is it over if i have one of the worst spawnpoints..

[alexthegoat]

I have came to the conclusion long ago that most of the asian Countries are seen as slum dwellers, espedially thr south Asian Countries. for example India, Pakistan, Bangladesh, and other countries like Indonesia, China, Vietnam, etc. I, unfortunately, am from one of them: Pakistan.
I am 90% of the time seen as rust in the iron online. it hurts, it really does. when my country is spoken of, most of the people start laughing or loose interest immediately.
I once told a friend, whom i had talked to for a while, where I was from. they laughed so hard it stuck with me since.
I'm not sure where this post will end up or what benefit it will ever provide me but i just wanted to pour a bit of my thoughts out to relieve some stress.
I envy alot, quite often. whenever I see people living in those european-style cities, cool greenery, happy family's, many friends, school looks really fun, and all that, and they still complain, it creates a certain feeling within me. like the most accurate way to describe it is that all I feel is rage. I cannot believe people who live I such places as such 'looking' would even complain. yes, it is human to be unhappy, but the greed. I envy every westerner. yes I believe that an average European is way better looking than an average Asian, or pakistani in my case.
it's brutal because an 'average-looking' European with coloured eyes, brown/black hair, good colouring naturally, tall, lean and healthy is automatically and subconsciously, as we know it, way better looking than the average pakistani, or any other south Asian, in every aspect: if its IQ, Europeans are smarter, if it's height, Europeans, like the dutch, tower over us (average height of 5'6 for Pakistanis whereas Dutch average height is 6'3, according to studies).
I hate how I'm a voicecel.. whenever I speak, I get talked over. I have no value in conversations. no wonder people tendnto ignore me. I just watch as those with low-pitched, deep voices catch everyone's attention and my voice, all of the sudden, doesn't matter; like it never existed.
yes I know it, everyone knows it, but few admit that the halo effect is real. I'm certain if I was a 6'4 HTN with a deep voice from Europe, I would never struggled with friends, or social life, or anything really. I suffer a lot in my mind most of the time but I keep it to myself.
I've never told anyone these things other then the big GPT and now here. I'm guessing this post might be DNR by many to be honest.
i just generally hate everythinf overall. i have nothing interesting going on in my life..
I'm so tired of looking at my skin, my dark brown, almost fully black, eyes, my receeding hairline, my height, everything.. it's so unfair..
both of my parents are below 5'7, maybe around 5'5-6 at most. I'm somehow 5'11.5 (my uncle is 5'10.5 and grandfather is 5'9). I'm thankful, i really am, but I still feel so miserable..
this is most likely just a low-IQ post, full of rant but I feel a lot better now than when I've kept it to myself.
well this was my first ever post on org. not sure what to expect but I just have to keep living like this, I guess.. uncertain of where my life's heading but I presume l have to tell myself and cope with lies to keep my sanity. I suppose being a first post, i shouldn't expect much.

 

[acm]

this was my first ever post on org

Here's your first ever reply

 

[DildoFaggins]

Yes it's over

 

[iamnotaracist]

Blah blah, blah blah. Yes

 

[alexthegoat]

Blah blah, blah blah. Yes

aight

 

[alexthegoat]

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preciate it hb

 

[Psl King]

I can’t say I understand you. I was born in Europe (the east tho, so it’s a bit of a nerf) but everyone has things they literally cannot change. Don’t think that if you were European you would be automatically “saved”. The majority here is not good looking, even compared to what countries you describe as being inferior. There are short, fat, ugly, deformed, flawed people everywhere. And for your height, you are taller than the average man in Europe. Think about that for minute. It’s never over. And I agree that having one of those spawn points is really brutal. But it’s not over and often people exaggerate things. You can still mog. You can looksmaxx. Skin color and overall coloring don’t matter as much as bones. Stay strong bro

 

[pleasevanity]

people are mean i'm sorry that that happened to you also you shouldn't feel rage for westerners you've never met you have no idea what they're going through, just because you can't comprehend someones pain doesn't mean it doesn't exist but your envy is understandable and i feel bad for your circumstances

would you ever emigrate to a better country if you had the opportunity?

