I've spent the past 3 years of my life rotting

[hye732]

I was rlly addicted to weed since I was 17, smoking morning to night. I spent 3-4 years doing nothing but doomscrolling, binging youtube vids, and gooning. I'm 21 now and I feel very lost even though I quit smoking. I have really bad social anxiety and struggle to maintain eye contact or hold conversations without phenibut.

I'll be graduating with a joint degree in Economics and Politics this year but I have no experience, never worked a day in my life, and have never done internships. I didn't attend any lectures so I essentially have no knowledge on the subject any more than ChatGPT.

I would appreciate some advice from any oldecels on the forum. Wtf am I supposed to do?

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

I spent 2020-2023 rotting so hard during lockdown
3 wasted years I've never get back

So bruuuutal
Atleast I made money

 

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[mcmentalonthemic]

I would appreciate some advice from any oldecels on the forum. Wtf am I supposed to do?

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They don't care lol

 

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They don't care lol
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@OldRooster btw sorry for replying to that message with aggro, I thought you were trying to dunk on me

 

[hye732]

I spent 2020-2023 rotting so hard during lockdown
3 wasted years I've never get back

So bruuuutal
Atleast I made money

I literally cannot hold a conversation with ppl. I would need to take anti anxiety meds for a job interview

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

I was rlly addicted to weed since I was 17, smoking morning to night. I spent 3-4 years doing nothing but doomscrolling, binging youtube vids, and gooning. I'm 21 now and I feel very lost even though I quit smoking. I have really bad social anxiety and struggle to maintain eye contact or hold conversations without phenibut.

I'll be graduating with a joint degree in Economics and Politics this year but I have no experience, never worked a day in my life, and have never done internships. I didn't attend any lectures so I essentially have no knowledge on the subject any more than ChatGPT.

I would appreciate some advice from any oldecels on the forum. Wtf am I supposed to do?

Jfl

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

I literally cannot hold a conversation with ppl. I would need to take anti anxiety meds for a job interview

For me I struggle with eye contact
I don't mean I don't like holding eye contact or it makes me anxious, I just forget to jfl, and have to remind myself
I look reeally aspie when I'm having a full conversation with my friend and I'm just looking away from them the entire time

 

[Jgns]

same wasted these past 2 years just turned 20 about to rot these year but atleast I got the money for surgery and the time. Hopefully I can fix my face and get back into uni when I reach htn pray for me habibis

 

[hye732]

same wasted these past 2 years just turned 20 about to rot these year but atleast I got the money for surgery and the time. Hopefully I can fix my face and get back into uni when I reach htn pray for me habibis

I had no money to pay for surgery, but at least I learnt how to diy aqualyx and botox in my uni bathroom

 

[Jgns]

I had no money to pay for surgery, but at least I learnt how to diy aqualyx and botox in my uni bathroom

better than the vast majority of people still and you still got a decade of youth to get even better