It's not about enjoying life. It's about being content with torture.

[MoggerGaston]

Walked through the main clubbing street here, realizing how ugly I am compared to the better-looking men out here. Realizing I have no friends, and no chance at getting with any of the attractive women here, ever. It came to me.

Happiness in life is not about enjoying the good things life has to offer. It's about being able to enjoy the torture it brings to you on a daily basis.

As I walked past the privileged HTN+ guys, the privileged average women, and the coping normies thinking they still stand a chance, still have hope, I laughed.

What a fucking clownworld. Enjoy the joke of a life we have on earth. Don't take this shit serious at all. There's nothing fair, pleasant about this world.
This might be my final post. Looksmax is just another cope of people thinking they can escape the human life which is defined by pain and suffering.

True ascension is accepting this fact and enjoying the pain, enjoying the suffering, enjoying the rejection, enjoying your subhumanity.

It's over.
I think everything has been said that was needed to be said.

auf wiederschnitzel

 

[andy9432]

whats ur psl

 

[Deleted member 9801]

Bro, honestly, I’m sorry you feel that way

Life is not about accepting suffering or enjoying it. Not everyone suffers, I for one really enjoy life and I feel happy

You sound like you got a few good things going for yourself atm. HTN and good job, focus on the positives. You have a lot of opportunities with this base. Work on that social circle at work and you’ll d fine buddy boyo

 

[Curry Suicide]

Never began

 

[MoggerGaston]

whats ur psl

too low

 

[andy9432]

too low

atleast ur white. Im ethnic in scandinavia. theres no surgery for race

 

[Account]

I say work hard to get what you want in life for yourself but dont expect anything to ever get better dating/social wise. It never gets better you can not force others to be attracted to you or force girls to give a damn about what you have to say. You have to accept the possibility of you dying alone is very high nowadays

 

[....]

I say work hard to get what you want in life for yourself but dont expect anything to ever get better dating/social wise. It never gets better you can not force others to be attracted to you or force girls to give a damn about what you have to say. You have to accept the possibility of you dying alone is very high nowadays

Moneymaxxing works if you are not too fused about girls being genuinely attracted to you

 

[MoggerGaston]

Bro, honestly, I’m sorry you feel that way

Life is not about accepting suffering or enjoying it. Not everyone suffers, I for one really enjoy life and I feel happy

I truly believe you are in the minority among men. Knowing that many men you think are doing fine are very likely, just like me, giving you a far more positive image of their life.

For the majority of men a joyfull, happy life is off the table.

You sound like you got a few good things going for yourself atm. HTN and good job, focus on the positives. You have a lot of opportunities with this base. Work on that social circle at work and you’ll d fine buddy boyo

Opportunities are few. Take the oldcel inviting me over to go touring with him in his sportscar. I just dont see how that would go anywhere? He's in his late 40s, married. Wouldnt be able to relate. Im the youngest person at my job. The people are fine but i cant stay here long term.

My problem is not my subhuman life, but my failure to enjoy this torture. With a diff life view id be happy to chill with this oldcel and just laugh at life realizing this is as far as social interaction goes for me.

Life is a joke. You just need to develop a sense of humor.

 

[Deleted member 9801]

I truly believe you are in the minority among men. Knowing that many men you think are doing fine are very likely, just like me, giving you a far more positive image of their life.

For the majority of men a joyfull, happy life is off the table.


Opportunities are few. Take the oldcel inviting me over to go touring with him in his sportscar. I just dont see how that would go anywhere? He's in his late 40s, married. Wouldnt be able to relate. Im the youngest person at my job. The people are fine but i cant stay here long term.

My problem is not my subhuman life, but my failure to enjoy this torture. With a diff life view id be happy to chill with this oldcel and just laugh at life realizing this is as far as social interaction goes for me.

Life is a joke. You just need to develop a sense of humor.

No I get you, ofc it’s hard for men nowadays. And u can’t always be happy and enjoy life, I had some rough times too now and then but always bounced back and now I feel great, Ik it would be ignorant to say anyone can be like thaf, but honestly probably a lot of guys could have at least a decent life with perseverence. Especially you, you’re doing better objectively than plenty of people

What do you want out of life? Some money, a family, etc? It’s doable. Just got to keep at it

 

[wollet2]

'enjoy your torture'

kinda cringe bro what are u some schnietzschecel subhuman?

 

[disillusioned]

Disagree. There's legit copes besides sex even if they're ultimately just that.

 

[subhuman incel]

 

[Deleted member 4430]

This might be my final post

Last seen 2 minutes ago

just like your previous account syobevoli from 2019

 

[MoggerGaston]

Last seen 2 minutes ago

just like your previous account syobevoli from 2019

2018.

