N1666
Kraken
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As a kid I was always sociable and was part of the "popular" friend groups. This carried on up until the age of 14, I'd still be in a good social circle, talked to girls and it would be natural I didn't have to try.
Then after that my fucking retarded dad made me into a social hermit by making me study for hours a day (no I'm not Asian). The stupid cunt associated success with grades jfl, all you needed at that level was the bare minimum.
I was so burnt out from this faggot mentally torturing me and on top of that he'd never let me have social media (a death sentence as a teen) or let me go out with my friends. If I lived with my mum I can guarantee I wouldn't even have found this site.
Fast forward to today I have no friends and have ruined so many opportunities due to my social anxiety and not being NT. I feel like I'm too socially stunted to even try now and that there's no reversing the autism
Then after that my fucking retarded dad made me into a social hermit by making me study for hours a day (no I'm not Asian). The stupid cunt associated success with grades jfl, all you needed at that level was the bare minimum.
I was so burnt out from this faggot mentally torturing me and on top of that he'd never let me have social media (a death sentence as a teen) or let me go out with my friends. If I lived with my mum I can guarantee I wouldn't even have found this site.
Fast forward to today I have no friends and have ruined so many opportunities due to my social anxiety and not being NT. I feel like I'm too socially stunted to even try now and that there's no reversing the autism