 

[iwannasleeponurlap]

I have came to the conclusion long ago that most of the asian Countries are seen as slum dwellers, espedially thr south Asian Countries. for example India, Pakistan, Bangladesh, and other countries like Indonesia, China, Vietnam, etc. I, unfortunately, am from one of them: Pakistan.
I am 90% of the time seen as rust in the iron online. it hurts, it really does. when my country is spoken of, most of the people start laughing or loose interest immediately.
I once told a friend, whom i had talked to for a while, where I was from. they laughed so hard it stuck with me since.
I'm not sure where this post will end up or what benefit it will ever provide me but i just wanted to pour a bit of my thoughts out to relieve some stress.
I envy alot, quite often. whenever I see people living in those european-style cities, cool greenery, happy family's, many friends, school looks really fun, and all that, and they still complain, it creates a certain feeling within me. like the most accurate way to describe it is that all I feel is rage. I cannot believe people who live I such places as such 'looking' would even complain. yes, it is human to be unhappy, but the greed. I envy every westerner. yes I believe that an average European is way better looking than an average Asian, or pakistani in my case.
it's brutal because an 'average-looking' European with coloured eyes, brown/black hair, good colouring naturally, tall, lean and healthy is automatically and subconsciously, as we know it, way better looking than the average pakistani, or any other south Asian, in every aspect: if its IQ, Europeans are smarter, if it's height, Europeans, like the dutch, tower over us (average height of 5'6 for Pakistanis whereas Dutch average height is 6'3, according to studies).
I hate how I'm a voicecel.. whenever I speak, I get talked over. I have no value in conversations. no wonder people tendnto ignore me. I just watch as those with low-pitched, deep voices catch everyone's attention and my voice, all of the sudden, doesn't matter; like it never existed.
yes I know it, everyone knows it, but few admit that the halo effect is real. I'm certain if I was a 6'4 HTN with a deep voice from Europe, I would never struggled with friends, or social life, or anything really. I suffer a lot in my mind most of the time but I keep it to myself.
I've never told anyone these things other then the big GPT and now here. I'm guessing this post might be DNR by many to be honest.
i just generally hate everythinf overall. i have nothing interesting going on in my life..
I'm so tired of looking at my skin, my dark brown, almost fully black, eyes, my receeding hairline, my height, everything.. it's so unfair..
both of my parents are below 5'7, maybe around 5'5-6 at most. I'm somehow 5'11.5 (my uncle is 5'10.5 and grandfather is 5'9). I'm thankful, i really am, but I still feel so miserable..
this is most likely just a low-IQ post, full of rant but I feel a lot better now than when I've kept it to myself.
well this was my first ever post on org. not sure what to expect but I just have to keep living like this, I guess.. uncertain of where my life's heading but I presume l have to tell myself and cope with lies to keep my sanity. I suppose being a first post, i shouldn't expect much.

what if you were ugly in europe? hm

 

[milkshake_addict]

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holy fucking audio pull i havent heard that for a longggg time

 

[gavinweiland]

bro I swear Bradford isn't that bad

 

[milkshake_addict]

I have came to the conclusion long ago that most of the asian Countries are seen as slum dwellers, espedially thr south Asian Countries. for example India, Pakistan, Bangladesh, and other countries like Indonesia, China, Vietnam, etc. I, unfortunately, am from one of them: Pakistan.
I am 90% of the time seen as rust in the iron online. it hurts, it really does. when my country is spoken of, most of the people start laughing or loose interest immediately.
I once told a friend, whom i had talked to for a while, where I was from. they laughed so hard it stuck with me since.
I'm not sure where this post will end up or what benefit it will ever provide me but i just wanted to pour a bit of my thoughts out to relieve some stress.
I envy alot, quite often. whenever I see people living in those european-style cities, cool greenery, happy family's, many friends, school looks really fun, and all that, and they still complain, it creates a certain feeling within me. like the most accurate way to describe it is that all I feel is rage. I cannot believe people who live I such places as such 'looking' would even complain. yes, it is human to be unhappy, but the greed. I envy every westerner. yes I believe that an average European is way better looking than an average Asian, or pakistani in my case.
it's brutal because an 'average-looking' European with coloured eyes, brown/black hair, good colouring naturally, tall, lean and healthy is automatically and subconsciously, as we know it, way better looking than the average pakistani, or any other south Asian, in every aspect: if its IQ, Europeans are smarter, if it's height, Europeans, like the dutch, tower over us (average height of 5'6 for Pakistanis whereas Dutch average height is 6'3, according to studies).
I hate how I'm a voicecel.. whenever I speak, I get talked over. I have no value in conversations. no wonder people tendnto ignore me. I just watch as those with low-pitched, deep voices catch everyone's attention and my voice, all of the sudden, doesn't matter; like it never existed.
yes I know it, everyone knows it, but few admit that the halo effect is real. I'm certain if I was a 6'4 HTN with a deep voice from Europe, I would never struggled with friends, or social life, or anything really. I suffer a lot in my mind most of the time but I keep it to myself.
I've never told anyone these things other then the big GPT and now here. I'm guessing this post might be DNR by many to be honest.
i just generally hate everythinf overall. i have nothing interesting going on in my life..
I'm so tired of looking at my skin, my dark brown, almost fully black, eyes, my receeding hairline, my height, everything.. it's so unfair..
both of my parents are below 5'7, maybe around 5'5-6 at most. I'm somehow 5'11.5 (my uncle is 5'10.5 and grandfather is 5'9). I'm thankful, i really am, but I still feel so miserable..
this is most likely just a low-IQ post, full of rant but I feel a lot better now than when I've kept it to myself.
well this was my first ever post on org. not sure what to expect but I just have to keep living like this, I guess.. uncertain of where my life's heading but I presume l have to tell myself and cope with lies to keep my sanity. I suppose being a first post, i shouldn't expect much.

