foidannhialator
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I am 15 years old
I am six foot tall
I am white and have dark hair and have an average looking face
I don't talk to girls that much and when I have it has never gone well
recently I started talking to a girl and we went out and it was all good
since I'm not hugely ugly it's easy to talk online and send pictures of myself etc and you could even say I went as far as to flirt with her but only online
we went out
but now I've come to a conclusion
it doesn't matter how much I try to change I'll still always be far too awkward irl for anyone to like me
recently, I've tried to better myself by sleeping 10 hours, eating well and working out etc
it's been working
I look better
I've also more or less decided I am going to start taking hgh and test as soon as I get the money
but now I realise this stuff may make me look a little better but it doesn't matter if I'm such a fucking cuck I can't even talk to a girl as if she is more than just a friend
all of this is my fault
I think I might just rope and hope gandy has pity on me and I get reborn as someone who doesn't have such terrible people skills
does it get any better than this?
or will I just die celibate?
that doesn't mean I only wanted to crack I really did like her but if I cant get this far I'll never be able to fuck someone
I think I'll just kill myself
rope
or maybe not idk
I get too invested
thank you for reading
any tips on how to stop being such a cuck are heavily welcomed
I am six foot tall
I am white and have dark hair and have an average looking face
I don't talk to girls that much and when I have it has never gone well
recently I started talking to a girl and we went out and it was all good
since I'm not hugely ugly it's easy to talk online and send pictures of myself etc and you could even say I went as far as to flirt with her but only online
we went out
but now I've come to a conclusion
it doesn't matter how much I try to change I'll still always be far too awkward irl for anyone to like me
recently, I've tried to better myself by sleeping 10 hours, eating well and working out etc
it's been working
I look better
I've also more or less decided I am going to start taking hgh and test as soon as I get the money
but now I realise this stuff may make me look a little better but it doesn't matter if I'm such a fucking cuck I can't even talk to a girl as if she is more than just a friend
all of this is my fault
I think I might just rope and hope gandy has pity on me and I get reborn as someone who doesn't have such terrible people skills
does it get any better than this?
or will I just die celibate?
that doesn't mean I only wanted to crack I really did like her but if I cant get this far I'll never be able to fuck someone
I think I'll just kill myself
rope
or maybe not idk
I get too invested
thank you for reading
any tips on how to stop being such a cuck are heavily welcomed