is there some way other than drugs to forget and move on?

[iblameniceguy]

I really dont like that I'm destroying my body more and more because I need substance abuse to forget all that shit for a couple of hours. Is there some healthier way or sth to forget and move on or sth?? I mean things that REALLY help and are hopefully beneficial for the future and not just more destroying.
Yeah I'm actually so fucked up that even my Mum notices and askes me like everyday.....
I actually feel like I failed as everything this year, and when I look back on 2025 I notice how deep I fell.
Not trying to sound like a loser, but yeah its the harsh truth ig

 

[urban legend]

ego death on dmt
@Starborn

 

[rawr]

lobotomy