i've lost the vision of myself

[hax]

the last time i felt like this was early 2024. i had every mirror and window covered so i wouldn't have to see myself.
since then, my eyes have rotted. i can look in the mirror now, but the face staring back feels like someone else.

to remember who i am, i trace my fingers across my skull to feel the angularity.
it's as if i've lost the ability to see myself, and can only know myself through touch.

 

[hax]

@Sceptical tagging you because maybe you've went through this cause we share similar experiences.

 

[Peachy]

sounds like it's time to pop some RoboTabs

 

[imontheloose]

 

[Planes]

Have u ever tried physcedelics?

 

[hax]

sounds like it's time to pop some RoboTabs

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Have u ever tried physcedelics?

most useful replies of all time (except maybe @Planes if the suggestion is an indirect fix and not telling me to become a druggie)

 

[imontheloose]

most useful replies of all time (except maybe @Planes if the suggestion is an indirect fix and not telling me to become a druggie)

this is looksmax.org off topic. just go spit broccoli or baguette at ur mum again. enough times n she might stop bothering u

 

[Peachy]

most useful replies of all time (except maybe @Planes if the suggestion is an indirect fix and not telling me to become a druggie)

Nothing wrong with self medicating. I never said to "abuse", I'm suggesting to use therapeutically.

 

[swt]

i’ve lost my vision

 

[hax]

Nothing wrong with self medicating. I never said to "abuse", I'm suggesting to use therapeutically.

then no, i haven't. how would this work?

 

[Peachy]

then no, i haven't. how would this work?

Dextromethorphan is an SSRI and in higher dosages an NMDA antagonist and both of these drug classes have plenty of literature suggesting that they can help alleviate depression symptoms. Depending on where you live, you should be able to buy it over the counter, which is why I am suggesting it. If you want to try it, you need to do your own research because everyone reacts differently to it because it's metabolized by the liver and there are crazy discrepancies in liver enzymes from person to person.

 

[Planes]

most useful replies of all time (except maybe @Planes if the suggestion is an indirect fix and not telling me to become a druggie)

No no I mean in a way where u can try and see things from a different perspective rewire ur brain almost

 

[imontheloose]

No no I mean in a way where u can try and see things from a different perspective rewire ur brain almost

psychedelics r horseshit schizoid copes 4 incels

 

[Planes]

psychedelics r horseshit schizoid copes 4 incels

What would u recommend as I’m not the most well versed in this topic

 

[imontheloose]

What would u recommend as I’m not the most well versed in this topic

op is mentally absurd. theres no saving him. ive seen him n hes pretty + hes 183cm n volcel. his life is ass otherwise

 

[Planes]

op is mentally absurd. theres no saving him. ive seen him n hes pretty + hes 183cm n volcel. his life is ass otherwise

Damn mentalcel is so brutal bru

 

[hax]

op is mentally absurd. theres no saving him. ive seen him n hes pretty + hes 183cm n volcel. his life is ass otherwise

Damn mentalcel is so brutal bru

not a psl autist, just a realist

 

[imontheloose]

not a psl autist, just a realist

 

[Sceptical]

i can look in the mirror now, but the face staring back feels like someone else.

ive been like this for a while now,
i don't recognize myself most of the time.