Is it foidish and or pointless to have a diary?

[lebanesedude]

Alright ngl I have a "diary" but I don't write bs like Dear Diary etc in it I just write about in it sometimes especially when I wanna say something I can't say to anyone else. I was writing in it a few days ago and realised no one is ever gonna read it and I'm basically just talking to myself so idk.
The goat (ER) had a diary though soooo?

@slogxER @mhd. @LebaneseSub5 @erlion @bnugly

 

[lebanesedude]

Alright ngl I have a "diary" but I don't write bs like Dear Diary etc in it I just write about in it sometimes especially when I wanna say something I can't say to anyone else. I was writing in it a few days ago and realised no one is ever gonna read it and I'm basically just talking to myself so idk.
The goat (ER) had a diary though soooo?

@slogxER @mhd. @LebaneseSub5 @erlion @bnugly

No replies wow also forgot to tag @Jordan Barrett

 

[Jordan Barrett]

No replies wow also forgot to tag @Jordan Barrett

Tagging a grey before me

Im done guys

 

[lebanesedude]

Tagging a grey before me

Im done guys

I'm sorry bro I tagged my fellow lebanese.
Forgot to tag the great Jordan sorry bro wont happen again

 

[Jordan Barrett]

I'm sorry bro I tagged my fellow lebanese.
Forgot to tag the great Jordan sorry bro wont happen again

We dont see enough ER user

 

[lebanesedude]

We dont see enough ER user

That's true, we need to see more. Also is someone gonna reply to this or is the post just bs

 

[ihavenightmares]

its gay

 

[Small_Violin]

Alright ngl I have a "diary" but I don't write bs like Dear Diary etc in it I just write about in it sometimes especially when I wanna say something I can't say to anyone else. I was writing in it a few days ago and realised no one is ever gonna read it and I'm basically just talking to myself so idk.
The goat (ER) had a diary though soooo?

@slogxER @mhd. @LebaneseSub5 @erlion @bnugly

No , some people like to write or express the things they cant express to other people , it is normal

 

[Jordan Barrett]

That's true, we need to see more. Also is someone gonna reply to this or is the post just bs

Option 2

 

[146cmsubhuman]

i have one too

i write abt and draw my oneitis

 

[Jordan Barrett]

i have one too

i write abt and draw my oneitis

Thats great

 

[greylurker]

i have one too

i write abt and draw my oneitis

i used to have a journal where i did gratituide journal and regularly wrote about my ex girlfirend until she cheated on me then i got sad and lost hope. hopefully wont happen to you

 

[gencell.]

Alright ngl I have a "diary" but I don't write bs like Dear Diary etc in it I just write about in it sometimes especially when I wanna say something I can't say to anyone else. I was writing in it a few days ago and realised no one is ever gonna read it and I'm basically just talking to myself so idk.
The goat (ER) had a diary though soooo?

@slogxER @mhd. @LebaneseSub5 @erlion @bnugly

Do wtv you want but dont let anybody find out you write a diary brah

 

[Co-op]

Tagging a grey before me

Im done guys

@Petsmart are they this naive?

 

[chubbas]

I write a bit it’s not bad just don’t talk about it

 

[146cmsubhuman]

i used to have a journal where i did gratituide journal and regularly wrote about my ex girlfirend until she cheated on me then i got sad and lost hope. hopefully wont happen to you

if my crush turns out to not like men, ill still wanna be friends

 

[lebanesedude]

its gay

ER wasn't gay and I think its not that bad

I write a bit it’s not bad just don’t talk about it

Yeah I don't tell anyone and would never in a million years let anyone read it

i used to have a journal where i did gratituide journal and regularly wrote about my ex girlfirend until she cheated on me then i got sad and lost hope. hopefully wont happen to you

Never dated a girl so it wont happen for now

i have one too

i write abt and draw my oneitis

That's cute

No , some people like to write or express the things they cant express to other people , it is normal

Thank u

Option 2

It's bs?


Sorry if I replied to too many in one msg

 

[lebanesedude]

if my crush turns out to not like men, ill still wanna be friends

Idk abt that dude

 

[greylurker]

i used to have a journal where i did gratituide journal and regularly wrote about my ex girlfirend until she cheated on me then i got sad and lost hope. hopefully wont happen to you

@146cmsubhuman stop reacting with so sad, that and reading your name and imagining you as a 146cm subhuman makes me really sad

 

[greylurker]

if my crush turns out to not like men, ill still wanna be friends

bros coping cuz he doesnt know his crushes sexuality yet despite being in love

 

[146cmsubhuman]

@146cmsubhuman stop reacting with so sad, that and reading your name and imagining you as a 146cm subhuman makes me really sad

youve seen my frame so dont feel bad

but my face is sub 5 so yes feel bad

 

[lebanesedude]

bros coping cuz he doesnt know his crushes sexuality yet despite being in love

Crazy shit jfl

@146cmsubhuman stop reacting with so sad, that and reading your name and imagining you as a 146cm subhuman makes me really sad

There's no way this nigga is actually 146cm

 

[Jordan Barrett]

ER wasn't gay and I think its not that bad

Yeah I don't tell anyone and would never in a million years let anyone read it

Never dated a girl so it wont happen for now

That's cute

Thank u



It's bs?


