its very hard for me to go outside

[NinjaRG9]

I tell myself that I can do it whenever I want

but in reality its really hard for me

whenever i have to i havw this stressed uneasy feeling in my chest that doesnt leave me

and even more so when i go all alone by myself

I don't want to be perceived by anyone
only if i were a perfect chad

im sorry

 

[nestivv]

I used to have a lot of insecurities, and I was afraid to go outside, but eventually it went away

 

[sphenoidnr]

Eventually, It will just go away.

 

[tiredman]

I tell myself that I can do it whenever I want

but in reality its really hard for me

whenever i have to i havw this stressed uneasy feeling in my chest that doesnt leave me

and even more so when i go all alone by myself

I don't want to be perceived by anyone
only if i were a perfect chad

im sorry

Same, i hate going outside i feel like the people there are superior and i cant shake that thought away smh

 

[ykls.]

Same, i hate going outside i feel like the people there are superior and i cant shake that thought away smh

The reason you cant shake it off, is because its not a thought but more like a system in your head.
you see people not as a physical threat but a fear of judgement,embarrassment or being seen

 

[tiredman]

The reason you cant shake it off, is because its not a thought but more like a system in your head.
you see people not as a physical threat but a fear of judgement,embarrassment or being seen

True especially the embarrassment part i always believed people think im ridiculous

 

[ykls.]

True especially the embarrassment part i always believed people think im ridiculous

Thats sad to hear

 

[tiredman]

Thats sad to hear

Im used to it by now

 

[sonic55555]

I tell myself that I can do it whenever I want

but in reality its really hard for me

whenever i have to i havw this stressed uneasy feeling in my chest that doesnt leave me

and even more so when i go all alone by myself

I don't want to be perceived by anyone
only if i were a perfect chad

im sorry

get on roids

i know the feel

 

[sonic55555]

Eventually, It will just go away.

it wont unless u ascend

 

[_Zygomatic_]

i used to struggle as well then i tried to rope and nearly died and started appreciating life