I'm trying to put the puzzle pieces together as to why I was made a target in highschool

[Jamal2222]

i wasn't necessary bullied that bad ig, but I was definitely a target most of the time. In each friend group I was in noone showed me an ounce of respect, I wondered why that was. Then I decided it was probably my fault for being so flamboyant my freshman year. Freshman year really fucked me up in the long run, I guess people saw me as a loser my freshman year, and after that it was totally a wrap. Sophmore, junior year I worked hard and gained back human decency i guess but it was never enough, the kids would bring up my past and taunt me every chance I slipped up. These kids were absolutely brutal toward me , to the point my self esteem just blew out the window. I must have really fucked up hard freshman year for me to be in this predicament. I guess it was honestly mostly my fault, I had tons of chances to ascend but I didn't do it properly like I should have, I was always avoiding invitations to hang out, etc. It's interesting how I fell off hard. My sophmore year I fell into a bout of crippling depression and anxiety, because I realized it was over for me, since I wasn't getting any respect from my peers I barely tried in school and my grades dropped. Leading to a negative feedback loop, honestly it felt like hell to me.. I don't know why I was teased so much, I still think about it till this day. I'm definitely not even close to trucel level, at around 4.5psl. Which the average psl at my school was 4 also, so why did I stick out so much? Partly could've been my high inhib voice, I don't know. Thinking back people teased my hair, my shoes, not having a girlfriend, my grades, everything, Left and right it was over for me. Even if I did make a few mistakes my freshman year, I don't know why people didn't forgive or move on. I was relenlessly teased , excluded, ridiculoued, called a nigger by 13 different whites, fought. So my sophmore year I was sad from the abuse, so I tried going loner and numb mode. I guess that made it worse, I was called autistic, this and that. I was singled out, noone really liked me, I was cut from the soccer team. all these things sucked. Next year is junior year I'm getting slightly more respect I guess, I has a few friends that respected me. Sometimes I wanna go blow my brains out , I don't know if it's all in my head but what I can say is everyone got teased ig, but it felt like I was getting teased to most. Everyone was so vile toward me, I don't know if my autistic microexpressions were triggering them that much, idk. some people called me arrogant, the majority of the boys hated me so much, it made me sick to my stomach. Without enough male friends I don't know why I even bothered trying to attract women. It was a hopeless endeavor until I looksmaxxed enough Junior year to get a few IOIs I guess. Then I got expelled and I'm finishing highschool at a different school. This is why people who get surgeries shouldn't be judged at all. I'm only motivated to ascend dude to my past and wanting to rise up. If anyone here was in my shoes I don't know how they'd react, my face wasn't even that ugly in all seriousness. I had 5 opportunities to have sex with popular females, I don't get why I was relentlessly attacked, but since I can't go back in time I just have to accept what was and move on to the next thing. People said I was quiet sometimes I guess man I just didn't fit in at all and it showed. I really could not connect with people that well. It's probably my voice and tonality I guess I really don't know. It's kind of sad but what is there to be done. I also was called the whitest black guy like 60 times. I'm 17 ight now and I don't know if I really wanna go to "real" college, since I have a profitable business already. I feel like I'll miss out on something important if I pursue my business and just do community college. I feel like I'll become uber wealthy ascend completely by age 22. and then be a lonely slayer on Tinder, like Amnesia. I hope not sigh

 

[RichardSpencel]

"called a nigger by 13 different whites"

 

[Deleted member 3043]

 

[Deleted member 4612]

"called a nigger by 13 different whites"

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@AutisticR3tard

 

[Deleted member 2527]

You’ll be a target if you let people make you one.

The prison respect system where if you bitch out of a fight they’ll come after you harder, applies IRL too.

Stand up for yourself and you’ll earn respect.

People treat you based on how you let them treat you.

 

[Deleted member 7192]

You’ll be a target if you let people make you one.

The prison respect system where if you bitch out of a fight they’ll come after you harder, applies IRL too.

Stand up for yourself and you’ll earn respect.

People treat you based on how you let them treat you.

Facts

 

[Deleted member 6403]

You’ll be a target if you let people make you one.

The prison respect system where if you bitch out of a fight they’ll come after you harder, applies IRL too.

Stand up for yourself and you’ll earn respect.

