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Whenever Im in a group of people im fairly comfortable with (classmates, acquaintances, etc), im unable to say anything serious, or have a real conversation with them. everything I say is either a complete joke, irony/satire, or meaningless. This makes people immediately assume I have autism or some sort of mental disorder making me slow in the head, but it isnt true, I do very well in school and usually get around 130 on iq tests.
My jokes arent advanced or anything, its always ragebait or really cringey stuff, and its also very repetetive (i have a set of things i say many times)
Also, the jokes are long term. Usually, when people say a joke, right after they laugh, making it obvious that its a joke. But for me, I keep it going, insisting that I mean it.
Here are some examples:
"Are you serious right neow bro"
This is when someone says something dumb or mean to me
"Smartschoolboy"
If I get something right or I know something, ill call myself a smart schoolboy or if somebodys smart ill call them a smart schoolboy
"Diddy"
Ill always say shit like "no diddy though" after literally anything I say even if its completely non sexual
Also, I say jokes like "im gonna diddy you" if im bored
Last but not least, gay jokes
I ALWAYS say gay jokes, its become a part of my vocabulary at this point.
I know this is my fault for being so weird. I get upset that they dont "get my jokes" but if i didnt even get to know them yet, how would they even know im joking? So please, you guys, what do you think caused this? and why do i keep doing this to myself, i do it without even thinking 24/7
My jokes arent advanced or anything, its always ragebait or really cringey stuff, and its also very repetetive (i have a set of things i say many times)
Also, the jokes are long term. Usually, when people say a joke, right after they laugh, making it obvious that its a joke. But for me, I keep it going, insisting that I mean it.
Here are some examples:
"Are you serious right neow bro"
This is when someone says something dumb or mean to me
"Smartschoolboy"
If I get something right or I know something, ill call myself a smart schoolboy or if somebodys smart ill call them a smart schoolboy
"Diddy"
Ill always say shit like "no diddy though" after literally anything I say even if its completely non sexual
Also, I say jokes like "im gonna diddy you" if im bored
Last but not least, gay jokes
I ALWAYS say gay jokes, its become a part of my vocabulary at this point.
I know this is my fault for being so weird. I get upset that they dont "get my jokes" but if i didnt even get to know them yet, how would they even know im joking? So please, you guys, what do you think caused this? and why do i keep doing this to myself, i do it without even thinking 24/7
irl its the same we just joke throughout regular convos
