Its so tiresome

[Mongrelcel]

I have to change neraly everything about myself if I ever want to touch a woman

I have to spend tens of thousands on suregries, i have to mainain perfect lifestyle and diet to have a acceptable body, I have to engage in very dangerous penis exercises to make it acceptable size (if its even possible) and during all that I am alone and worthless

meanwhile women get all this for free, they can just have fun and do whatever they want to

my goal is literally their finish line. I just want people to take me seriously and have friends, and a gf

and if i fail I have to kill myself

 

[Deleted member 11370]

I have to change neraly everything about myself if I ever want to touch a woman

I have to spend tens of thousands on suregries, i have to mainain perfect lifestyle and diet to have a acceptable body, I have to engage in very dangerous penis exercises to make it acceptable size (if its even possible) and during all that I am alone and worthless

meanwhile women get all this for free, they can just have fun and do whatever they want to

my goal is literally their finish line. I just want people to take me seriously and have friends, and a gf

and if i fail I have to kill myself

my prayers are with u.

 

[Deleted member 9787]

PE is a meme

 

[Deleted member 10042]

I have to change neraly everything about myself if I ever want to touch a woman

I have to spend tens of thousands on suregries, i have to mainain perfect lifestyle and diet to have a acceptable body, I have to engage in very dangerous penis exercises to make it acceptable size (if its even possible) and during all that I am alone and worthless

meanwhile women get all this for free, they can just have fun and do whatever they want to

my goal is literally their finish line. I just want people to take me seriously and have friends, and a gf

and if i fail I have to kill myself

What surgeries ?

 

[Deleted member 756]

You kept on boasting you’re white and good looking
Now you’ve changed lol

 

[Deleted member 4430]

What surgeries ?

Orbital box osteotomy with bilateral tripod osteotomies to double facial height to width ratio and increase palpebral fissure lenght and a 12 mm quandrangular modified Lefort 3 as describet by Dr. Sinn with a 10 mm Lefort I with 5 degrees of countreclockwise rotation and a mandibular BSSO with 3 inches of advancemend and chin wing osteotomy to create a hyper ant face which was discovered by Dr. Sailer who he can not afford to go to. Throw in an Almond eye surgery Dr. Taban style, meaning with lateral canthoplexy, lower lid retraction surgery and orbital decompression. an aggressive wraparound jaw implant with exactly these specifications: 15 mm of lateral jaw angle augmentation with 6 mm horizontal augmentation to ramus.

 

[Albeacho]

I have to change neraly everything about myself if I ever want to touch a woman

I have to spend tens of thousands on suregries, i have to mainain perfect lifestyle and diet to have a acceptable body, I have to engage in very dangerous penis exercises to make it acceptable size (if its even possible) and during all that I am alone and worthless

meanwhile women get all this for free, they can just have fun and do whatever they want to

my goal is literally their finish line. I just want people to take me seriously and have friends, and a gf

and if i fail I have to kill myself

 

[Deleted member 2214]

What do u work as? Is your life social at all?

 

[Mongrelcel]

What do u work as? Is your life social at all?

I dont have a job, I'm studying to get a software engineering job - as an uneducated person I could find a job for 400euro a month, I would never save up from that

No I have 0 social life. literally dont speak to anyone.

 

[Mongrelcel]

PE is a meme

I must gain girth, how can I live with a 4.3 inch girth? Thats unusable

 

[Deleted member 2214]

I dont have a job, I'm studying to get a software engineering job - as an uneducated person I could find a job for 400euro a month, I would never save up from that

Ye I remember u said to me before but idk how old u are so maybe things had changed since I asked (3 months ago I think).

I think u should though cause unless you got a backup plan that's better than nothing. You can probably find a "dollar house" for 450 in EE.

No I have 0 social life. literally dont speak to anyone.

Were u always like this? I remember u said u got bullied and outcasted a lot in high school or something but what about middle school? Primary?

 

[Mongrelcel]

Ye I remember u said to me before but idk how old u are so maybe things had changed since I asked (3 months ago I think).

I think u should though cause unless you got a backup plan that's better than nothing. You can probably find a "dollar house" for 450 in EE.

Were u always like this? I remember u said u got bullied and outcasted a lot in high school or something but what about middle school? Primary?

in middleschool I was a hardcore jester, i would do anytihng for attention so people talked to me, but it was "unspoken rule" that I am beneath them and that Im not actually a part of the group

no I havent managed to do shit in those few months, its so hard to get shit done if youre depressed

my backup plan is suicide

 

[mogstar]

Orbital box osteotomy with bilateral tripod osteotomies to double facial height to width ratio and increase palpebral fissure lenght and a 12 mm quandrangular modified Lefort 3 as describet by Dr. Sinn with a 10 mm Lefort I with 5 degrees of countreclockwise rotation and a mandibular BSSO with 3 inches of advancemend and chin wing osteotomy to create a hyper ant face which was discovered by Dr. Sailer who he can not afford to go to. Throw in an Almond eye surgery Dr. Taban style, meaning with lateral canthoplexy, lower lid retraction surgery and orbital decompression. an aggressive wraparound jaw implant with exactly these specifications: 15 mm of lateral jaw angle augmentation with 6 mm horizontal augmentation to ramus.