People treat you based on how you let them treat you.

Prey and predators

Never forget that we are still animals with primitive urges

 

[Jamal2222]

Prey and predators

Never forget that we are still animals with primitive urges

Yeah i should’ve fought a few

 

[Deleted member 6403]

Yeah i should’ve fought a few

Strike the shepherd and the sheep will scatter, meaning go for the leader/biggest was picking on u,

 

[Jamal2222]

Strike the shepherd and the sheep will scatter, meaning go for the leader/biggest was picking on u,

Easier said than done. If u let it slide the first time, they rarely listen the 2nd time

 

[Deleted member 4301]

People can sense high inhibition/nervousness really easily. If you watched yourself on tape your body language was probably screaming vulnerability. Then they knew they could easily bully probably. You need to make it uncomfortable for people to bully you. If they know that there's going to be push back from you they don't bother

 

[Jamal2222]

People can sense high inhibition/nervousness really easily. If you watched yourself on tape your body language was probably screaming vulnerability. Then they knew they could easily bully probably. You need to make it uncomfortable for people to bully you. If they know that there's going to be push back from you they don't bother

Fuck bruh, this is so true. I must absolutely conquer my inhib

 

[Mouthbreath]

how tall/muscular were you compared to guys your age?

 

[Jamal2222]

how tall/muscular were you compared to guys your age?

5'11 literally the normal size. Some kids that were on my ass were 5'4 . I found it so amusing i ignored them

 

[RODEBLUR]

i wasn't necessary bullied that bad ig, but I was definitely a target most of the time. In each friend group I was in noone showed me an ounce of respect, I wondered why that was. Then I decided it was probably my fault for being so flamboyant my freshman year. Freshman year really fucked me up in the long run, I guess people saw me as a loser my freshman year, and after that it was totally a wrap. Sophmore, junior year I worked hard and gained back human decency i guess but it was never enough, the kids would bring up my past and taunt me every chance I slipped up. These kids were absolutely brutal toward me , to the point my self esteem just blew out the window. I must have really fucked up hard freshman year for me to be in this predicament. I guess it was honestly mostly my fault, I had tons of chances to ascend but I didn't do it properly like I should have, I was always avoiding invitations to hang out, etc. It's interesting how I fell off hard. My sophmore year I fell into a bout of crippling depression and anxiety, because I realized it was over for me, since I wasn't getting any respect from my peers I barely tried in school and my grades dropped. Leading to a negative feedback loop, honestly it felt like hell to me.. I don't know why I was teased so much, I still think about it till this day. I'm definitely not even close to trucel level, at around 4.5psl. Which the average psl at my school was 4 also, so why did I stick out so much? Partly could've been my high inhib voice, I don't know. Thinking back people teased my hair, my shoes, not having a girlfriend, my grades, everything, Left and right it was over for me. Even if I did make a few mistakes my freshman year, I don't know why people didn't forgive or move on. I was relenlessly teased , excluded, ridiculoued, called a nigger by 13 different whites, fought. So my sophmore year I was sad from the abuse, so I tried going loner and numb mode. I guess that made it worse, I was called autistic, this and that. I was singled out, noone really liked me, I was cut from the soccer team. all these things sucked. Next year is junior year I'm getting slightly more respect I guess, I has a few friends that respected me. Sometimes I wanna go blow my brains out , I don't know if it's all in my head but what I can say is everyone got teased ig, but it felt like I was getting teased to most. Everyone was so vile toward me, I don't know if my autistic microexpressions were triggering them that much, idk. some people called me arrogant, the majority of the boys hated me so much, it made me sick to my stomach. Without enough male friends I don't know why I even bothered trying to attract women. It was a hopeless endeavor until I looksmaxxed enough Junior year to get a few IOIs I guess. Then I got expelled and I'm finishing highschool at a different school. This is why people who get surgeries shouldn't be judged at all. I'm only motivated to ascend dude to my past and wanting to rise up. If anyone here was in my shoes I don't know how they'd react, my face wasn't even that ugly in all seriousness. I had 5 opportunities to have sex with popular females, I don't get why I was relentlessly attacked, but since I can't go back in time I just have to accept what was and move on to the next thing. People said I was quiet sometimes I guess man I just didn't fit in at all and it showed. I really could not connect with people that well. It's probably my voice and tonality I guess I really don't know. It's kind of sad but what is there to be done. I also was called the whitest black guy like 60 times. I'm 17 ight now and I don't know if I really wanna go to "real" college, since I have a profitable business already. I feel like I'll miss out on something important if I pursue my business and just do community college. I feel like I'll become uber wealthy ascend completely by age 22. and then be a lonely slayer on Tinder, like Amnesia. I hope not sigh

Fuck... That formatting is vile.

