I’ve never been more empty than I am now

AlbinoMaxxer

AlbinoMaxxer

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I thought “ascending” my looks would cause my life quality to improve but instead i have neglected all aspects of life. I have shit grades, ALL my relationships are toxic now, i am extremely insecure, i feel numb. I just want to be the old ltn i used to be, enjoyed my life much more. Now, i just disappoint my family and push all my loved ones away. Looksmaxxing has helped me in parts of my life but I truly wish i was just oblivious of all this bullshit, there’s no way out of it. Once you are aware of the blackpill, it becomes over.
 
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Why are you pushing loved ones away
 
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Just lay off this forum for some time, your mindset most likely will change overtime
 
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Just lay off this forum for some time, your mindset most likely will change overtime
True I'm desensitized snd optimistic by nature

But many newcels go insane from blackpill overdose. Even level headed people would grow resentful and anger if here for too long though
 
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I hope you feel better bro
 
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True I'm desensitized snd optimistic by nature

But many newcels go insane from blackpill overdose. Even level headed people would grow resentful and anger if here for too long though
True, i'm mentally unstable, so i'm prone to being insanely brainrotted on blackpill.
 
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Why are you pushing loved ones away
Just feel like a disappointment as my looks and the amount of slays i get are the only things i care about anymore
Just lay off this forum for some time, your mindset most likely will change overtime
not really the problem tbh, dont spend that much time on here anymore
True I'm desensitized snd optimistic by nature

But many newcels go insane from blackpill overdose. Even level headed people would grow resentful and anger if here for too long though
I guess so
I hope you feel better bro
thanks bro
 
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Yeah i look at different faces and measure ratios etc all day too, but the thing i'm more worried about is that my views actually being radicalized and not being able to function and live normally without constantly having anxiety and thinking about blackpill in one way or another.
I don't think about it that much at all these days

I'm broke. I haven't left any mark on the world. Why would I deserve to have a woman? I have work to do.
 
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I don't think about it that much at all these days

I'm broke. I haven't left any mark on the world. Why would I deserve to have a woman? I have work to do.
My main problem with it is the FOMO, i can't cope with the fact that soon enough i'll be too old to date a younger girl
 
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Just get more aderall🤪
 
Just feel like a disappointment as my looks and the amount of slays i get are the only things i care about anymore
That's not true since you seem to care about pushing them away and you feel empty?!
sounds like it's not just slays/looks you care about.
 
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Just get more aderall🤪
Haha ur so funny! Not even how u spell it retard
That's not true since you seem to care about pushing them away and you feel empty?!
sounds like it's not just slays/looks you care about.
It is for the most part. I’ll have episodes of where i neglect one or the otger
 
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Haha ur so funny! Not even how u spell it retard

It is for the most part. I’ll have episodes of where i neglect one or the otger
Dont get mad at me baby🤭
 
True I'm desensitized snd optimistic by nature

But many newcels go insane from blackpill overdose. Even level headed people would grow resentful and anger if here for too long though
The initial stage of dipping your toes in can be kinda brutal, but eventually you just get used to it
 
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Damn this is making me want to leave here asap because it feels like this is happening to me too
 
brutal, niggers feel depressed and decide to post in offtopic for comfort

hope things go well for you buddy boyo
wish you the best
 
This is what happens to those who spend too much time here and rot on blackpill forums.

I get why guys do it because there's no where else for modern men. Still, it's not healthy.
 
brutal, niggers feel depressed and decide to post in offtopic for comfort

hope things go well for you buddy boyo
wish you the best
leave this place, maintain your looks and try to be happy
 
This is what happens to those who spend too much time here and rot on blackpill forums.

I get why guys do it because there's no where else for modern men. Still, it's not healthy.
I dont even rot anymore though, i just only care about my looks and slays
 
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Damn this is making me want to leave here asap because it feels like this is happening to me too
Do it bro
brutal, niggers feel depressed and decide to post in offtopic for comfort

hope things go well for you buddy boyo
wish you the best
My bad nigga forgot im a man
 
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Looksmaxxing has helped me in parts of my life but I truly wish i was just oblivious of all this bullshit, there’s no way out of it. Once you are aware of the blackpill, it becomes over.
Real, being unaware as a nt mid mtn was bliss, you don't pull htb+ often but at least you aren't a KHHV and your mental state is healthy.

But if someone is below mtn its probably better to ascend and be blackpilled than do nothing.
 
wah wah wah...wah wah wah
 

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