I've always had underdog complex

[Deleted member 24278]

In before dn rd
I need to be in a constant fight, I can never be happy as a winner, I need to lose, struggle against low odds and somehow win in life. When I win, I don't feel a thing.

The joy of life for me comes from beating those who have advantages over you and overcoming impossible odds, it's not fun winning always and when I win it feels empty.

Maybe this comes from having been bullied and overcome that or it comes from being a middle class average joe who relates to Peter Parker a lot

 

[Deleted member 1901]

When I lose, I am devastated; I rage and feel suicidal. When I win, I am emotionless and feel neutral, sometimes slightly depressed.

 

[Slayer]

I memed in your other thread but I relate actually