It's over for me.

[Honoric]

It's over for you.

You could be living the life that you always wanted right now. You could be having a LTR with a cute twenty year old that lost her virginity to you when she met you as a freshman at university. You could be studying in a prestigious university in a course that would ensure you'd get a stable job and financial stability once you graduate. You could be looking forward to an internship with a top company right after finishing your Bachelors and continuing with a Masters, therefore furthering your credibility and ensuring prospecting employers.

You were a smart kid growing up, but something went wrong during your teenage years. If only your primary school teachers saw you now, they'd be beyond disappointed.

All because you wanted to have fun with "cool" people in university who could not care less if you died tomorrow. All because you tried so hard to fit in with others, and still ended up being a loser that you've always been your entire life. All because you never put in the minimum amount of effort needed to at least pass the exams and ensure you would pass the school year.

You always said you wanted to change, but you went back to your old habits the next day. You said you wanted to be more hardworking, but all you did was go to the bar every day after class and blew all your money on alcohol and pool games. You said you wanted to be successful, but you always skipped lectures and didn't put any effort during exams. You said you wanted meaningful relationships, but all you did was indulge in porn every night for the past decade and jack off to blonde bimbos riding black cocks.

You fucked it all up. You fucked up the chance you had. The opportunity that was given to you. All because you were too lazy and didn't put any effort in whatsoever to your academic results.

You started slacking and it was a downward spiral that continues to this day. So here you are, writing this fucking essay that you're gonna post on looksmax soon, while being drunk on soju as it's the only thing you have left. You blew all the money that you earn/get on booze since that's the only cope that keeps you going. You stopped going to the gym since you lost the drive, and the alcohol definitely doesn't help. In fact, probably fucked up all the muscle that you gained before from the gym.

It's over for me. I wish I could go back in time and change shit, but it's too late. Turning 22 later this year and I'm a failure.

TL;DR : I'm a massive fuck up.

 

[Deleted member 11748]

It's over for you.

 

[Deleted member 11414]

I actually read it all
I generally wish I could give you some advice but i seem to be in a very similar situation
I’m sorry it had to be this way man

 

[Honoric]

I actually read it all
I generally wish I could give you some advice but i seem to be in a very similar situation
I’m sorry it had to be this way man

It's alright bro. I hope you get out of your situation and become successful.

 

[Deleted member 11414]

It's alright bro. I hope you get out of your situation and become successful.

Thanks i hope stuff improves for you as well

 

[mogstar]

Dn rd

 

[Deleted member 2403]

 

[Honoric]

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

 

[xefo]

tbh

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

You fucked it all up. You fucked up the chance you had. The opportunity that was given to you. All because you were too lazy and didn't put any effort in whatsoever to your academic results.

Ugh. That sugarcoating of yours is rather sad and pathetic. It was over when you entered this world through that cesspool of a vagina your mother barely keeps covered around the public. It was over BEFORE you'd learned the word, "over." Ugh. Next time, resist the embellishment.

 

[Honoric]

Ugh. That sugarcoating of yours is rather sad and pathetic. It was over when you entered this world through that cesspool of a vagina your mother barely keeps covered around the public. It was over BEFORE you'd learned the word, "over." Ugh. Next time, resist the embell

I know. It never began for me. Sometimes I wish my mother had had a fucking miscarriage.

 

[Grindr God]

It's over for you.

You could be living the life that you always wanted right now. You could be having a LTR with a cute twenty year old that lost her virginity to you when she met you as a freshman at university. You could be studying in a prestigious university in a course that would ensure you'd get a stable job and financial stability once you graduate. You could be looking forward to an internship with a top company right after finishing your Bachelors and continuing with a Masters, therefore furthering your credibility and ensuring prospecting employers.

You were a smart kid growing up, but something went wrong during your teenage years. If only your primary school teachers saw you now, they'd be beyond disappointed.

All because you wanted to have fun with "cool" people in university who could not care less if you died tomorrow. All because you tried so hard to fit in with others, and still ended up being a loser that you've always been your entire life. All because you never put in the minimum amount of effort needed to at least pass the exams and ensure you would pass the school year.