Sorry if I replied to too many in one msg

You read in my tought and yes ppl will reply with bs

 

[146cmsubhuman]

bros coping cuz he doesnt know his crushes sexuality yet despite being in love

i want her

 

[200 IQ GENIUS]

I write in one, but I don’t talk about my feelings or anything, I just record events because I am forgetful.

 

[greylurker]

youve seen my frame so dont feel bad

but my face is sub 5 so yes feel bad

bro you're literally talk and good frame and apparently you have big d (although dont show me please and thank you) you are good, mogs me

 

[greylurker]

Crazy shit jfl

There's no way this nigga is actually 146cm

hes literally over 6 feet with bbc genetics

 

[146cmsubhuman]

bro you're literally talk and good frame and apparently you have big d (although dont show me please and thank you) you are good, mogs me

none of that matters if she doesnt want me

if she rejects me ill give up on love forever, i can imagine our futures

 

[workingouthurts7]

Alright ngl I have a "diary" but I don't write bs like Dear Diary etc in it I just write about in it sometimes especially when I wanna say something I can't say to anyone else. I was writing in it a few days ago and realised no one is ever gonna read it and I'm basically just talking to myself so idk.
The goat (ER) had a diary though soooo?

@slogxER @mhd. @LebaneseSub5 @erlion @bnugly

You should get s diary

 

[greylurker]

none of that matters if she doesnt want me

if she rejects me ill give up on love forever, i can imagine our futures

you say that, but ive had a crush on your level with a girl i actually dated and she cheated but i evenutally got over it, it was painful but i can imagine loving again. trust me, even if it doesnt work out, you will love again after

 

[lebanesedude]

i want her

We all want "her"

I write in one, but I don’t talk about my feelings or anything, I just record events because I am forgetful.

Smart

You should get s diary

Ye I have a diary I write in it alot also I have an "I don't like working out cuz it hurts" shirt from cookie's store.

none of that matters if she doesnt want me

if she rejects me ill give up on love forever, i can imagine our futures

It will eventually get better no matter how bad it initially feels (If it does go bad at all)

 

[146cmsubhuman]

you say that, but ive had a crush on your level with a girl i actually dated and she cheated but i evenutally got over it, it was painful but i can imagine loving again. trust me, even if it doesnt work out, you will love again after

ill talk to her on monday and make u proud

ill actually try and befriend her, although it might be weird since we’re two completly different niches(she’s an alt white girl and im a thugmaxxed black man)

 

[greylurker]

ill talk to her on monday and make u proud

ill actually try and befriend her, although it might be weird since we’re two completly different niches(she’s an alt white girl and im a thugmaxxed black man)

bro oppposites attract. im actually excited for you. i havent had a crush in years so im living through you lowkey, its entertaining asf. let me know i love hearing about it

 

[lebanesedude]

ill talk to her on monday and make u proud

ill actually try and befriend her, although it might be weird since we’re two completly different niches(she’s an alt white girl and im a thugmaxxed black man)

Make a post and tag me and greylurker and whoever else

bro oppposites attract. im actually excited for you. i havent had a crush in years so im living through you lowkey, its entertaining asf. let me know i love hearing about it

Fr

 

[146cmsubhuman]

bro oppposites attract. im actually excited for you. i havent had a crush in years so im living through you lowkey, its entertaining asf. let me know i love hearing about it

omggg bro im thinking of her voice, she spoke so quietly and she sounds so cute when she talked last time

ughhhhhhh i need her

 

[lebanesedude]

omggg bro im thinking of her voice, she spoke so quietly and she sounds so cute when she talked last time

ughhhhhhh i need her

GOOD LUCK BRO (We are all hoping it goes well)

 

[greylurker]

omggg bro im thinking of her voice, she spoke so quietly and she sounds so cute when she talked last time

ughhhhhhh i need her

do you listen to romance songs while thinking of your crush>

 

[146cmsubhuman]

do you listen to romance songs while thinking of your crush>

yes and i dream about us cuddling together sleeping

this is so weird i barely know her, and ive only known her since august

 

[146cmsubhuman]

Make a post and tag me and greylurker and whoever else

Fr

i will hundred 100%

now i have to speak to her or else i disappointed all of u

 

