Is life worth living as a subhuman?

[RODEBLUR]

Without copes that I don't give a fuck about, like muh job or whatever. Don't suggest muh just learn to rot because I won't have a place to live in about a year maybe since my mother is currently dying and is in social housing so I won't inherit anything

I've been homeless my teenage years, I'm using my small break from homelessness to rotmaxx on here and maybe some people will remember that I existed before I inevitably kill myself I guess

I don't really see the point in living since I've been rated subhuman by several people here

So what do I do tbh? My failoes can't be fixed by softmaxxing, my ratios are completely nuked + short framecel.

Can't pursue education, struggled with it all my life, got sent to special education and still held back basically every year of school, I stopped going at 16 when they held me back another time and I was going to share a class with 14 year olds at 17 again, i've been declared unable to work by the state

 

[Bryce]

Are you on neetbux?

 

[care]

sorry for what ur going thru honestly, its hard to endure everything at once especially when you are young af, gotta keep pushing thru tho.

 

[RODEBLUR]

Are you on neetbux?

Yes why? Don't say use it to get a place to live because this is the most densely populated non island/city state in Europe and every possible form of housing is taken and would've been expensive as fuck just to get the chance to live in and i'm talking tiny ass studio apartment

 

[RODEBLUR]

sorry for what ur going thru honestly, its hard to endure everything at once especially when you are young af, gotta keep pushing thru tho.

I'm old as shit but I joined this site when I was underage

Over time I came to the realization I'm ugly as fuck and that my life has no worth on this planet

 

[Deleted member 175811]

sell drugs
hardmaxx
start from 0

never kys bro

 

[RODEBLUR]

sell drugs
hardmaxx
start from 0

never kys bro

I hate drugs and people who consume them and/or sell them.

Hardmaxxing is near impossible because my orbits are completely fucked and no serious surgeon is offering OBO

It's just Giant and his mysterious clinic without before and afters

 

[Bryce]

Yes why? Don't say use it to get a place to live because this is the most densely populated non island/city state in Europe and every possible form of housing is taken and would've been expensive as fuck just to get the chance to live in and i'm talking tiny ass studio apartment

Just wondering, that's a shitty situation

Not sure what else to say honestly, no need for me to cope for you and try to tell you everything is great and that it gets better, because it rarely does especially in a situation like this

 

[Deleted member 175811]

I hate drugs and people who consume them and/or sell them.

U dont need to take drugs or like it, just gotta get the bag for hardmaxx

Hardmaxxing is near impossible

ofc you'll look better hardmaxxing maybe dont expect ltn to cl ,but def alot better

 

[care]

I'm old as shit but I joined this site when I was underage

Over time I came to the realization I'm ugly as fuck and that my life has no worth on this planet

noone is ugly trust, some people actually care about feelings more, personally i do but im sure there are more.

ur life very much has worth in this planet and im sure alot of people appreciate you, you can't kill urself js cuz you got rated on a fucking forum, i had the worst 6-7 years of my life where i nearly killed myself like 40 times dude, its never over trust me

 

[RODEBLUR]

Just wondering, that's a shitty situation

Not sure what else to say honestly, no need for me to cope for you and try to tell you everything is great and that it gets better, because it rarely does especially in a situation like this

I'm kind of just crying out for help trying to see if anyone actually says something worthwhile that could change things instead of the same generic shit anyone else could've come up with themselves over and over

 

[Deleted member 175811]

I'm kind of just crying out for help trying to see if anyone actually says something worthwhile that could change things instead of the same generic shit anyone else could've come up with themselves over and over

im telling you bro, if you dont have nothing to lose go all in

i seriously recommend you blast test, that depression will go away

 

[RODEBLUR]

ur life very much has worth in this planet and im sure alot of people appreciate you

No, they don't. I don't have extended family, the few I do doesn't care about me (my parents are old and dying anyway so not that it matters), I was hated by all my teachers in school, all my classmates in school, I never had anyone to turn to ever, I tried traveling to ''find myself'' or whatever gay shit they say on TikTok and I just got arrested and deported from every country 24/7

 

[powerliftercoco]

Without copes that I don't give a fuck about, like muh job or whatever. Don't suggest muh just learn to rot because I won't have a place to live in about a year maybe since my mother is currently dying and is in social housing so I won't inherit anything

I've been homeless my teenage years, I'm using my small break from homelessness to rotmaxx on here and maybe some people will remember that I existed before I inevitably kill myself I guess

I don't really see the point in living since I've been rated subhuman by several people here
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So what do I do tbh? My failoes can't be fixed by softmaxxing, my ratios are completely nuked + short framecel.

