I've had more conversation with chatGPT than my family atp

[Aconite]

fml

 

[acm]

same atleast gpt doesn't judge me

 

[Aconite]

same atleast gpt doesn't judge me

the Jews reading your chats do

 

[superpsycho]

same

 

[small_solomon]

fml

Damn how old are you

 

[superpsycho]

atleast gpt doesn't judge

 

[Aconite]

same

over for us

 

[Aconite]

Damn how old are you

turning 16 next february

 

[superpsycho]

over for us

 

[small_solomon]

B

turning 16 next february

Bro we’re like the same age it’s not over bro r u atleast avg like high ltn

 

[Aconite]

B

Bro we’re like the same age it’s not over bro r u atleast avg like high ltn

I posted on the rating section here twice and people told me I was htn. And that was before I ascended a little with ortho. It's not my looks that are the problem its the fact I've spent the last year super sick and on hard drugs. I've always had shit mental health. I have diagnosed bpd and chronically low dopamine, but spending a year isolated really did it for me. My parents are abusive and I had an eating disorder too lol so much shit stacked on top of each other I just feel broken as a human being. Idk what to do anymore and idk if there's anything I can do besides try to heal. I haven't left the house in months ig I can start there.

 

[small_solomon]

I posted on the rating section here twice and people told me I was htn. And that was before I ascended a little with ortho. It's not my looks that are the problem it’s the fact I've spent the last year super sick and on hard drugs. I've always had shit mental health. I have diagnosed bpd and chronically low dopamine, but spending a year isolated really did it for me. My parents are abusive and I had an eating disorder too lol so much shit stacked on top of each other I just feel broken as a human being. Idk what to do anymore and idk if there's anything I can do besides try to heal. I haven't left the house in months ig I can start there.

So you got an addiction and problems with your mental health that’s sad I genuinely hope you feel better but have you looked for other methods like for example religion it could help allot of people cope with the problems they face also not leaving the house is making it worse I know this might sound retarded but try leaving the house once in a while try taking a break from the internet get into new hobbies like what do you like doing if you don’t mind me asking?

 

[Aconite]

So you got an addiction and problems with your mental health that’s sad I genuinely hope you feel better but have you looked for other methods like for example religion it could help allot of people cope with the problems they face also not leaving the house is making it worse I know this might sound retarded but try leaving the house once in a while try taking a break from the internet get into new hobbies like what do you like doing if you don’t mind me asking?

Everything I loved doing like Boy Scouts (kinda corny ik but I had some friends there) and basketball I had to stop when I got sick. I'm looking for new hobbies but nothing really excites me anymore. I'm trying to take walks and go out but it still feels like my body is broken and it's so brutal to think about how if I had been eating the calories and nutrition I needed I could look like a whole different person right now. My plan is to make up for lost puberty gains I got from my eating disorder, try to go on a dopamine detox or whatever, dedicate most my time to my studies, start working out more so I'm confident enough to wear a T shirt outside, and work hard until I'm 18. Then I'm going to cut off my family as best I can and work towards a new life with new friends and new people.

 

[small_solomon]

Everything I loved doing like Boy Scouts (kinda corny ik but I had some friends there) and basketball I had to stop when I got sick. I'm looking for new hobbies but nothing really excites me anymore. I'm trying to take walks and go out but it still feels like my body is broken and it's so brutal to think about how if I had been eating the calories and nutrition I needed I could look like a whole different person right now. My plan is to make up for lost puberty gains I got from my eating disorder, try to go on a dopamine detox or whatever, dedicate most my time to my studies, start working out more so I'm confident enough to wear a T shirt outside, and work hard until I'm 18. Then I'm going to cut off my family as best I can and work towards a new life with new friends and new people.

Boy Scouts ain’t corny m not gonna insult you for that and this is gonna seem so invasive but like do you watch porn if you do stop it cause it’s going to make it worse yea working out will help with confidence so will talking to people in your skl like talk to hella people in ur skl it’s gonna get you more known more friends more connections I tried this and it worked for the calories use calorie trackers go on a surplus if your not fat and your underweight and it might not be a good idea to cut of your family especially mom it’s like in their nature to care for you so she’s gonna be a crucial support when you become an adult

 

[Aconite]

Boy Scouts ain’t corny m not gonna insult you for that and this is gonna seem so invasive but like do you watch porn if you do stop it cause it’s going to make it worse yea working out will help with confidence so will talking to people in your skl like talk to hella people in ur skl it’s gonna get you more known more friends more connections I tried this and it worked for the calories use calorie trackers go on a surplus if your not fat and your underweight and it might not be a good idea to cut of your family especially mom it’s like in their nature to care for you so she’s gonna be a crucial support when you become an adult

Maybe not cut them off, but definitely distance myself. We've had some issues in the past I'd rather not get into on here. I'm trying to bulk up slowly but surely. I have friends at school but I don't really hang out with them. We still text or hop on facetime occasionally but I dropped out of school and went online like 6 months ago. I'm trying to stop porn but I got addicted when I was like 8 years old guess I kind of fucked myself over a little.

 

[small_solomon]

Maybe not cut them off, but definitely distance myself. We've had some issues in the past I'd rather not get into on here. I'm trying to bulk up slowly but surely. I have friends at school but I don't really hang out with them. We still text or hop on facetime occasionally but I dropped out of school and went online like 6 months ago. I'm trying to stop porn but I got addicted when I was like 8 years old guess I kind of fucked myself over a little.

That’s fine you don’t gotta disclose if you want just slowly cut off porn my method was just to distract myself like just be busy doing things don’t stay up late too that’s when the temptations come it’s also some of the reasons why you feel the way you do but you said ur htn right so if you statusmaxx in skl your gonna do good probably get few girls too just make sure u interact with people it helps I also noticed that during the time when I did talk to them girls I just stopped doing the act so maybe try that

 

[Aconite]

That’s fine you don’t gotta disclose if you want just slowly cut off porn my method was just to distract myself like just be busy doing things don’t stay up late too that’s when the temptations come it’s also some of the reasons why you feel the way you do but you said ur htn right so if you statusmaxx in skl your gonna do good probably get few girls too just make sure u interact with people it helps I also noticed that during the time when I did talk to them girls I just stopped doing the act so maybe try that

You're probably right. It's almost 1 where I'm at so I'm gonna go to sleep now. Thanks for the help always nice to have convos with people

 

[small_solomon]

You're probably right. It's almost 1 where I'm at so I'm gonna go to sleep now. Thanks for the help always nice to have convos with people

Same with me good night bro god blsss