I've hit a plateau

[damiki]

Don't confuse this with a brag post, this is a genuine ask for help.

I've done most of the softmaxxes out there and achieved the things people here strive for but I still don't feel fulfilled.

Don't want to rate myself because of my dysmorphia but I'd say I'm at least average. (although pneumo and some other people on the forum rated me htn)
Recently I went on a boys trip with friends and managed to slay but It didn't feel good.
I've managed to have a girlfriend much out of my league in my eyes and broke up because things weren't right but It didn't feel good.
and many other things I don't wanna list
but still I want more and genuinely don't know how to achieve them.

For the trip I actually debloated myself hard and was the leanest I have ever been (after starting gym) I dyed my brows and lashes I frauded with bb cream I have semi-good coloring now, basically almost everything and I managed to slay a couple of girls but they weren't stacys I wanted they were mainly mtb-htb girls for one night.

I came to a conclusion whatever I do now combined won't even give me .25 increase.
No my skin isn't perfect when I don't fraud, no my coloring isn't perfect, no my teeth aren't pearly white, I'm not some gymmaxed dude with extraordinary body.
I'm 185cm I have pretty good frame (body wise there is like 5 guys in my school that are better) but still even If I improve there won't be such a drastic difference I can make except If I don't pin.

Basically in the 2 years on this forum I fixed every flaw I had I could fix without surgery (basically my not ideal infras and slight jaw asymmetry only I noticed) but reaching my potential which is very near and I could say I nearly reached on the vacation isn't gonna achieve results I want.

I'm gonna continue to try improving and fix the minor flaws I can fix, and continue finding another stacy for a ltr. Hardmaxxing isn't an option for another couple of years.

I just need someone to help me find a way to fix the emptiness and help me fix my dysmorphia. I feel uglier now than before I started my journey

 

[idkmanimao]

Don't confuse this with a brag post, this is a genuine ask for help.

I've done most of the softmaxxes out there and achieved the things people here strive for but I still don't feel fulfilled.

Don't want to rate myself because of my dysmorphia but I'd say I'm at least average. (although pneumo and some other people on the forum rated me htn)
Recently I went on a boys trip with friends and managed to slay but It didn't feel good.
I've managed to have a girlfriend much out of my league in my eyes and broke up because things weren't right but It didn't feel good.
and many other things I don't wanna list
but still I want more and genuinely don't know how to achieve them.

For the trip I actually debloated myself hard and was the leanest I have ever been (after starting gym) I dyed my brows and lashes I frauded with bb cream I have semi-good coloring now, basically almost everything and I managed to slay a couple of girls but they weren't stacys I wanted they were mainly mtb-htb girls for one night.

I came to a conclusion whatever I do now combined won't even give me .25 increase.
No my skin isn't perfect when I don't fraud, no my coloring isn't perfect, no my teeth aren't pearly white, I'm not some gymmaxed dude with extraordinary body.
I'm 185cm I have pretty good frame (body wise there is like 5 guys in my school that are better) but still even If I improve there won't be such a drastic difference I can make except If I don't pin.

Basically in the 2 years on this forum I fixed every flaw I had I could fix without surgery (basically my not ideal infras and slight jaw asymmetry only I noticed) but reaching my potential which is very near and I could say I nearly reached on the vacation isn't gonna achieve results I want.

I'm gonna continue to try improving and fix the minor flaws I can fix, and continue finding another stacy for a ltr. Hardmaxxing isn't an option for another couple of years.

I just need someone to help me find a way to fix the emptiness and help me fix my dysmorphia. I feel uglier now than before I started my journey

you can't

 

[Chadmonger]

Don't confuse this with a brag post, this is a genuine ask for help.

I've done most of the softmaxxes out there and achieved the things people here strive for but I still don't feel fulfilled.

Don't want to rate myself because of my dysmorphia but I'd say I'm at least average. (although pneumo and some other people on the forum rated me htn)
Recently I went on a boys trip with friends and managed to slay but It didn't feel good.
I've managed to have a girlfriend much out of my league in my eyes and broke up because things weren't right but It didn't feel good.
and many other things I don't wanna list
but still I want more and genuinely don't know how to achieve them.

For the trip I actually debloated myself hard and was the leanest I have ever been (after starting gym) I dyed my brows and lashes I frauded with bb cream I have semi-good coloring now, basically almost everything and I managed to slay a couple of girls but they weren't stacys I wanted they were mainly mtb-htb girls for one night.

I came to a conclusion whatever I do now combined won't even give me .25 increase.
No my skin isn't perfect when I don't fraud, no my coloring isn't perfect, no my teeth aren't pearly white, I'm not some gymmaxed dude with extraordinary body.
I'm 185cm I have pretty good frame (body wise there is like 5 guys in my school that are better) but still even If I improve there won't be such a drastic difference I can make except If I don't pin.

Basically in the 2 years on this forum I fixed every flaw I had I could fix without surgery (basically my not ideal infras and slight jaw asymmetry only I noticed) but reaching my potential which is very near and I could say I nearly reached on the vacation isn't gonna achieve results I want.

I'm gonna continue to try improving and fix the minor flaws I can fix, and continue finding another stacy for a ltr. Hardmaxxing isn't an option for another couple of years.

I just need someone to help me find a way to fix the emptiness and help me fix my dysmorphia. I feel uglier now than before I started my journey

You're not going to fix dysmorphia if you're not satisfied with yourself lmaoo itll be never ending
Your thirst for improvement will end when you actually culminate some meaningful relationships whether they be romantic, sexual, or platonic

 

[damiki]

You're not going to fix dysmorphia if you're not satisfied with yourself lmaoo itll be never ending
Your thirst for improvement will end when you actually culminate some meaningful relationships whether they be romantic, sexual, or platonic

I've had 3 relationships 2 since the beginning of my dysmorphia and It didn't help shit

 

[Chadmonger]

I've had 3 relationships 2 since the beginning of my dysmorphia and It didn't help shit

were they meaningful
how long of a period was this over and how did they end

 

[HighIQ ubermensch]

DNR but what he said

you can't

 

[damiki]

were they meaningful
how long of a period was this over and how did they end

one year, the first 2 weren't really the third one I actually felt a connection but I cheated and when things started going downhill basically I just gave up (she didn't find out just some other things)

 

[Chadmonger]

one year, the first 2 weren't really the third one I actually felt a connection but I cheated and when things started going downhill basically I just gave up (she didn't find out just some other things)

maybe dont cheat next time bud