go browse through org for solutions on your phyiscal problems and as for mentally dont overcomplicate things for yourself dont overanazlye stuff in convos and there are fat and ugly ppl throughtout the world whenever you go so dont hate on yourself for stuff majority of the world face

 

[Jorad]

i feel u hard man

 

[Divineincel]

I have came to the conclusion long ago that most of the asian Countries are seen as slum dwellers, espedially thr south Asian Countries. for example India, Pakistan, Bangladesh, and other countries like Indonesia, China, Vietnam, etc. I, unfortunately, am from one of them: Pakistan.
I am 90% of the time seen as rust in the iron online. it hurts, it really does. when my country is spoken of, most of the people start laughing or loose interest immediately.
I once told a friend, whom i had talked to for a while, where I was from. they laughed so hard it stuck with me since.
I'm not sure where this post will end up or what benefit it will ever provide me but i just wanted to pour a bit of my thoughts out to relieve some stress.
I envy alot, quite often. whenever I see people living in those european-style cities, cool greenery, happy family's, many friends, school looks really fun, and all that, and they still complain, it creates a certain feeling within me. like the most accurate way to describe it is that all I feel is rage. I cannot believe people who live I such places as such 'looking' would even complain. yes, it is human to be unhappy, but the greed. I envy every westerner. yes I believe that an average European is way better looking than an average Asian, or pakistani in my case.
it's brutal because an 'average-looking' European with coloured eyes, brown/black hair, good colouring naturally, tall, lean and healthy is automatically and subconsciously, as we know it, way better looking than the average pakistani, or any other south Asian, in every aspect: if its IQ, Europeans are smarter, if it's height, Europeans, like the dutch, tower over us (average height of 5'6 for Pakistanis whereas Dutch average height is 6'3, according to studies).
I hate how I'm a voicecel.. whenever I speak, I get talked over. I have no value in conversations. no wonder people tendnto ignore me. I just watch as those with low-pitched, deep voices catch everyone's attention and my voice, all of the sudden, doesn't matter; like it never existed.
yes I know it, everyone knows it, but few admit that the halo effect is real. I'm certain if I was a 6'4 HTN with a deep voice from Europe, I would never struggled with friends, or social life, or anything really. I suffer a lot in my mind most of the time but I keep it to myself.
I've never told anyone these things other then the big GPT and now here. I'm guessing this post might be DNR by many to be honest.
i just generally hate everythinf overall. i have nothing interesting going on in my life..
I'm so tired of looking at my skin, my dark brown, almost fully black, eyes, my receeding hairline, my height, everything.. it's so unfair..
both of my parents are below 5'7, maybe around 5'5-6 at most. I'm somehow 5'11.5 (my uncle is 5'10.5 and grandfather is 5'9). I'm thankful, i really am, but I still feel so miserable..
this is most likely just a low-IQ post, full of rant but I feel a lot better now than when I've kept it to myself.
well this was my first ever post on org. not sure what to expect but I just have to keep living like this, I guess.. uncertain of where my life's heading but I presume l have to tell myself and cope with lies to keep my sanity. I suppose being a first post, i shouldn't expect much.