[lebanesedude]

yes and i dream about us cuddling together sleeping

this is so weird i barely know her, and ive only known her since august

Damn bro she better be crazy good looking or smth

i will hundred 100%

now i have to speak to her or else i disappointed all of u

Ofc bro u need to

 

[146cmsubhuman]

Damn bro she better be crazy good looking or smth

Ofc bro u need to

shes this white girl with blue eyes and short dark hair, shes like a mtb but shes so cute to me

 

[Alyaxx]

Alright ngl I have a "diary" but I don't write bs like Dear Diary etc in it I just write about in it sometimes especially when I wanna say something I can't say to anyone else. I was writing in it a few days ago and realised no one is ever gonna read it and I'm basically just talking to myself so idk.
The goat (ER) had a diary though soooo?

@slogxER @mhd. @LebaneseSub5 @erlion @bnugly

Really good for your mental health, and also planning on how to get out of your comfort zone.

I used to write how I would have handled a bad situation I wasn’t even in, planning on what to do. Once I was in that situation it was really easier.

 

[lebanesedude]

shes this white girl with blue eyes and short dark hair, shes like a mtb but shes so cute to me

Very nice

Really good for your mental health, and also planning on how to get out of your comfort zone.

I used to write how I would have handled a bad situation I wasn’t even in, planning on what to do. Once I was in that situation it was really easier.

That's good, can you please elaborate on what you mean by wrote on handling a bad situation you weren't in?

 

[lowtide654]

Funny you say this because I found an empty journey to start writing in today, I realized that voice chatting with AI for the past 2 months is not healthy

 

[lebanesedude]

Funny you say this because I found an empty journey to start writing in today, I realized that voice chatting with AI for the past 2 months is not healthy

Yeah bro write in that journal and stop speaking to AI

 

[Alyaxx]

Very nice

That's good, can you please elaborate on what you mean by wrote on handling a bad situation you weren't in?

For example I was really insecure a few years ago on how to approach a girl. I literally was fat and ugly so no girl would ever show interest in me, and I was scared as hell by them.

I started writing on why I wanted to do it, what could have been the goal, and how I’d do it. Its kinda obvious and seem pointless but once u set a goal, just the fact that you’re writing gets you close to it.
Now I can 1v3 without acting weird or being insecure.

I’ve seen studies of something like this: one group of people practicing free throws in basketball just by thinking of it, and then another actually practicing. The results the next month on a test of free throws were similar, and both improved. Bywriting on a diary you are already practicing.
It can be applied to every skill you want to learn or goal you want to achieve.

 

[wii]

journal not diary

 

[lebanesedude]

For example I was really insecure a few years ago on how to approach a girl. I literally was fat and ugly so no girl would ever show interest in me, and I was scared as hell by them.

I started writing on why I wanted to do it, what could have been the goal, and how I’d do it. Its kinda obvious and seem pointless but once u set a goal, just the fact that you’re writing gets you close to it.
Now I can 1v3 without acting weird or being insecure.

I’ve seen studies of something like this: one group of people practicing free throws in basketball just by thinking of it, the other actually practicing. The results the next month on a test of free throws were similar, and both improve. Bywriting on a diary you are already practicing.
It can be applied to every skill you want to learn or goal you want to achieve.

That sounds good, I have trouble speaking to people in general, let alone girls. I'm taller than m ost people my age and I don't look bad, just really nervous and also nd. Thanks for this

journal not diary

Yeah true I didnt really think abt that but yes it's a journal then I just document stuff about my day or write stuff like I stated earlier in the original post

 

[Alyaxx]

That sounds good, I have trouble speaking to people in general, let alone girls. I'm taller than m ost people my age and I don't look bad, just really nervous and also nd. Thanks for this

Ye bro you just have to realise people will judge you for anything you do, so don’t think about acting in a certain way, you’ll be 100% get judged by everyone.
Just don’t care and be positive, that will get you some respect in social skills.

Regarding the nd part, I’ve been going to some visits to check possible adhd, still undiagnosed but I probably have it.
I use it as a tool, I talk fast following my racing thoughts, and make other interested even if I’m talking about a shit story

 

[lebanesedude]

Ye bro you just have to realise people will judge you for anything you do, so don’t think about acting in a certain way, you’ll be 100% get judged by everyone.
Just don’t care and be positive, that will get you some respect in social skills.

Regarding the nd part, I’ve been going to some visits to check possible adhd, still undiagnosed but I probably have it.
I use it as a tool, I talk fast following my racing thoughts, and make other interested even if I’m talking about a shit story

Thanks man, Ik what you mean but it's a bit harder for me. I'm extremely anxious in social interactions and I can't even talk to people let alone girls, not just because I fear being judged.