Can't pursue education, struggled with it all my life, got sent to special education and still held back basically every year of school, I stopped going at 16 when they held me back another time and I was going to share a class with 14 year olds at 17 again, i've been declared unable to work by the state

Damn @Evgeniy291

 

[powerliftercoco]

I just got arrested and deported from every country 24/7

how tf did that happen?

 

[RODEBLUR]

im telling you bro, if you dont have nothing to lose go all in

i seriously recommend blast test, that depression will go away

I would rather kill myself than blast test. The only thing somewhat saving me is that I look young and skinny. It's the last avenue of slight sympathy that people have for me

If I blasted test I'd just look like a true rapist and the only redeeming part of my life would be gone

 

[Deleted member 175811]

No, they don't. I don't have extended family, the few I do doesn't care about me (my parents are old and dying anyway so not that it matters), I was hated by all my teachers in school, all my classmates in school, I never had anyone to turn to ever, I tried traveling to ''find myself'' or whatever gay shit they say on TikTok and I just got arrested and deported from every country 24/7

average man life

the question is what pill are u gonna take

1 do nothing about it
2 go all in

 

[Bryce]

I'm kind of just crying out for help trying to see if anyone actually says something worthwhile that could change things instead of the same generic shit anyone else could've come up with themselves over and over

Have you tried asking anywhere else? This website is just full of kids who watch Jordan Barrett edits all day, you should probably ask for this kind of advice where there are people in a similar situation to you or people who have gotten out of it

 

[Deleted member 175811]

I would rather kill myself than blast test.

i recommend you check your test lvls

low test are correlated to zero ambition and depression

 

[Deleted member 129120]

Without copes that I don't give a fuck about, like muh job or whatever. Don't suggest muh just learn to rot because I won't have a place to live in about a year maybe since my mother is currently dying and is in social housing so I won't inherit anything

I've been homeless my teenage years, I'm using my small break from homelessness to rotmaxx on here and maybe some people will remember that I existed before I inevitably kill myself I guess

I don't really see the point in living since I've been rated subhuman by several people here
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So what do I do tbh? My failoes can't be fixed by softmaxxing, my ratios are completely nuked + short framecel.

Can't pursue education, struggled with it all my life, got sent to special education and still held back basically every year of school, I stopped going at 16 when they held me back another time and I was going to share a class with 14 year olds at 17 again, i've been declared unable to work by the state

what do you look like? you also most likely know anyone who brings you down like this is braindead and retarded, even if you don't look the best, you'll have no problem irl, i've seen this many times, even with deformed people

 

[RODEBLUR]

how tf did that happen?

I don't know, i visited the UK one day, i got allowed in, then randomly arrested and imprisoned for a month for illegal entry and deported and banned

it made no sense

can't talk to anyone about it cause they just ragebait me saying ''you needed to get a visa are you dumb?'' like do you think I don't check this shit? visiting less than 90 days as a EU national and not working you didn't need shit, this was before ETA


if i didn't have a visa i would've just been turned away at the border rather than randomly arrested once in the country anyways

 

[RODEBLUR]

i recommend you check your test lvls

low test are correlated to zero ambition and depression

I'd rather have lower test

I think muscles look disgusting

 

[care]

No, they don't. I don't have extended family, the few I do doesn't care about me (my parents are old and dying anyway so not that it matters), I was hated by all my teachers in school, all my classmates in school, I never had anyone to turn to ever, I tried traveling to ''find myself'' or whatever gay shit they say on TikTok and I just got arrested and deported from every country 24/7

god man im sorry, sounds like life really beat you up for no reason, noone deserves that honestly. Ill tell you my story if that makes you feel better lol in my opinion its like 5x worse

