole life gir my looks also, on the last class of high school in the first months i got so much bullied.Many guys hit me a lot of times or phycological bullying then i decided to take a fucking real action(btw i knew for years BP,lookism,looksmaxing and because i knew it was over gave up on trying to fix my face and tried to do something at least by hitting the gym at that time i used to go to the gym for 1-2 years i dirty bulked and i was 300 pounds with mass and a lot of fats also i was working on construction work everyday after school anyway).
Then i lost 100 pounds in 2-3 months and another 30 pounds in 1 month and got lean revealed a little bit my face not big change. People started treat me better but even this wasn't enough to still get bullied but at least i was kind anyway.
After 1 year when i was in college(i was still working on the same job), i tried to do more softmaxxes like dye my hair even i tried again to train my neck and out of nowhere i got paralysis bell hahaha.
At this time i quit my job and tried to relax, recover. I went to hospital for this and they didn't gave a fuck and they told "we don't know what you have try to go anywhere private healthcare" hahahaha.
I went i got some pharmacy, it didn't worked but it fucked up my hormones in also i got some other new health issues out of nowhere.
At this time i said i give up. But i tried to find 2 new jobs at least i got them.
Currently I'm going to my fucking orthodontist scammer anyway.
Yeah, who the fuck believes that surgeries can save you l, it's over buddy boyo.
Even if you try to do them you'll need 40k+ of money and get botched hahahaha.
This lies that they have taught us like:
"Don't give bro your life just started"
"You're a man you should hard work to get successful"
Then you see your chad brother not even know anything of this butwhole looksmax,BP or anything of that and get more visible just for his looks hahaha.
The best advice i can give to younger guys just give up there's no reason to even try also Chad/cl/htn are born not made in forums nga
"Be yourself and kind to others"
Said by the guy who raped multiple of women.
But he got successful because of his looks
