Areuready
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- Jul 18, 2019
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I'm just numb at this point. i'm totally unfeeling, even if i were to wake up as a chad tomorrow i wouldn't care. as cringe as this is, I'm starting to think i'm demisexual or asexual, i've thought that for a long time. It's strangely not for lack of people "trying" to talk to me. over these last few years i've pushed a lot of people away from me specifically women who I was talking to or friends with. Mostly because of thing's they'd say or perspectives they had. Some of them were even encouraging to me, flirted with me and at the very least "acted" like they've had romantic interest in me. I've had people add my social media pages by organically looking me up to connect with me (not me asking).
It's nearly impossible to find someone worth talking to, because i've used the same blackpill logic against the normals of the world and i see the flaws but on top of that their personalities don't make up for it. So it's impossible for me to even find interested in anyway because i'm not going after looks but then as characters they're just the same. I don't even understand the obsessions' with stacys?
Do the incels here want a life of doing tiktok dances in the bathroom with their Stacy? bro, that is just insufferable and embarrassing. I can't even take people seriously that use that app, or are in to that main stream culture of social media because to me it proves a cognitive disability , they're NPC like at that point. The fact so many men (and women) are able to look past those annoying character flaws of NPC like behavior is at the end of the day there's a lust for them, an attraction, But it's impossible for me to even see past that.
It's nearly impossible to find someone worth talking to, because i've used the same blackpill logic against the normals of the world and i see the flaws but on top of that their personalities don't make up for it. So it's impossible for me to even find interested in anyway because i'm not going after looks but then as characters they're just the same. I don't even understand the obsessions' with stacys?
Do the incels here want a life of doing tiktok dances in the bathroom with their Stacy? bro, that is just insufferable and embarrassing. I can't even take people seriously that use that app, or are in to that main stream culture of social media because to me it proves a cognitive disability , they're NPC like at that point. The fact so many men (and women) are able to look past those annoying character flaws of NPC like behavior is at the end of the day there's a lust for them, an attraction, But it's impossible for me to even see past that.