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3 years ago i remember finding and joining this site on my birthday, I remember being so beat down, frustrated and depressed from my relationship status. This bothered me throughout the years it specifically started in 2018 when I was 16, second year of highschool. I was asking myself simple questions “why can’t I find love” “what’s wrong with me” “am I that different from others” and I never seem to understand why. In those years I remember going on long walks alone asking myself these questions and trying to justify and reason this situation in my head, also I found a new term on internet that described my situation called “incel” but I never thought I was one i dont know why but it never seemed that I fit that description because I never tried or put any effort in.
Period between 2018-2020 was the worst period in my life, I was bullied at school, I couldn’t find a relationship even tho girls showed interest in me and asked me on dates I thought they were making fun of me because I was bullied so much at my school, my grades were awful and I thought about killing myself multiple times.
Somehow I survived that period and got to 2020 when I found my answer on why I never had any success with girls. Video about blackpill was recommended to me on youtube and I finally found my answer. It took me 6 months to finally find this site and try to change my situation from kissless virgin that never held hands romantically with a girl. In span of those 3 years nothing really changed I went on a few dates I was asked for my social media couple of times but it never went nowhere. Now Im 22 with no experience with girls never even approached a girl, never dmed a girl and basically never tried. I have no plans and I have no idea how to solve this problem and I don’t plan to, if something happens down the road it happens but if not im totally okay with that. Before I expected that I deserved love like everyone else now I just expect that I deserve fast and painless death at an early age.
In future I just hope that I grow balls to approach a girl because i just want to know what happens when you try…
Period between 2018-2020 was the worst period in my life, I was bullied at school, I couldn’t find a relationship even tho girls showed interest in me and asked me on dates I thought they were making fun of me because I was bullied so much at my school, my grades were awful and I thought about killing myself multiple times.
Somehow I survived that period and got to 2020 when I found my answer on why I never had any success with girls. Video about blackpill was recommended to me on youtube and I finally found my answer. It took me 6 months to finally find this site and try to change my situation from kissless virgin that never held hands romantically with a girl. In span of those 3 years nothing really changed I went on a few dates I was asked for my social media couple of times but it never went nowhere. Now Im 22 with no experience with girls never even approached a girl, never dmed a girl and basically never tried. I have no plans and I have no idea how to solve this problem and I don’t plan to, if something happens down the road it happens but if not im totally okay with that. Before I expected that I deserved love like everyone else now I just expect that I deserve fast and painless death at an early age.
In future I just hope that I grow balls to approach a girl because i just want to know what happens when you try…