Still last topic ill make on this site. Everything has been said

 

[subhuman incel]

@MoggerGaston thoughts on this video? This guy is no longer alive

 

[ChristianChad]

too low

You are literal social anxiety autist

 

[Eduardo DOV]

I think you have emotional problems and you keep rationalizing things to justify the way you feel. For exxample, If I'm right, even if you had another worldview you would still feel bad and come to a similar conclusion.

 

[Eduardo DOV]

I don't understand how you can be so ugly compared to the average man there, I've seen many photos and videos from Europe and facially I don't see anything that special about in the average person. show me pictures of average men you see around and think are more handsome than you.

 

[MoggerGaston]

@MoggerGaston thoughts on this video? This guy is no longer alive

Sad consequence of a difficult life

 

[MoggerGaston]

You are literal social anxiety autist

Tested negative for autism and work 30 hours in close contact with customers at my new company but okay.

 

[AlexAP]

2018.

Still last topic ill make on this site. Everything has been said

You're Syobevoli? How can you feel tortured then, you are HTN.

 

[ChristianChad]

Tested negative for autism and work 30 hours in close contact with customers at my new company but okay.

Well just socially anxious, disconnected, some other mental shit where you can't vibe with people you want to vibe with

 

[Deleted member 4430]

You're Syobevoli? How can you feel tortured then, you are HTN.

have you read any of his threads? just from the selection of topics and obsession with the system/society screw me over with various traumas, you can tell why he continues in this posting style forever. His problem is purely psychological.

 

[MoggerGaston]

I don't understand how you can be so ugly compared to the average man there, I've seen many photos and videos from Europe and facially I don't see anything that special about in the average person. show me pictures of average men you see around and think are more handsome than you.

If I wasn't ugly I wouldn't have been KHHV with 0 opportunities at 23yo, wouldn't have been socially rejected, etc. It wouldn't make sense otherwise.
There's nothing I can do at this point.

 

[MoggerGaston]

have you read any of his threads? just from the selection of topics and obsession with the system/society screw me over with various traumas, you can tell why he continues in this posting style forever. His problem is purely psychological.

The problem is always psychological. But the cause was bad looks, and the solution is non-existant.

 

[Eduardo DOV]

If I wasn't ugly I wouldn't have been KHHV with 0 opportunities at 23yo, wouldn't have been socially rejected, etc. It wouldn't make sense otherwise.
There's nothing I can do at this point.

It is not how it works.
did you have a social circle before age 23 ?

 

[MoggerGaston]

It is not how it works.
did you have a social circle before age 23 ?

How does it not work like that?

I was bullied and rejected socially. But always still had social circles with people equally as ugly as me (that also all ended up KHHV well into their 20s).

I played basketball, was part of an orchestra, gave first aid at local events, was part of a fraternity, did social partner dancing, went to a lot of clubs/parties and approached a lot. All of it is fucking pointless when you are ugly lmao.

People tell me I look good only on this autistic website. Meanwhile OLD results speak for themselves, club/party approach results speak for themselves, never had a woman with a crush/interest in me ever. People will keep coping cuz I look somewhat dom and think I am HTN when they're just frauded photos and I look like fucking shit lol, which is the only explanation for the life ive had.

 

[Eduardo DOV]

How does it not work like that?

I was bullied and rejected socially. But always still had social circles with people equally as ugly as me (that also all ended up KHHV well into their 20s).

I played basketball, was part of an orchestra, gave first aid at local events, was part of a fraternity, did social partner dancing, went to a lot of clubs/parties and approached a lot. All of it is fucking pointless when you are ugly lmao.

People tell me I look good only on this autistic website. Meanwhile OLD results speak for themselves, club/party approach results speak for themselves, never had a woman with a crush/interest in me ever. People will keep coping cuz I look somewhat dom and think I am HTN when they're just frauded photos and I look like fucking shit lol, which is the only explanation for the life ive had.

well thats brutal shit then

I said this because of my case:
I was KHHV until about this age, although in school I had some decent girls who came to talk to me and I kinda rejected them, but I was a nerd giga introvert with glasses and messed up hair in high school.
about 21 or something I was able to pull up a very hot girl(my HTN friend said none of his friends had ever get a gir llike that) and some others.

i had two girls who talked to me in the middle of the street, one of them was very pretty

I managed to do a instagram and there are a lot of girls interested in me, besides that I started noticing that I receive several IOIS on the street(about 22 yo i started to realize this thing), I started noticing this when I was 23 years old or so. So this thing that if you were KHHV until a certain age you are ugly its bullshit unless you were trying.


you might need ortognathic surgery or something? post a video of your face and talk on the video, maybe we'll find the answers there.

