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notalive
oldcel trucel jawcel acnescarcel
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Elementary school, I remember exploring and doing intimate things with girls since I was attractive (even modeled as a kid).
Middle school, shit went downhill due to acne.
Early high school, still had acne but was attractive so I got attention from girls a few times. Got compliments. Even had a MTB try to be my gf. Never did anything because I was not NT.
Late high school to College, acne raped my face and body so I'm severely scarred all over. Nose kept growing but maxilla/mandible stopped and orthodontist was too blue-pilled to recommend jaw surgery. 0 attention from women. No gf/never slayed.
Post-college, still the same, face/body is raped by scars and I'm recessed as fuck.
It's so much worse when you have had a taste of what it feels like. It's like all the potential went down the drain. There was a chance.
I would fly to the moon and back to feel the same confidence and desirability I once had. I did feel it at one point. And I was so content. Life was good.
Now I barely stay alive from day to day (approaching late 20s).
Middle school, shit went downhill due to acne.
Early high school, still had acne but was attractive so I got attention from girls a few times. Got compliments. Even had a MTB try to be my gf. Never did anything because I was not NT.
Late high school to College, acne raped my face and body so I'm severely scarred all over. Nose kept growing but maxilla/mandible stopped and orthodontist was too blue-pilled to recommend jaw surgery. 0 attention from women. No gf/never slayed.
Post-college, still the same, face/body is raped by scars and I'm recessed as fuck.
It's so much worse when you have had a taste of what it feels like. It's like all the potential went down the drain. There was a chance.
I would fly to the moon and back to feel the same confidence and desirability I once had. I did feel it at one point. And I was so content. Life was good.
Now I barely stay alive from day to day (approaching late 20s).