Its my 22 birthday

[ItsOver.com]

3 years ago i remember finding and joining this site on my birthday, I remember being so beat down, frustrated and depressed from my relationship status. This bothered me throughout the years it specifically started in 2018 when I was 16, second year of highschool. I was asking myself simple questions “why can’t I find love” “what’s wrong with me” “am I that different from others” and I never seem to understand why. In those years I remember going on long walks alone asking myself these questions and trying to justify and reason this situation in my head, also I found a new term on internet that described my situation called “incel” but I never thought I was one i dont know why but it never seemed that I fit that description because I never tried or put any effort in.

Period between 2018-2020 was the worst period in my life, I was bullied at school, I couldn’t find a relationship even tho girls showed interest in me and asked me on dates I thought they were making fun of me because I was bullied so much at my school, my grades were awful and I thought about killing myself multiple times.

Somehow I survived that period and got to 2020 when I found my answer on why I never had any success with girls. Video about blackpill was recommended to me on youtube and I finally found my answer. It took me 6 months to finally find this site and try to change my situation from kissless virgin that never held hands romantically with a girl. In span of those 3 years nothing really changed I went on a few dates I was asked for my social media couple of times but it never went nowhere. Now Im 22 with no experience with girls never even approached a girl, never dmed a girl and basically never tried. I have no plans and I have no idea how to solve this problem and I don’t plan to, if something happens down the road it happens but if not im totally okay with that. Before I expected that I deserved love like everyone else now I just expect that I deserve fast and painless death at an early age.

In future I just hope that I grow balls to approach a girl because i just want to know what happens when you try…

 

[Deleted member 30679]

Happy birthday !

 

[Zenis]

3 years ago i remember finding and joining this site on my birthday, I remember being so beat down, frustrated and depressed from my relationship status. This bothered me throughout the years it specifically started in 2018 when I was 16, second year of highschool. I was asking myself simple questions “why can’t I find love” “what’s wrong with me” “am I that different from others” and I never seem to understand why. In those years I remember going on long walks alone asking myself these questions and trying to justify and reason this situation in my head, also I found a new term on internet that described my situation called “incel” but I never thought I was one i dont know why but it never seemed that I fit that description because I never tried or put any effort in.

Period between 2018-2020 was the worst period in my life, I was bullied at school, I couldn’t find a relationship even tho girls showed interest in me and asked me on dates I thought they were making fun of me because I was bullied so much at my school, my grades were awful and I thought about killing myself multiple times.

Somehow I survived that period and got to 2020 when I found my answer on why I never had any success with girls. Video about blackpill was recommended to me on youtube and I finally found my answer. It took me 6 months to finally find this site and try to change my situation from kissless virgin that never held hands romantically with a girl. In span of those 3 years nothing really changed I went on a few dates I was asked for my social media couple of times but it never went nowhere. Now Im 22 with no experience with girls never even approached a girl, never dmed a girl and basically never tried. I have no plans and I have no idea how to solve this problem and I don’t plan to, if something happens down the road it happens but if not im totally okay with that. Before I expected that I deserved love like everyone else now I just expect that I deserve fast and painless death at an early age.

In future I just hope that I grow balls to approach a girl because i just want to know what happens when you try…

Drnd

 

[ReinhardRacist]

Thanks for the motivation to slay. Hopefully I don’t end up a miserable cold incel fuckup like yourself.

 

[synock21]

was asked for my social media couple of times but it never went nowhere. Now Im 22 with no experience with girls never even approached a girl, never dmed a girl and basically never tried. I

the internal thrill you get from dming a girl is amazing, try it even if you are "ugly".

 

[Tai Lung]

im 20 is it over for me ?

 

[murdah]

the internal thrill you get from dming a girl is amazing, try it even if you are "ugly".

And the depression after rejection is even better

 

[synock21]

And the depression after rejection is even better

"I would rather be 0-30 than be 0-9, because if i was 0-9 that means i stopped shooting"
- the black guy on your tv screen.
there is always someone uglier than you, go for them.

 

[Deleted member 43822]

I hope everything gets better for you.
Happy birthday, bro!

 

[Tai Lung]

So whats our plan?

 

[11yearoldprostitute]

3 years ago i remember finding and joining this site on my birthday, I remember being so beat down, frustrated and depressed from my relationship status. This bothered me throughout the years it specifically started in 2018 when I was 16, second year of highschool. I was asking myself simple questions “why can’t I find love” “what’s wrong with me” “am I that different from others” and I never seem to understand why. In those years I remember going on long walks alone asking myself these questions and trying to justify and reason this situation in my head, also I found a new term on internet that described my situation called “incel” but I never thought I was one i dont know why but it never seemed that I fit that description because I never tried or put any effort in.

Period between 2018-2020 was the worst period in my life, I was bullied at school, I couldn’t find a relationship even tho girls showed interest in me and asked me on dates I thought they were making fun of me because I was bullied so much at my school, my grades were awful and I thought about killing myself multiple times.

Somehow I survived that period and got to 2020 when I found my answer on why I never had any success with girls. Video about blackpill was recommended to me on youtube and I finally found my answer. It took me 6 months to finally find this site and try to change my situation from kissless virgin that never held hands romantically with a girl. In span of those 3 years nothing really changed I went on a few dates I was asked for my social media couple of times but it never went nowhere. Now Im 22 with no experience with girls never even approached a girl, never dmed a girl and basically never tried. I have no plans and I have no idea how to solve this problem and I don’t plan to, if something happens down the road it happens but if not im totally okay with that. Before I expected that I deserved love like everyone else now I just expect that I deserve fast and painless death at an early age.

In future I just hope that I grow balls to approach a girl because i just want to know what happens when you try…

Did you lose any khhv letters on those dates?

 

[InnerVoid]

the blackpill changed my brain chemistry. now, instead of thinking about suceeding, i think about how failing is inevitable

 

[niqfan625]

3 years ago i remember finding and joining this site on my birthday, I remember being so beat down, frustrated and depressed from my relationship status. This bothered me throughout the years it specifically started in 2018 when I was 16, second year of highschool. I was asking myself simple questions “why can’t I find love” “what’s wrong with me” “am I that different from others” and I never seem to understand why. In those years I remember going on long walks alone asking myself these questions and trying to justify and reason this situation in my head, also I found a new term on internet that described my situation called “incel” but I never thought I was one i dont know why but it never seemed that I fit that description because I never tried or put any effort in.

Period between 2018-2020 was the worst period in my life, I was bullied at school, I couldn’t find a relationship even tho girls showed interest in me and asked me on dates I thought they were making fun of me because I was bullied so much at my school, my grades were awful and I thought about killing myself multiple times.

Somehow I survived that period and got to 2020 when I found my answer on why I never had any success with girls. Video about blackpill was recommended to me on youtube and I finally found my answer. It took me 6 months to finally find this site and try to change my situation from kissless virgin that never held hands romantically with a girl. In span of those 3 years nothing really changed I went on a few dates I was asked for my social media couple of times but it never went nowhere. Now Im 22 with no experience with girls never even approached a girl, never dmed a girl and basically never tried. I have no plans and I have no idea how to solve this problem and I don’t plan to, if something happens down the road it happens but if not im totally okay with that. Before I expected that I deserved love like everyone else now I just expect that I deserve fast and painless death at an early age.

In future I just hope that I grow balls to approach a girl because i just want to know what happens when you try…

ER is that you?

 

[ItsOver.com]

Did you lose any khhv letters on those dates?

Haha no, not at least in the romantic way only on a physical level so I can at least remove hh from that and I am left with kv

 

[Mosh12]