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Fuchsia
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I looksmaxed when I was 16. I was very ugly back then mainly cause of acne and my face looked 12, Went through puberty lifted grew out my hair and got rid of my acne I went from like a 3ish to a 6ish and I grew like 7 inches in 1 and a half years. Which is insane in terms of level of difference.
But even though I've had a few dates and people around me don't treat me like a freak I still will always feel like a freak. I always assume people despise me when they don't anymore. Being treated as a subhuman made me an evil person
Looking in the mirror I still never feel like I'm not good enough despite looking like a normal person I always feel different I will always hate people for what they've done to me. Everyone forgets how badly they treated me and treats me normally now but I will never forget or forgive this. I look at my old self I was 100 pounds skinny asf acne ridden buzz cut and I had so many bags on my eyes
But even though I've had a few dates and people around me don't treat me like a freak I still will always feel like a freak. I always assume people despise me when they don't anymore. Being treated as a subhuman made me an evil person
Looking in the mirror I still never feel like I'm not good enough despite looking like a normal person I always feel different I will always hate people for what they've done to me. Everyone forgets how badly they treated me and treats me normally now but I will never forget or forgive this. I look at my old self I was 100 pounds skinny asf acne ridden buzz cut and I had so many bags on my eyes