 

[TsarTsar444]

How the hell do you expect me to read this jfl, read my title

 

[RODEBLUR]

but I didn't do it properly like I should have, I was always avoiding invitations to hang out, etc.

I never understand how people say this and say they had it bad or whatever. You get invitations to hang out in the first place??? I never have.

 

[Deleted member 10913]

i wasn't necessary bullied that bad ig, but I was definitely a target most of the time. In each friend group I was in noone showed me an ounce of respect, I wondered why that was. Then I decided it was probably my fault for being so flamboyant my freshman year. Freshman year really fucked me up in the long run, I guess people saw me as a loser my freshman year, and after that it was totally a wrap. Sophmore, junior year I worked hard and gained back human decency i guess but it was never enough, the kids would bring up my past and taunt me every chance I slipped up. These kids were absolutely brutal toward me , to the point my self esteem just blew out the window. I must have really fucked up hard freshman year for me to be in this predicament. I guess it was honestly mostly my fault, I had tons of chances to ascend but I didn't do it properly like I should have, I was always avoiding invitations to hang out, etc. It's interesting how I fell off hard. My sophmore year I fell into a bout of crippling depression and anxiety, because I realized it was over for me, since I wasn't getting any respect from my peers I barely tried in school and my grades dropped. Leading to a negative feedback loop, honestly it felt like hell to me.. I don't know why I was teased so much, I still think about it till this day. I'm definitely not even close to trucel level, at around 4.5psl. Which the average psl at my school was 4 also, so why did I stick out so much? Partly could've been my high inhib voice, I don't know. Thinking back people teased my hair, my shoes, not having a girlfriend, my grades, everything, Left and right it was over for me. Even if I did make a few mistakes my freshman year, I don't know why people didn't forgive or move on. I was relenlessly teased , excluded, ridiculoued, called a nigger by 13 different whites, fought. So my sophmore year I was sad from the abuse, so I tried going loner and numb mode. I guess that made it worse, I was called autistic, this and that. I was singled out, noone really liked me, I was cut from the soccer team. all these things sucked. Next year is junior year I'm getting slightly more respect I guess, I has a few friends that respected me. Sometimes I wanna go blow my brains out , I don't know if it's all in my head but what I can say is everyone got teased ig, but it felt like I was getting teased to most. Everyone was so vile toward me, I don't know if my autistic microexpressions were triggering them that much, idk. some people called me arrogant, the majority of the boys hated me so much, it made me sick to my stomach. Without enough male friends I don't know why I even bothered trying to attract women. It was a hopeless endeavor until I looksmaxxed enough Junior year to get a few IOIs I guess. Then I got expelled and I'm finishing highschool at a different school. This is why people who get surgeries shouldn't be judged at all. I'm only motivated to ascend dude to my past and wanting to rise up. If anyone here was in my shoes I don't know how they'd react, my face wasn't even that ugly in all seriousness. I had 5 opportunities to have sex with popular females, I don't get why I was relentlessly attacked, but since I can't go back in time I just have to accept what was and move on to the next thing. People said I was quiet sometimes I guess man I just didn't fit in at all and it showed. I really could not connect with people that well. It's probably my voice and tonality I guess I really don't know. It's kind of sad but what is there to be done. I also was called the whitest black guy like 60 times. I'm 17 ight now and I don't know if I really wanna go to "real" college, since I have a profitable business already. I feel like I'll miss out on something important if I pursue my business and just do community college. I feel like I'll become uber wealthy ascend completely by age 22. and then be a lonely slayer on Tinder, like Amnesia. I hope not sigh

Dn read but it can be one of the following reasons.
1. You where ugly
2. You where short
3. You where autistic
4. High inhib cuck

 

[Jamal2222]