 

[RODEBLUR]

what do you look like? you also most likely know anyone who brings you down like this is braindead and retarded, even if you don't look the best, you'll have no problem irl, i've seen this many times, even with deformed people

I literally get harassed by random people I have never met IRL for walking down the street for being ugly

 

[thedarkoverlord_666]

It’s not worth it, you shouldn’t put yourselr through that misery

 

[RODEBLUR]

god man im sorry, sounds like life really beat you up for no reason, noone deserves that honestly. Ill tell you my story if that makes you feel better lol in my opinion its like 5x worse

It's 5x worse? Heavily doubt. Even if it were it probably wasn't constant, from birth to present day subhumanity and rather a period of time of shit and you probably got out of it whereas I can't leave my predicament

 

[Yeagerist]

broootal

 

[RODEBLUR]

It’s not worth it, you shouldn’t put yourselr through that misery

only truth here tbh

 

[Deleted member 129120]

I literally get harassed by random people I have never met IRL for walking down the street for being ugly

and how do you know it's for being ugly?

 

[RODEBLUR]

broootal

It is what it is

 

[RODEBLUR]

and how do you know it's for being ugly?

cause they would follow me into stores, they'd laugh and call me names based on my appearance and they'd go EWWWW and call me ugly when I walked past a mirror

 

[care]

It's 5x worse? Heavily doubt. Even if it were it probably wasn't constant, from birth to present day subhumanity and rather a period of time of shit and you probably got out of it whereas I can't leave my predicament

ill text it by dm's if you want to, but at that point i literally thought it was over for me btw, i thought it would never end

 

[RODEBLUR]

ill text it by dm's if you want to, but at that point i literally thought it was over for me btw, i thought it would never end

Why do you have to DM it you're not a celebrity

 

[powerliftercoco]

I'd rather have lower test

I think muscles look disgusting

It’s not about muscles in this case

It’s about getting a change in mentality

 

[RODEBLUR]

It’s not about muscles in this case

It’s about getting a change in mentality

test makes you look older I don't like it

 

[Deleted member 175811]

I'd rather have lower test

I think muscles look disgusting

do you really think that test is just for muscle?

its everything, at lees you need to have optimal lvls

 

[superpsycho]

thats brutal bro, your best bet is just to LDAR here until natural selection takes you away.

 

[RODEBLUR]

do you really think that test is just for muscle?

its everything, at lees you need to have optimal lvls

test makes you look older I don't like it

 

[RODEBLUR]

thats brutal bro, your best bet is just to LDAR here until natural selection takes you away.

thanks chad

 

[care]

Why do you have to DM it you're not a celebrity

changed my mind, its long af + nobody will read it since its boring in the start

 

[Yeagerist]

Is your pfp you? upper third is not even bad, i assume you have issues with lower third.

 

[thedarkoverlord_666]

only truth here tbh

If you really can’t get any education or job or money then yeah it might rlly be over

 

[superpsycho]

thanks chad

brutal story too bro thats unfortunate

its really fucking over

 

[RODEBLUR]

Is your pfp you? upper third is not even bad, i assume you have issues with lower third.

yes, but upper third is bad as well due to wide IPD

 

[Deleted member 152141]

pm me

i’ll see for myself

 

[RODEBLUR]

brutal story too bro thats unfortunate

its really fucking over

tfw @superpsycho saying this

i knew you were chad compared to me

 

[RODEBLUR]

pm me

i’ll see for myself

my face is public

 

[RODEBLUR]

changed my mind, its long af + nobody will read it since its boring in the start

cage

 

[RODEBLUR]

If you really can’t get any education or job or money then yeah it might rlly be over

i mean i wouldn't mind not having any of that as long as i wasn't fucking ugly you know cause you get treated like 10x worse

 

[superpsycho]

tfw @superpsycho saying this

i knew you were chad compared to me

i am aware that im a subhuman, but theres levels to subhumanity

your story is just giga brutal