Axton
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My mother was pregnant with me 21 years ago and didn't get an abortion.
Now, I have to live with myself, look in the mirror every morning, and see that the person looking back at me is the result of my parents' bad decision-making.
I'm trying to change and help myself, but I'm just a lost cause.
Feel like I'm doing everything in my power just to be rewarded with failure or meaningless results. I guess I have the life I wanted two years ago, but it's a drop of what I need to be living.
"Every mortal will taste death, but only some will taste life" - Zyzz
It's an endless tug of war between we're so back and it's time to end the game.
Regardless, we keep stacking.
I'll keep trying...
There's nothing else to lose, so I'll just put myself through the pain.
It was over from the beginning.
If there's even a 1% chance I'll make it, it's worth the gamble.
Now, I have to live with myself, look in the mirror every morning, and see that the person looking back at me is the result of my parents' bad decision-making.
I'm trying to change and help myself, but I'm just a lost cause.
Feel like I'm doing everything in my power just to be rewarded with failure or meaningless results. I guess I have the life I wanted two years ago, but it's a drop of what I need to be living.
"Every mortal will taste death, but only some will taste life" - Zyzz
It's an endless tug of war between we're so back and it's time to end the game.
Regardless, we keep stacking.
I'll keep trying...
There's nothing else to lose, so I'll just put myself through the pain.
It was over from the beginning.
If there's even a 1% chance I'll make it, it's worth the gamble.
