I've been feeling nothing 24/7 for years and I am enjoying it

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Most people would probably freak out or give in to depression if they couldn't feel anything, but I embrace it and I can't imagine living otherwise. Because of this my cortisol levels are at the lowest they can be. Nothing concerns me long-term. I am able to do things and then just forget about them no matter how bad they were. My self-discipline is at its best. I can do anything the exact way I promise to myself.

I am calm 24/7 basically. Sometimes I can get really angry but it goes away in minutes and it's back to calmness. The same thing is with happiness, and it fades very quickly but I am fine with being calm/neutral.

This is one of the main reasons I can't relate to anyone and others can't relate to me. Nothing concerns me. It's just me here in this moment. I live on a strict (perhaps autistic) schedule/routine and I don't have to worry about anything.

I wish others could enjoy this as much as I do. The would would be a better place.
 
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fapping a lot made me feel this way too the point we’re I can’t even laugh no more.
 
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Special snowflake syndrome a bitch ain’t it
 
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I have no issues with laughing at funny stuff if it is in fact funny.
Dam that’s why I’m nofapmaxing cuz I need to laugh again genuinely
 
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Dam that’s why I’m nofapmaxing cuz I need to laugh again genuinely
I have trouble focusing if I don't cum at least once a day.
 
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You’re schizoid, bro
 
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