Brutal spawnpill

 

[alexthegoat]

I can’t say I understand you. I was born in Europe (the east tho, so it’s a bit of a nerf) but everyone has things they literally cannot change. Don’t think that if you were European you would be automatically “saved”. The majority here is not good looking, even compared to what countries you describe as being inferior. There are short, fat, ugly, deformed, flawed people everywhere. And for your height, you are taller than the average man in Europe. Think about that for minute. It’s never over. And I agree that having one of those spawn points is really brutal. But it’s not over and often people exaggerate things. You can still mog. You can looksmaxx. Skin color and overall coloring don’t matter as much as bones. Stay strong bro

I'd say that if you looked at a deformed European and a deformed Indian, which one would be chosen? just be blunt and honest for a second. we both know the answer to this, it's just the brutal truth.
and no of course bro no corny shit but you're a real one for this I fw your positivity heavy preech

 

[alexthegoat]

people are mean i'm sorry that that happened to you also you shouldn't feel rage for westerners you've never met you have no idea what they're going through, just because you can't comprehend someones pain doesn't mean it doesn't exist but your envy is understandable and i feel bad for your circumstances

would you ever emigrate to a better country if you had the opportunity?

it's alright, it was expected since like i said, our countries are looked down upon 99% of the time .
I've mentioned physically that by appearance everyone knows what's the reality. if we're talking emotionally and psychologically then yes, everyone has something going on. that's just how life works.
I'm more of a perspective guy and I'd like you to compare a person who lives in the country side, pretty cool but boring life, maybe some ups downs throughout life but still, lets say he is unhappy with life. now, let's take the same deformed person but with south Asian genetics, let's say Indian, living life in the disgusting streets of somewhere in India, with the same problems, is u happy with life.
which one seems 'superior' than the other?
but you're right. emotional pain isn't something to be compared as everyone goes through different things in life.
as per your question, yes, yes I would totally change countries and escape this hell of a life I live

 

[alexthegoat]

go browse through org for solutions on your phyiscal problems and as for mentally dont overcomplicate things for yourself dont overanazlye stuff in convos and there are fat and ugly ppl throughtout the world whenever you go so dont hate on yourself for stuff majority of the world face

I've just been bullied since a kid for my genetically deficient appearance thanks to my south Asian genes. I'm sure every country has its good looking and bad looking people but I just can't stop beating myself up for this my mind never stops comparing it's like I have no control over my life and I constantly look down on myself for my miserable life. I stare in the mirror for most of my day and it just won't get any better man

 

[alexthegoat]

i feel u hard man

feel u harder brah

 

[Aoki33]

i feel u bro..i feel u
If u moneymax then do all the shit required to not even look like your asian
and then u might feel like a single percent of being a Western person

but tbh bro it's the same everywhere man, I get u even the ugliest western person would get IOIs if he geomaxxed but it's just not worth feeling the rage for that. I might sound like a cringey bluepilled gymcell but use that rage for gymaxxing and softmaxxing if your insecure about anything fix it. Whatever it takes. Fix it. you'll still do better slaying all the paki baddies bro u just need to adapt to ur spawnpoint

 

[esto]

if u were 6'4 Htn from anywhere u wouldnt have any problem

 

[alexthegoat]

i feel u bro..i feel u
If u moneymax then do all the shit required to not even look like your asian
and then u might feel like a single percent of being a Western person

but tbh bro it's the same everywhere man, I get u even the ugliest western person would get IOIs if he geomaxxed but it's just not worth feeling the rage for that. I might sound like a cringey bluepilled gymcell but use that rage for gymaxxing and softmaxxing if your insecure about anything fix it. Whatever it takes. Fix it. you'll still do better slaying all the paki baddies bro u just need to adapt to ur spawnpoint

tbh your right but thr gyms here are absolute shit. I'll be going to college for thr first time in a few months. I'm hoping to get into one in one of the main cities where I'll be able to go to an actual bearable gym at least.
and no way bro I'm never associating myself with any paki girls
but I'm trying my best bro

 

[alexthegoat]

if u were 6'4 Htn from anywhere u wouldnt have any problem

let's compare, for example, 6'4 htn from India with black eyes but htn as in PSL, then we have 6'4 blonde htn with blue/green eyes. which one is gonna be most of the girls?