You think this is funny, you autistic little prick? Use the few braincells you have to at least make you look less stupid.

 

[Deleted member 4430]

You think this is funny, you autistic little prick? Use the few braincells you have to at least make you look less stupid.

@Ritalincel tho

 

[Deleted member 2214]

in middleschool I was a hardcore jester, i would do anytihng for attention so people talked to me, but it was "unspoken rule" that I am beneath them and that Im not actually a part of the group

Exaggerating unless u never got invited to parties/people never came to your parties.

no I havent managed to do shit in those few months, its so hard to get shit done if youre depressed

Does your depression have a source or is it just everything adding up in your head?

my backup plan is suicide

Cope

 

[mogstar]

I have to change neraly everything about myself if I ever want to touch a woman

I have to spend tens of thousands on suregries, i have to mainain perfect lifestyle and diet to have a acceptable body, I have to engage in very dangerous penis exercises to make it acceptable size (if its even possible) and during all that I am alone and worthless

meanwhile women get all this for free, they can just have fun and do whatever they want to

my goal is literally their finish line. I just want people to take me seriously and have friends, and a gf

and if i fail I have to kill myself

Stats ?

 

[mogstar]

@Ritalincel tho

Never heard of him

 

[Jason Voorhees]

I feel that too sometimes it breaks me up from the inside every time I think about it.I just brush it off and cope with something when it hits me hard

 

[Mongrelcel]

I feel that too sometimes it breaks me out from the inside every time I think about it.I just brush it off and cope with something when it hits me hard

 

[Mongrelcel]

Exaggerating unless u never got invited to parties/people never came to your parties.

I havent been to any party in middleschool. I've only been invited to hang out (outside of school) just a few times
In HS ive been to the end of the year parties, that everyone was invated to, but I dont count them - because everyone was invited

Does your depression have a source or is it just everything adding up in your head?

its all adding up, my looks, my inexperience, wasted life, small dick, current failure to reach plans...

Cope

its cope now, but it wont be cope when im older

 

[Deleted member 11370]

You kept on boasting you’re white and good looking
Now you’ve changed lol

he's gl.

 

[Mongrelcel]

he's gl.

 

[Deleted member 756]

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How tall are you? If you’re visibly mixed and tall enough go to a non white country

 

[Mongrelcel]

How tall are you? If you’re visibly mixed and tall enough go to a non white country

5'10
and I dont want to go dumpster diving to fucking SEA i want to have a social life like a normal person

 

[Deleted member 756]

5'10
and I dont want to go dumpster diving to fucking SEA i want to have a social life like a normal person

So you’re average height and who said SEA? You can go to South America, India etc

 

[Deleted member 2214]

I havent been to any party in middleschool. I've only been invited to hang out (outside of school) just a few times
In HS ive been to the end of the year parties, that everyone was invated to, but I dont count them - because everyone was invited

If they're school related parties then ofc they don't count but convenience events where some student saw u as "valuable enough" is a sign that u have potential to ascend more statuswise.

its all adding up, my looks,

I heard you're a cheekbones mogger and if u have great zygos then that probably means your entire face is developed with an upwards maxilla... your eyes must be what make u ugly.

my inexperience,

Everyone gets experience. What matters is keeping it there inside your head sane.

wasted life,

How old are u?

small dick,

Size is cope

current failure to reach plans...

U don't have any actual ones and that's why you're even more depressed than u would be otherwise.

its cope now, but it wont be cope when im older

I hope it's cope.

 

[Blue]

Most people here and a lot of men IRL share the same faith bro, it's just that a lot of them are larping. Nonetheless though, wish you best of luck with your ascension plans.

 

[lutte]

So you’re average height and who said SEA? You can go to South America, India etc

He's just a fakecel he'd rather whine online

 

[Blue]

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[Deleted member 11370]

he's gl.

why angry react u helped me your good looking in my mind.

 

[Deleted member 756]

He's just a fakecel he'd rather whine online

He can’t relate to kissless virgins like me and you

 

[Mongrelcel]

why angry react u helped me your good looking in my mind.

because youre feeing trolls like @LondonVillie

 

[Mongrelcel]

He can’t relate to kissless virgins like me and you

youre on ignore

 

[Deleted member 756]

because youre feeing trolls like @LondonVillie

I’ve heard you have good cheekbones which is a good thing

 

[Mongrelcel]

Everyone gets experience. What matters is keeping it there inside your head sane.

I havent spoken to a woman (my age) since middle school and im 21

Size is cope

stop trolling

U don't have any actual ones and that's why you're even more depressed than u would be otherwise.

my plan is to looksmax and then enroll into an uni and larp as a younger guy

I heard you're a cheekbones mogger and if u have great zygos then that probably means your entire face is developed with an upwards maxilla... your eyes must be what make u ugly.

my maxilla is fine, but you need more than maxilla to have looks
yes, my eyes are a part of that - the hardest part to fix, if even possible

is a sign that u have potential to ascend more statuswise.