You always said you wanted to change, but you went back to your old habits the next day. You said you wanted to be more hardworking, but all you did was go to the bar every day after class and blew all your money on alcohol and pool games. You said you wanted to be successful, but you always skipped lectures and didn't put any effort during exams. You said you wanted meaningful relationships, but all you did was indulge in porn every night for the past decade and jack off to blonde bimbos riding black cocks.

You fucked it all up. You fucked up the chance you had. The opportunity that was given to you. All because you were too lazy and didn't put any effort in whatsoever to your academic results.

You started slacking and it was a downward spiral that continues to this day. So here you are, writing this fucking essay that you're gonna post on looksmax soon, while being drunk on soju as it's the only thing you have left. You blew all the money that you earn/get on booze since that's the only cope that keeps you going. You stopped going to the gym since you lost the drive, and the alcohol definitely doesn't help. In fact, probably fucked up all the muscle that you gained before from the gym.

It's over for me. I wish I could go back in time and change shit, but it's too late. Turning 22 later this year and I'm a failure.

TL;DR : I'm a massive fuck up.

you do not appreciate your life. I was a BCR for Pepsi in my early 20's. when I was arrested it was for something very serious which has rendered me completely unemployable.

Every job I apply to in America is a no when they run my background and our legal system does this because when you're stripped of resources you cannot pay your probationary / parole fees and you go back to prison because state prisons in America make you work for free, slavery.

Their goal is to run prisons at maximum capacity.

my friend got popped with 20 years in Oklahoma so if I understand that state, it's 85% before you're eligible to get out and that's a maybe so he would be 45 years old.

I get tired of all this shit crying about Chad or lost out in college, Zach neo Nazi man managed to attract women. Not only did he fuck women, he would fuck them up like physically assault women (why, I have no idea?).

22 is still really young, Zach is 28~. I'm 30 did 7 years myself about to get sentenced between 2 - 10 years soon to relinquish probation.

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

you do not appreciate your life. I was a BCR for Pepsi in my early 20's. when I was arrested it was for something very serious which has rendered me completely unemployable.

Every job I apply to in America is a no when they run my background and our legal system does this because when you're stripped of resources you cannot pay your probationary / parole fees and you go back to prison because state prisons in America make you work for free, slavery.

Their goal is to run prisons at maximum capacity.

my friend got popped with 20 years in Oklahoma so if I understand that state, it's 85% before you're eligible to get out and that's a maybe so he would be 45 years old.

I get tired of all this shit crying about Chad or lost out in college, Zach neo Nazi man managed to attract women. Not only did he fuck women, he would fuck them up like physically assault women (why, I have no idea?).

22 is still really young, Zach is 28~. I'm 30 did 7 years myself about to get sentenced between 2 - 10 years soon to relinquish probation.

Since we're sharing mugshot memories....

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

you do not appreciate your life. I was a BCR for Pepsi in my early 20's. when I was arrested it was for something very serious which has rendered me completely unemployable.

Every job I apply to in America is a no when they run my background and our legal system does this because when you're stripped of resources you cannot pay your probationary / parole fees and you go back to prison because state prisons in America make you work for free, slavery.

Their goal is to run prisons at maximum capacity.

my friend got popped with 20 years in Oklahoma so if I understand that state, it's 85% before you're eligible to get out and that's a maybe so he would be 45 years old.

I get tired of all this shit crying about Chad or lost out in college, Zach neo Nazi man managed to attract women. Not only did he fuck women, he would fuck them up like physically assault women (why, I have no idea?).

22 is still really young, Zach is 28~. I'm 30 did 7 years myself about to get sentenced between 2 - 10 years soon to relinquish probation.

The prison and jail systems are owned by prosperous families and billionaires. They run the trustees and production on grounds like temporary services do for temps. For example. You pay the prison $5.00 per hour per worker(inmate.) Then turn around and sell him for $15-20 per hour, per inmate. That's a nice profit ($10 to 15 buckaroos!)

The government, which is owned now by those prosperous families and billionaires, deliberately cuts funding to the prisons and jails so the wardens and sheriffs have NO CHOICE but to sell their inmates to the billionaires so they can afford the lights, food, correctional officers' pay, yadda yadda.