 

[MikeMew'sBitch]

You are simply too aware of this reality, you sound like those depressing philosophers and poets. If you had the privilege of being low IQ you would enjoy the small things in life such as food and buying a new iPhone. But no, here you are going into quasi-nihilistic philosophy and deep analytics. Such is the fate of all high awareness incels.

 

[Eduardo DOV]

maybeyou have an anal personality

 

[MoggerGaston]

well thats brutal shit then

I said this because of my case:
I was KHHV until about this age, although in school I had some decent girls who came to talk to me and I kinda rejected them, but I was a nerd giga introvert with glasses and messed up hair in high school.
about 21 or something I was able to pull up a very hot girl(my HTN friend said none of his friends had ever get a gir llike that) and some others.

i had two girls who talked to me in the middle of the street, one of them was very pretty

I managed to do a instagram and there are a lot of girls interested in me, besides that I started noticing that I receive several IOIS on the street(about 22 yo i started to realize this thing), I started noticing this when I was 23 years old or so. So this thing that if you were KHHV until a certain age you are ugly its bullshit unless you were trying.

I was trying already in high school, etc. Asked out multiple girls that I would now rate as chubby low-tier beckies. Although they probably mogged me back then since I was 3PSL truecel.

Around the age of 15 a hate website was created solely about me by classmates where they shared ugly photos of me and brutally roasted me. People I never had beef with, never really interacted with much, all were posting here on this website ugly shit about me.
The reason the hate-website was made about me, was because I was singing in a deep tone as a joke at the 'music class' we had in high school. fucking cagefuel.

I saw the website at home and that was the moment I realized it's over for my social life and I am too ugly to ever do well in life. People from my basketball team, people form the orchestra i was part of all clearly didn't like me since they were commenting there. Never realized they hated me since we never had beef, thought they just werent interested in me and minded their own business.

I sorta zoned out of real life and just accepted that I was going to enjoy videogames instead. And maybe at a later age when I keep proving I am better than everyone else in academia (which I was) I might get respected/valued at some point.

Next day at school, everyone knew about the website and it was over for me. Not that I had any social status at school before that lol. So realistically none of this shit mattered.

Being good-looking in childhood/puberty is the only thing that matters. Brain transplants don't exist.

 

[MoggerGaston]

You are simply too aware of this reality, you sound like those depressing philosophers and poets. If you had the privilege of being low IQ you would enjoy the small things in life such as food and buying a new iPhone. But no, here you are going into quasi-nihilistic philosophy and deep analytics. Such is the fate of all high awareness incels.

high IQ is a curse

 

[Eduardo DOV]

I was trying already in high school, etc. Asked out multiple girls that I would now rate as chubby low-tier beckies. Although they probably mogged me back then since I was 3PSL truecel.

Around the age of 15 a hate website was created solely about me by classmates where they shared ugly photos of me and brutally roasted me. People I never had beef with, never really interacted with much, all were posting here on this website ugly shit about me.
The reason the hate-website was made about me, was because I was singing in a deep tone as a joke at the 'music class' we had in high school. fucking cagefuel.

I saw the website at home and that was the moment I realized it's over for my social life and I am too ugly to ever do well in life. People from my basketball team, people form the orchestra i was part of all clearly didn't like me since they were commenting there. Never realized they hated me since we never had beef, thought they just werent interested in me and minded their own business.

I sorta zoned out of real life and just accepted that I was going to enjoy videogames instead. And maybe at a later age when I keep proving I am better than everyone else in academia (which I was) I might get respected/valued at some point.

Next day at school, everyone knew about the website and it was over for me. Not that I had any social status at school before that lol. So realistically none of this shit mattered.

Being good-looking in childhood/puberty is the only thing that matters. Brain transplants don't exist.

wtf

 

[MoggerGaston]

maybeyou have an anal personality

u mean gay?

no joke I get flirted/approached more often by gays than by women. its retarded cuz im not gay

 

[Deleted member 4430]

I was trying already in high school, etc. Asked out multiple girls that I would now rate as chubby low-tier beckies. Although they probably mogged me back then since I was 3PSL truecel.

Around the age of 15 a hate website was created solely about me by classmates where they shared ugly photos of me and brutally roasted me. People I never had beef with, never really interacted with much, all were posting here on this website ugly shit about me.
The reason the hate-website was made about me, was because I was singing in a deep tone as a joke at the 'music class' we had in high school. fucking cagefuel.

