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Kraken
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I can't experience life during my whole teenage years because of my height. I need LL asap but don't have the money + am too young. Any non-surgical heightmaxxing will be cope because the results will be negligible. I haven't hung out with anyone outside of school for a year, I always eat lunch alone. The only IOI's I ever get is when I am sitting down and my midgetness can't be observed. Walking in the halls getting heightmogged by girls and tall jocks and being up to their shoulder, a mere child in comparison, makes me suicidal. I have to cope with putting erasers in my shoes and it still does nothing. I can't escape being mogged, when I am home my dad heightmogs me. My younger brother is almost as tall as me. I hate feeling small a female gook of the same height who I sit by in my class has larger hands than me. I can barely lift anything because I have incredibly weak legs. Everyone views me as non-NT, my parents don't trust me. People say I remind them of school shooters. My teacher's say they are worried about me for some reason. I always have a headache at school and feel dizzy and overwhelmed. I always feel tense and unsafe and paranoid. I have ptsd triggering from everyday things. My free time consists of bonesmashing while mewing while having a thing to make my nose slimmer while browsing looksmax org in the closet, the only source of darkness. I can't afford any light touching my skin because I am obsessed with antiaging (visible light ages skin + there is windows at my house) I am so non-NT, I go hiking (with sunblock and face coverings of course) whilst talking to myself back and forth pretending its a girl who I am talking to. its over i must looksmax until i die it's the best cope