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I can't decide about it. From one hand, it hurts like a truck that she rejected me and that she has been fucking chads since she was 19.
I remember after making out with her I made the mistake and asked her about her relationships. She told me about how the guy she dated the longest was 1 year younger than her and she had met him at a party while the guy she liked the most was 7 years older than her and she had a threesome with him and her friend.
At the time, I didn't care much cause I thought she liked me and she would have sex with me. But I never got laid with her, so I was left with all these sui fuel stories to torture me. It's so depressing to know that the girl you love is fucking with other guys while you rot.
On the other hand, no girl likes me. I can barely have a conversation with girls. They are repulsed by me. They avoid me like plague.
I never had any opportunity to have sex. I'm a subhuman piece of shit tbh tbh. I'm 23 years olds and the best I could get was a forced kiss with my oneitis and that after shit loads of desperation game and begging.
So I was thinking, what if all this obsession with my oneitis is an attempt to cope with a fact that no girl likes me? What if I obsess over her to forget about all the other girls that reject me?
I remember after making out with her I made the mistake and asked her about her relationships. She told me about how the guy she dated the longest was 1 year younger than her and she had met him at a party while the guy she liked the most was 7 years older than her and she had a threesome with him and her friend.
At the time, I didn't care much cause I thought she liked me and she would have sex with me. But I never got laid with her, so I was left with all these sui fuel stories to torture me. It's so depressing to know that the girl you love is fucking with other guys while you rot.
On the other hand, no girl likes me. I can barely have a conversation with girls. They are repulsed by me. They avoid me like plague.
I never had any opportunity to have sex. I'm a subhuman piece of shit tbh tbh. I'm 23 years olds and the best I could get was a forced kiss with my oneitis and that after shit loads of desperation game and begging.
So I was thinking, what if all this obsession with my oneitis is an attempt to cope with a fact that no girl likes me? What if I obsess over her to forget about all the other girls that reject me?