I saw the website at home and that was the moment I realized it's over for my social life and I am too ugly to ever do well in life. People from my basketball team, people form the orchestra i was part of all clearly didn't like me since they were commenting there. Never realized they hated me since we never had beef, thought they just werent interested in me and minded their own business.

I sorta zoned out of real life and just accepted that I was going to enjoy videogames instead. And maybe at a later age when I keep proving I am better than everyone else in academia (which I was) I might get respected/valued at some point.

Next day at school, everyone knew about the website and it was over for me. Not that I had any social status at school before that lol. So realistically none of this shit mattered.

Being good-looking in childhood/puberty is the only thing that matters. Brain transplants don't exist.

exactly what I thought and what i posted about you lmao

trauma trigger

 

[Eduardo DOV]

u mean gay?

no joke I get flirted/approached more often by gays than by women. its retarded cuz im not gay

no
i meant a bad/boring personality

 

[Eduardo DOV]

Do you have pictures of you from high school?

 

[MoggerGaston]

exactly what I thought and what i posted about you lmao

trauma trigger

This is not the only shit that happened to me in these years. It wasn't an isolated incident and I can (and have on this forum before) mentioned several other similar stories. Mostly happening between the age of 10-16.

After the age of 16 I became invisible socially and I stopped trying, untill I started socialmaxxing after looksmaxxing at ~22yo with very mediocre/bad results tbh.

 

[vaseqmoherad]

Before 18, its about enjoying life. after 18 its finding ways to deal with torture.

 

[Deleted member 16501]

Forget this stoicism cope

Lift weights 5x a weak and work 8-16 hours a day for money

hopefully you either have good genetics or a high iq

philosophy is all bullshit, it's all about what a man can do in the real world

 

[MoggerGaston]

Do you have pictures of you from high school?

Me at age 12 (bullied subhuman):

Me at age 17 (invisible subhuman):

cant find much pics atm from that time, but noteable is that a lot of the time I wore glasses aswell.


I was always a very happy child that laughed a lot. Worst thing u can do tbh. People stopped bullying me when I stopped laughing and started taking a more serious face as my resting-face.

 

[Deleted member 16501]

Me at age 12 (bullied subhuman):

Me at age 17 (invisible subhuman):
View attachment 1813684
cant find much pics atm from that time, but noteable is that a lot of the time I wore glasses aswell.


I was always a very happy child that laughed a lot. Worst thing u can do tbh. People stopped bullying me when I stopped laughing and started taking a more serious face as my resting-face.

height?

You have a lot of potential, Ok not chad tier but good JBW material.

 

[MoggerGaston]

height?

You have a lot of potential, Ok not chad tier but good JBW material.

Back then above average height, I was always one of the tallest had my growth spurt early.

Then later on (17+) I become below avg height, maxing out at 6'0.

 

[Deleted member 16501]

Back then above average height, I was always one of the tallest had my growth spurt early.

Then later on (17+) I become below avg height, maxing out at 6'0.

hmmm...yeah you're HTN then. I understand your frustration but you've got it better than a lot of people

your base reminds me of Amnesia pre surgery, you have a good base for surgerymaxxing

 

[Deleted member 17829]

atleast ur white. Im ethnic in scandinavia. theres no surgery for race

Go back home buddy boyo

 

[MoggerGaston]

hmmm...yeah you're HTN then. I understand your frustration but you've got it better than a lot of people

I legit get mogged by 90% of the people my age just by the fact alone that I have no family. Ur in the bottom 10% minority with shit like that here.

 

[Deleted member 16501]

I legit get mogged by 90% of the people my age just by the fact alone that I have no family. Ur in the bottom 10% minority with shit like that here.

why do you have no family?

 

[MoggerGaston]

why do you have no family?

Half my family lives in poland (from my mother's side), the other half that lives in the netherlands (from my dad's side), there was a lot of drama with so I never got to know any of them.
The only family I got to know beyond my parents/brother is my mother's sister and her sons that also live in the netherlands.
I never had grand-parents they were already dead when I was born.

My mother is an extremely abusive narcissist. The worst wife, but an even worse mother. I had to cut contact with her for my own sanity at 22 (shouldve done it much earlier), as a result I also don't have any ties anymore with my mother's sister or the polish side of my family.

My brother I've always had beef with and he always treated me like shit. So we never had contact anymore once we both moved out of our parent's house.

My dad is a loser that still lives with my abusive narc mother because he has given up on life. Very hard to keep any relationship with him at all, I speak to him only very occasionally.

 

[Gargamel]

You mog me hard yet i find some joy in this life.

You are right that real life is a clown word and the only proper response is laughing while bearing the torture.

However, there is much joy outside the sexual market.

Find at least one good friend and try to laugh together.