I have no potential because noone even remembers I exist
I have to change environments drastically, but cant do it until ive looksmaxed

 

[Deleted member 2214]

I havent spoken to a woman (my age) since middle school and im 21

Not even cashiers? Family members? Jfl

You get my point though, if you feel like you've been stunted since you were 15 or so then in those 6 years you've developed even subconciously if u don't know it.

stop trolling

I won't talk about this again...

my plan is to looksmax and then enroll into an uni and larp as a younger guy

Wow wtf. You better have a plan for that at least, ignore everything else for all I care.

my maxilla is fine, but you need more than maxilla to have looks
yes, my eyes are a part of that - the hardest part to fix, if even possible

Are your ratios fucked? Buggy orbitals? Narrow PFL? Please tell me.

I have no potential because noone even remembers I exist

You see, maybe that's actually a good thing since you won't need to humble yourself down for anything.

I have to change environments drastically, but cant do it until ive looksmaxed

What are u currently doing/maxxing?

 

[Mongrelcel]

those 6 years you've developed even subconciously if u don't know it.

exactly - ive developed in the wrong direction. I have become someone that i didnt want to become, and someone thats impossible to love from a female perspective

I won't talk about this again...

i need to achieve at least 5 girth
theres no compromise on that do you know how comical a thin dick looks like
and girth is the hardest to gain...

Wow wtf. You better have a plan for that at least, ignore everything else for all I care.

??
I made a thread not long ago, about how once you drop the ball and your social life gets to 0 there pretty much is no chance to restart it again. Such a drastic mesaure is the only thing that actuall can work

If you're out of school and don't have a solid social circle, it's pretty much over

Think about it - even after you had improved your looks, got jacked, or whatever the fuck you wanted to do, you will still be in the exact same postion as you are now. You simply don't have a way of making friends - that migh be because your social skills are poor, but what's more likely is...

looksmax.org

Are your ratios fucked? Buggy orbitals? Narrow PFL? Please tell me.

I feel like they are too small for my head - pfl wise I mean
eyebrows too high, browridge recessed, round supraorbitals, asymetry

What are u currently doing/maxxing?

trying to study so I can get a job, so I can move out, take hgh for frame and save up for surgeirs and then go to new UNI

 

[Deleted member 2214]

exactly - ive developed in the wrong direction. I have become someone that i didnt want to become, and someone thats impossible to love from a female perspective

Are u 100% about it? How do u get along with your mom...

i need to achieve at least 5 girth
theres no compromise on that do you know how comical a thin dick looks like
and girth is the hardest to gain...

Ok...

??
I made a thread not long ago, about how once you drop the ball and your social life gets to 0 there pretty much is no chance to restart it again. Such a drastic mesaure is the only thing that actuall can work

If you're out of school and don't have a solid social circle, it's pretty much over

Think about it - even after you had improved your looks, got jacked, or whatever the fuck you wanted to do, you will still be in the exact same postion as you are now. You simply don't have a way of making friends - that migh be because your social skills are poor, but what's more likely is...

looksmax.org

I disagree simply because most of my life has consisted of separated 2-year periods in each through each school. If you have to eventually meet up with someone u had beef or bad connections with when u were lower tier normie or subhuman then u can only hope that their... influence in your life after seeing them again will be something this time again.

I feel like they are too small for my head - pfl wise I mean
eyebrows too high, browridge recessed, round supraorbitals, asymetry

@portuguesecel

trying to study so I can get a job, so I can move out, take hgh for frame and save up for surgeirs and then go to new UNI

Good luck bro.

 

[mogstar]

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@portuguesecel

What

 

[Deleted member 2214]

What

Sounds very similar to your eye area so whatever plans u have to fix it's subhumanity tell them to OP as well.

 

[mogstar]

Sounds very similar to your eye area so whatever plans u have to fix it's subhumanity tell them to OP as well.

What can I do to fix my eye area ? I have to accept it

 

[lutte]

youre on ignore

come on slaycation with me and @LondonVillie

 

[lutte]

What can I do to fix my eye area ? I have to accept it

your eye area is good

 

[pizza]

i have to mainain perfect lifestyle and diet to have a acceptable body

this is cope take drugs boyo

 

[mogstar]

your eye area is good

Stop trolling me it’s getting annoying

 

[lutte]

Stop trolling me it’s getting annoying

I'm not joking

 

[Deleted member 2214]

What can I do to fix my eye area ? I have to accept it

Almond eye surgery, widening of the eyebrows, minoxidil on them too, lengthen medial canthus, orbital decompression I think too? Although they're already too small... i've told u all this before I think.

 

[Deleted member 2214]

your eye area is good

Stop gaslighting.

 

[lutte]

Stop gaslighting.

you probably meant to reply to portucel

 

[mogstar]

Almond eye surgery, widening of the eyebrows, minoxidil on them too, lengthen medial canthus, orbital decompression I think too? Although they're already too small... i've told u all this before I think.

It’s the only thing making me ugly and it’s the hardest thing to change, life is unfair