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I cant help my aspieness even after years of therapy, ssri, neurogenesis routine and social interaction.
Ofc they wouldnt say that if I was GL but it still hurt me as well.
I have repetitive thoughts about my appereance, poor social skills, beta behavior and even if I managed to have some friends or gf ( not bragging )they still call me weird or they say Im not someone who can go clubbing ( they're right since Im too blocked and not loud, cant have fun there ).
Also people keep asking me " why are you laughing?" Everytime I think about something funny while daydreaming, it feels like people think I'm crazy at least.
I really hate nor being NT, it makes you unable to function like a proper human being.
Also I keep saying lies to people about the fact I didnt have a past, I make up stories ( not anything unbelievable ) but still I lie just to give an explanation for my 10 years of complete social isolation + neet
Ofc they wouldnt say that if I was GL but it still hurt me as well.
I have repetitive thoughts about my appereance, poor social skills, beta behavior and even if I managed to have some friends or gf ( not bragging )they still call me weird or they say Im not someone who can go clubbing ( they're right since Im too blocked and not loud, cant have fun there ).
Also people keep asking me " why are you laughing?" Everytime I think about something funny while daydreaming, it feels like people think I'm crazy at least.
I really hate nor being NT, it makes you unable to function like a proper human being.
Also I keep saying lies to people about the fact I didnt have a past, I make up stories ( not anything unbelievable ) but still I lie just to give an explanation for my 10 years of complete social isolation + neet