Dn read but it can be one of the following reasons.
1. You where ugly
2. You where short
3. You where autistic
4. High inhib cuck

im 6'0, i was 4.8psl. I was obviously not autistic. I was definitely high inhib

 

[Deleted member 10913]

im 6'0, i was 4.8psl. I was obviously not autistic. I was definitely high inhib

There is your answer. Not hitting someone when he does you wrong was your mistake

 

[Deleted member 5746]

u just ugly bruh

 

[Deleted member 5746]

There is your answer. Not hitting someone when he does you wrong was your mistake

cope bro. Few kids actually get "bullied" and the type of kids that get bullied are always the ugliest ones.
I doubt he was 4.8 psl jfl

 

[Deleted member 10913]

cope bro. Few

kids actually get "bullied" and the type of kids that get bullied are always the ugliest ones.
I doubt he was 4.8 psl jfl

nobody denies that and we are talking about the specific case of +180cm, 4.8 psl Op.

You will get picked if you are ugly or small. But it will only continue if you remain Passive The moment you fight it will stop. Well you also need to win the fight obviously. You can then ascend to a outcast that is mostly left alone, if you have friend then your dignity has returned.

 

[Deleted member 2214]

cope bro. Few kids actually get "bullied" and the type of kids that get bullied are always the ugliest ones.
I doubt he was 4.8 psl jfl

Don't you go to a private school? You've never seen a Chadlite get bullied?

 

[Deleted member 5746]

nobody denies that and we are talking about the specific case of +180cm, 4.8 psl Op.

You will get picked if you are ugly or small. But it will only continue if you remain Passive The moment you fight it will stop. Well you also need to win the fight obviously. You can then ascend to a outcast that is mostly left alone, if you have friend then your dignity has returned.
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+180cm self declared, 4.8psl self declared, bullied also self declared

Going off my own life experience I can say that +180cm 4.8 psl kids do not get bullied. Like ever. So the inaccuracy either lies in OP's description of his height and face, or in his description of having been "targeted"

 

[Deleted member 5746]

Don't you go to a private school? You've never seen a Chadlite get bullied?

Don't I go to a private school? I wonder why you specifically always ask me retarded questions about things that I have never once said, or have declared, as if I had... Do you perhaps have a problem with me, you nigger?
No, ive never seen anyone who wasn't legit ugly and socially deficient (yes, being both is the requirement) get bullied or harassed

 

[Deleted member 10913]

+180cm self declared, 4.8psl self declared, bullied also self declared

Going off my own life experience I can say that +180cm 4.8 psl kids do not get bullied. Like ever. So the inaccuracy either lies in OP's description of his height and face, or in his description of having been "targeted"

in cases of autism or high inhib maybe idek tbh.

let's put that off the side for now, if you are a faggot sodomite no matter what you look like you get beaten the shit out.

There is to be a certain treshold of the amount of looks you need for something like autism or to lower extend high inhib to be ''normal'' in a class of mostly strangers.

 

[Deleted member 5746]

in cases of autism or high inhib maybe idek tbh.

let's put that off the side for now, if you are a faggot sodomite no matter what you look like you get beaten the shit out.

There is to be a certain treshold of the amount of looks you need for something like autism or to lower extend high inhib to be ''normal'' in a class of mostly strangers.

Unironically average looking autistic guys don't stand out. Sure they don't get invited to shit and for the most part aren't popular, but nobody would go out of their way to fucking bully u if u are normal looking jfl.
Speaking of high inhib that shit literally does not matter. Bullying is a very biological kind of thing. It's a natural thing to want to elminate a defect from your population's Gene pool. so bullying is something EVERY ugly kid experiences, and being bullied is a 99% indicator of having been ugly at some point in ur life

 

[Deleted member 2214]

Don't I go to a private school? I wonder why you specifically always ask me retarded questions about things that I have never once said, or have declared, as if I had... Do you perhaps have a problem with me, you nigger?
No, ive never seen anyone who wasn't legit ugly and socially deficient (yes, being both is the requirement) get bullied or harassed

lol why are you getting so mad? I usually just scroll through all the threads I see in offtopic and just memorize some info from the OP if they posted a face pic or a location and what not. Don't take it personally, I remember before you said your school was a nerd high inhib school, so I just thought that considering American schools are very stereotypically extroverted that it would be have to be some sort of artsy private school.

