MalePrime
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I used to be the kid who always wanted to go out, always wanted to hang out, always worried about girls, always wanted girls.
Every instant gratification you can think of.
Girls, smoking, partying.
I wanted it all and i did it all.
Im tired.
Ive quit that shit a few months ago.
I dont want it, nor will i ever seek it.
I only care about 2 things, my future and the money ill make.
I couldnt care less for a wife, couldnt care less for a relationship.
Couldnt care less for girls, validation or love.
And no i havent been "heartbroken" or went through something traumatic to cause this.
I just found no peace and tranquility in it.
It was boring, useless timewasting and no purpose was behind it.
I dont want a wife.
I like being alone.
I like my own solitude.
Yes i care how i look, but not for the girls.
For my own happiness and how i get treated in general.
So i havent rejected the BP
What ive rejected is people, and time wasting.
I want to make millions, stay lowkey and unknown, maybe 1 friend and a bunch of cars that stay in the garage for months while i daily one.
I want to see the world for what it is, what it has to offer.
I want to visit countries, visit islands, experience the atmosphere and weather of every island.
I want a pent house in LA where nobody knows me and i know no one.
Wake up after noon, take a walk with my dog, come back home eat my meals go to the gym come home work and just live in complete peace.
Day trading, Gym, Dog, Unknown and hard to reach.
Idgaf, idk and idc.
Just me myself and I.
I couldnt care less about a woman companying me.
Requires alot of : time, energy and attention.
And i'd rather spend that on me and my future and money.
I want to be close to god, closer than ever.
I honestly dont know why im writing this here but i wish the mods would let me, i would like to use this site as a vacuum for my emotions and thoughts.
It feels nice when other people acknowledge how i feel, not for validation, i dont want validation.
I want it to be seen by someone, who might feel the same why i do, maybe they can relate.
I honestly dont know where im going with this but, i just, im tired dude.
Im tired of everything and everyone.
I want to make it, i want those dreams to become, but without action i know non of it is attainable.
I have been taking action and so far so good but im just drained.
It would be nice if at the end i met a woman who was
caring, nice, low maintenence, not draining me and is very understanding and respects space and isnt immature but i fear that is the 1% and i am not willing to go seek it.
If it comes it comes, if it doesnt fuck it, dying alone doesnt seem bad to me at all.
im so fucking tired man.
fuck man.
it never gets better you just learn to adapt.
if you have nothing nice to say please dont say it, i am in a state in life where i genuinely dont want any negative bullshit.
Thank you for reading and sorry for wasting your time.
Every instant gratification you can think of.
Girls, smoking, partying.
I wanted it all and i did it all.
Im tired.
Ive quit that shit a few months ago.
I dont want it, nor will i ever seek it.
I only care about 2 things, my future and the money ill make.
I couldnt care less for a wife, couldnt care less for a relationship.
Couldnt care less for girls, validation or love.
And no i havent been "heartbroken" or went through something traumatic to cause this.
I just found no peace and tranquility in it.
It was boring, useless timewasting and no purpose was behind it.
I dont want a wife.
I like being alone.
I like my own solitude.
Yes i care how i look, but not for the girls.
For my own happiness and how i get treated in general.
So i havent rejected the BP
What ive rejected is people, and time wasting.
I want to make millions, stay lowkey and unknown, maybe 1 friend and a bunch of cars that stay in the garage for months while i daily one.
I want to see the world for what it is, what it has to offer.
I want to visit countries, visit islands, experience the atmosphere and weather of every island.
I want a pent house in LA where nobody knows me and i know no one.
Wake up after noon, take a walk with my dog, come back home eat my meals go to the gym come home work and just live in complete peace.
Day trading, Gym, Dog, Unknown and hard to reach.
Idgaf, idk and idc.
Just me myself and I.
I couldnt care less about a woman companying me.
Requires alot of : time, energy and attention.
And i'd rather spend that on me and my future and money.
I want to be close to god, closer than ever.
I honestly dont know why im writing this here but i wish the mods would let me, i would like to use this site as a vacuum for my emotions and thoughts.
It feels nice when other people acknowledge how i feel, not for validation, i dont want validation.
I want it to be seen by someone, who might feel the same why i do, maybe they can relate.
I honestly dont know where im going with this but, i just, im tired dude.
Im tired of everything and everyone.
I want to make it, i want those dreams to become, but without action i know non of it is attainable.
I have been taking action and so far so good but im just drained.
It would be nice if at the end i met a woman who was
caring, nice, low maintenence, not draining me and is very understanding and respects space and isnt immature but i fear that is the 1% and i am not willing to go seek it.
If it comes it comes, if it doesnt fuck it, dying alone doesnt seem bad to me at all.
im so fucking tired man.
fuck man.
it never gets better you just learn to adapt.
if you have nothing nice to say please dont say it, i am in a state in life where i genuinely dont want any negative bullshit.
Thank you for reading and sorry for wasting your time.