 

[esto]

let's compare, for example, 6'4 htn from India with black eyes but htn as in PSL, then we have 6'4 blonde htn with blue/green eyes. which one is gonna be most of the girls?

"htn as in psl" holy fucking shit bro

 

[cancsrs]

I have came to the conclusion long ago that most of the asian Countries are seen as slum dwellers, espedially thr south Asian Countries. for example India, Pakistan, Bangladesh, and other countries like Indonesia, China, Vietnam, etc. I, unfortunately, am from one of them: Pakistan.
I am 90% of the time seen as rust in the iron online. it hurts, it really does. when my country is spoken of, most of the people start laughing or loose interest immediately.
I once told a friend, whom i had talked to for a while, where I was from. they laughed so hard it stuck with me since.
I'm not sure where this post will end up or what benefit it will ever provide me but i just wanted to pour a bit of my thoughts out to relieve some stress.
I envy alot, quite often. whenever I see people living in those european-style cities, cool greenery, happy family's, many friends, school looks really fun, and all that, and they still complain, it creates a certain feeling within me. like the most accurate way to describe it is that all I feel is rage. I cannot believe people who live I such places as such 'looking' would even complain. yes, it is human to be unhappy, but the greed. I envy every westerner. yes I believe that an average European is way better looking than an average Asian, or pakistani in my case.
it's brutal because an 'average-looking' European with coloured eyes, brown/black hair, good colouring naturally, tall, lean and healthy is automatically and subconsciously, as we know it, way better looking than the average pakistani, or any other south Asian, in every aspect: if its IQ, Europeans are smarter, if it's height, Europeans, like the dutch, tower over us (average height of 5'6 for Pakistanis whereas Dutch average height is 6'3, according to studies).
I hate how I'm a voicecel.. whenever I speak, I get talked over. I have no value in conversations. no wonder people tendnto ignore me. I just watch as those with low-pitched, deep voices catch everyone's attention and my voice, all of the sudden, doesn't matter; like it never existed.
yes I know it, everyone knows it, but few admit that the halo effect is real. I'm certain if I was a 6'4 HTN with a deep voice from Europe, I would never struggled with friends, or social life, or anything really. I suffer a lot in my mind most of the time but I keep it to myself.
I've never told anyone these things other then the big GPT and now here. I'm guessing this post might be DNR by many to be honest.
i just generally hate everythinf overall. i have nothing interesting going on in my life..
I'm so tired of looking at my skin, my dark brown, almost fully black, eyes, my receeding hairline, my height, everything.. it's so unfair..
both of my parents are below 5'7, maybe around 5'5-6 at most. I'm somehow 5'11.5 (my uncle is 5'10.5 and grandfather is 5'9). I'm thankful, i really am, but I still feel so miserable..
this is most likely just a low-IQ post, full of rant but I feel a lot better now than when I've kept it to myself.
well this was my first ever post on org. not sure what to expect but I just have to keep living like this, I guess.. uncertain of where my life's heading but I presume l have to tell myself and cope with lies to keep my sanity. I suppose being a first post, i shouldn't expect much.

i aint reading allat bro

dnr

 

[alexthegoat]

"htn as in psl" holy fucking shit bro

same psl different appeal is what i meant

 

[esto]

same psl different appeal is what i mean

jfl psl<appeal ahh
psl and appeal is the same

 

[ZyzzReincarnate]

Joined

 

[sneur 99]

same psl different appeal is what i meant

It never began for you are you upper class?

 

[alexthegoat]

nah

It never began for you are you upper class?

more like middle middle class prob like I'm somewhat around the slightly above average tbh

 

[sneur 99]

Where do you live i might cop u somehow somewhere perchance I'm from kiranchi

 

[alexthegoat]

jfl psl<appeal ahh
psl and appeal is the same

if it makes you any happier

 

[sneur 99]

nah

more like middle middle class prob like I'm somewhat around the slightly above average tbh

Though I live in the dha side still it's infuriating to see our country being tumbled

 

[sneur 99]

if it makes you any happier

My mom keeps ramming me everytime asking me to geomax it could have been worse, honestly if I was actually indic blood