Yeah tbh, you got a point, but i'm not lying when I say i've seen legit Chad faced guys who had OTHER negative things going on for them such as manlet height, anorexia, etc. which made them targets of minor bullying/harassment. But hey, most of my life has been international schools and Latino public schools. Maybe my enviroment is a lot different from yours. Nobody takes bullying that seriously here, and that's a good thing really.

 

[Deleted member 5746]

lol why are you getting so mad? I usually just scroll through all the threads I see in offtopic and just memorize some info from the OP if they posted a face pic or a location and what not. Don't take it personally, I remember before you said your school was a nerd high inhib school, so I just thought that considering American schools are very stereotypically extroverted that it would be have to be some sort of artsy private school.

Yeah tbh, you got a point, but i'm not lying when I say i've seen legit Chad faced guys who had OTHER negative things going on for them such as manlet height, anorexia, etc. which made them targets of minor bullying/harassment. But hey, most of my life has been international schools and Latino public schools. Maybe my enviroment is a lot different from yours. Nobody bullying that seriously here, and that's a good thing really.

My middle school was 85% hispanic, 10% black, and 5% white.it was in the ghetto.
I have never seen anybody who isn't ugly get bullied. U can get bullied for being a gigamanlets if ur face is brutal.
Also just being ugly/short is not enough to get bullied. On top of that u also have to be socially defective. People who are just repulsive phisically get dirty stares and meanness, but actual savagery and bullying is reserved to the ugly spergs

 

[Deleted member 10913]

Unironically average looking autistic guys don't stand out. Sure they don't get invited to shit and for the most part aren't popular, but nobody would go out of their way to fucking bully u if u are normal looking jfl.
Speaking of high inhib that shit literally does not matter. Bullying is a very biological kind of thing. It's a natural thing to want to elminate a defect from your population's Gene pool. so bullying is something EVERY ugly kid experiences, and being bullied is a 99% indicator of having been ugly at some point in ur life

So you claim that it's only the case for genetic defects... for which country is this the case or is it international...
If ''x'' person regards himself as better there is always a possibility that you will get bullied, ofcourse if you are objectivly ugly everyone of your classmates will regard themselves as better but it doesn't seem to be a specific case for the facially ''ugly'' only. Lacking any social skills in a classroom of 30 strangers doesn't also do any good or being simply put scared. Care to elab on your previous point with mine in mind?

 

[Deleted member 5746]

So you claim that it's only the case for genetic defects... for which country is this the case or is it international...
If ''x'' person regards himself as better there is always a possibility that you will get bullied, ofcourse if you are objectivly ugly everyone of your classmates will regard themselves as better but it doesn't seem to be a specific case for the facially ''ugly'' only. Lacking any social skills in a classroom of 30 strangers doesn't also do any good or being simply put scared. Care to elab on your previous point with mine in mind?

Well I'm just saying. All the guys who I've seen get bullied have been solidly bottom 10% looks wise, and solidly 5% mental state wise
No exceptions. I have never seen anybody normal/average looking that would get bullied. Perhaps my scope is limited but it is what it is. My experiences shape my judgements

 

[Deleted member 10913]

Well I'm just saying. All the guys who I've seen get bullied have been solidly bottom 10% looks wise, and solidly 5% mental state wise
No exceptions. I have never seen anybody normal/average looking that would get bullied. Perhaps my scope is limited but it is what it is. My experiences shape my judgements

fair enough, can you tell which specific country we are talking about. The intensity of bullying doesn't seem to be the same everywhere around..

 

[Deleted member 5746]

fair enough, can you tell which specific country we are talking about. The intensity of bullying doesn't seem to be the same everywhere around..

From age 0 to 11 I lived in Russia.
From age 11 to now I lived in southern Florida, USA

 

[Deleted member 4044]

Speaking as a bully, there was no reason for it bro.

Guys just pick on anyone. You're not fully formed at that stage.

The worst bullied kid in my school actually became a male model, not joking

 

[Deleted member 10913]

Speaking as a bully, there was no reason for it bro.

Guys just pick on anyone. You're not fully formed at that stage.

The worst bullied kid in my school actually became a male model, not joking

well it's no suprise that the top of the social ladder ends at the top.

 

[Deleted member 10913]

From age 0 to 11 I lived in Russia.
From age 11 to now I lived in southern Florida, USA

I see, even you know that sodomites get beaten with a stick in your childhood country. Unlike the cases of courtship there is a certain behavioral element in the case of bullying.
The case of america seems to be the harshest of all countries. imo hollywood has caused most damage there.
We can ask op for a face reveal in pm to be certain if your point is the stronger one.

 

[Deleted member 2214]

My middle school was 85% hispanic, 10% black, and 5% white.it was in the ghetto.
I have never seen anybody who isn't ugly get bullied. U can get bullied for being a gigamanlets if ur face is brutal.
Also just being ugly/short is not enough to get bullied. On top of that u also have to be socially defective. People who are just repulsive phisically get dirty stares and meanness, but actual savagery and bullying is reserved to the ugly spergs

I'm guessing if you're school was in Florida most of the spics were Cuban or Mexican like me no?

Wdym by savagery? before I started living at the condo I am now when I moved back from Brazil back to Mexico I used to be in a pretty shitty and rather harsh neighborhood cause my parents stayed back with the movers and I took residence with one of my aunts. When you say savagery, i'm imagining knifes and fistfights, and i'm not a "street" person.

Unironically average looking autistic guys don't stand out. Sure they don't get invited to shit and for the most part aren't popular, but nobody would go out of their way to fucking bully u if u are normal looking jfl.
Speaking of high inhib that shit literally does not matter. Bullying is a very biological kind of thing. It's a natural thing to want to elminate a defect from your population's Gene pool. so bullying is something EVERY ugly kid experiences, and being bullied is a 99% indicator of having been ugly at some point in ur life

Damn. This is more of a blackpill experience looking back on it, but you're right, this makes sense.

I've been both bullied and the bully, but I only got bullied in year 9 (8th grade) of middle school cause I still had the same annoying aspie personality I had as a kid, but since I became uglier and got REALLY skinny and unfit since cause of fucking delayed puberty, I started getting shat on for it instead of just laughed with or becoming popular again.

Looking back on it, I was always the biggest and I wouldn't say Chad but one of the better looking kids in primary, so everytime I felt bad at home, I just went up to some manlets the next day and started sort of I guess humiliating them? It makes sense that I couldn't pull that off in middle school since I became borderline incel.

But I don't get it. Life isn't the movie Superbad. Are all the kids you've seen getting bullied full on KHHV incels or just ugly guys who get a hard time but might have a love life?

Cause kinda like what you said, I still made friends with almost everyone and got invited to parties despite being an ugly loser. Half my GFs were from when I was in middle/late primary school. I broke up my latest one about like 8 months ago cause of quarantine, but literally part of the reason I came back to the forum was cause of the fact that I had nothing going on.

 

[Deleted member 9355]

I can hardly believe when I hear American hs movie tier bullying or people picking on you irl. Cause I was with the biggest loser group, we were three people, noone cared about us I did talk with normies and chads in casual convo but that was it. The worst that happened to me was when danish students came to our school and I told my class about it cause going upstairs to class all I saw was blonde babes, the class Kurd chad told me "Dont let yourself be seen, they will have a bad impression of our people." Now I was decent "situational friends" with this guy cause we talked alot with him sitting behind me in class and this was a semi joke, but that shit hurt

 

[Patient A]

I can hardly believe when I hear American hs movie tier bullying or people picking on you irl. Cause I was with the biggest loser group, we were three people, noone cared about us I did talk with normies and chads in casual convo but that was it. The worst that happened to me was when danish students came to our school and I told my class about it cause going upstairs to class all I saw was blonde babes, the class Kurd chad told me "Dont let yourself be seen, they will have a bad impression of our people." Now I was decent "situational friends" with this guy cause we talked alot with him sitting behind me in class and this was a semi joke, but that shit hurt

Giga soy.

over if you don’t rip into people and get ripped into

 

[Deleted member 9355]

Giga soy.

over if you don’t rip into people and get ripped into

Just rip into a 6'1 guy as 5'4 theory

 

[Patient A]

You should have left a disclaimer to not give advice if; you are autistic, 13-25 year olds or NEETS,

 

[Deleted member 9787]

Move on man it’s in the past