Killing myself

[Soychadcell]

I might regret saying this, but the internet is litteraly making me want to kill myself. I am white, tall, middle class. Great odds for a good, average life right. But I feel worthless, I fucking hate myself to death every day I don't go to the gym or where I don't eat enough, every time I step on the scale and see my weight has dropped a bit I feel like shooting myself. And while I wanna gain muscle, I hate the look of my bloated face, I might appear mtn on the internet, but irl I must be an ugly fucking potato looking ass, bloated, skinny with litlle musle and a face so assymetric, I wanna take cyanide for eveery inverted photo. I probably would have never realized how ugly I am without the internet, I always hated my looks, but noe I can actually see what's wrong and alot of looksmaxxing is cope, chewing, volifiline etc. they won't safe you. My eyeys are on different levels, my jaw is round on one and sharp on the other side, my canthal tilt is that of a duck. I hate myself

Maby once I went to the gym for 3 years, have become muscular and lean, I won't hate myself anymore

 

[Abhorrence]

its just a phase

 

[Soychadcell]

its just a phase

I will end this phase lol

 

[Abhorrence]

I will end this phase lol

you wont commit suicide kiddo dont be edgy

ur probably not that ugly but u overdosed on blackpills

do things to improve and go outside it will get better

 

[Deleted member 20370]

how old are you?

 

[Soychadcell]

how old are you?

19

 

[wollet2]

why dont you eat some mcdonalds and chill out

 

[Deleted member 20370]

19

go jerk off to porn and play fortnite, kid.

 

[Soychadcell]

you wont commit suicide kiddo dont be edgy

ur probably not that ugly but u overdosed on blackpills

do things to improve and go outside it will get better

Probably right, I am still tall, I am still tall, I am still tall, I am still tall, I am still tall.

 

[Yuno_howitez]

nigga u 19 and at the beginning stage of the blackpill where despair kicks in, you won't kill yourself shit gets better anyways just give it time blud

 

[InSplit]

19

You are young I think it is a phase. Stop saying maybe and just hit the gym every morning, it will also give you motivation to fix your eaing habits. Mentally you will feel like you have accomplished something its a great way to start the day imo.

 

[InSplit]

I just checked your rating post.

You are 6`6 white and not bad looking. Realistically black pill down sides doesnt apply to you at all, do you have a social circle etc?
Weird that you are this obsessed about how you look when forum says you look OK.(no way you are getting negative feedback irl)


good luck

 

[Unhuman]

I might regret saying this, but the internet is litteraly making me want to kill myself. I am white, tall, middle class. Great odds for a good, average life right. But I feel worthless, I fucking hate myself to death every day I don't go to the gym or where I don't eat enough, every time I step on the scale and see my weight has dropped a bit I feel like shooting myself. And while I wanna gain muscle, I hate the look of my bloated face, I might appear mtn on the internet, but irl I must be an ugly fucking potato looking ass, bloated, skinny with litlle musle and a face so assymetric, I wanna take cyanide for eveery inverted photo. I probably would have never realized how ugly I am without the internet, I always hated my looks, but noe I can actually see what's wrong and alot of looksmaxxing is cope, chewing, volifiline etc. they won't safe you. My eyeys are on different levels, my jaw is round on one and sharp on the other side, my canthal tilt is that of a duck. I hate myself

Maby once I went to the gym for 3 years, have become muscular and lean, I won't hate myself anymore

I’m unlikely to talk you out of doing this but killing yourself is a terrible idea. If you fail your suicide you’ll cripple yourself for the rest of your life.

Remember that you can’t ascend and mog people if you’re dead.

What is your workout routine like?

 

[Unhuman]

6`6 white

Is OP a retard? Why does he think it’s over at 6ft6?????

 

[Debetro]

nigga u 19 and at the beginning stage of the blackpill where despair kicks in, you won't kill yourself shit gets better anyways just give it time blud

You are 18 why are you talking like that

For most it will just get worse and worse, it's completely expectable for a large percentage of .org and .is to end up suiciding once getting closer to be middle aged

 

[Deleted member 26824]

it gets worse, but you become more accepting.
you‘ll realise day for day how brutal it is and aslongest you‘re alive, it‘ll get better

not your situation tho, just ur mental health.

 

[optimisticzoomer]

 

[SubSigma]

Ur tall and white, so you have a really good start. Imagine being short and ethnic along with your issues. Just eat 1 gram of protein per pound of bodyweight, eat in a 300 cal surplus, and go to the gym 5 days a week. You should also join sports and clubs to ntmaxx.

 

[Deleted member 3105]

⠀

 

[Saint Casanova]

Stop fucking whining here and do something about it then. Perhaps get on a test cycle. That will help your gym progress and mood, and may even create more dimorphism in the face. You have good chest insertions too so once you fill them out, you’ll have a great physique.

Jfl at this fucking normie whining like some 14 year foid who got rejected by Chad.

 

[YabadiDabado]

Become Muslim

 

[Krakowski]

Stop fucking whining here and do something about it then. Perhaps get on a test cycle. That will help your gym progress and mood, and may even create more dimorphism in the face. You have good chest insertions too so once you fill them out, you’ll have a great physique.

Jfl at this fucking normie whining like some 14 year foid who got rejected by Chad.

Crying at 6'6 aswell, just lol

 

[Saint Casanova]

Crying at 6'6 aswell, just lol

Jfl 6’6 and lowish MTN face is enough to date and lead a normal life. Always these lot crying about roping, meanwhile the 5’5 Indian janitors actually do it without any hesitation. Brutal.

 

[Krakowski]

Jfl 6’6 and lowish MTN face is enough to date and lead a normal life. Always these lot crying about roping, meanwhile the 5’5 Indian janitors actually do it without any hesitation. Brutal.

I hope he ropes tbh

Total tallfag death !

 

[Soychadcell]

I’m unlikely to talk you out of doing this but killing yourself is a terrible idea. If you fail your suicide you’ll cripple yourself for the rest of your life.

Remember that you can’t ascend and mog people if you’re dead.

What is your workout routine like?

I do an Arnold split, 4 to 6 days a week and mma classes 3 to 4 times a week.

 

[dimorphism]

I am white, tall, middle class.

Good kys less competition

 

[Unhuman]

I do an Arnold split, 4 to 6 days a week and mma classes 3 to 4 times a week.

Good eat more.

 

[Soychadcell]

Good eat more.

Yup, trying my best, gained 20 kg so far qnd went from clinicly underweight so average.

 

[Unhuman]

Yup, trying my best, gained 20 kg so far qnd went from clinicly underweight so average.

This is good man. Just stay consistent.

 

[Deleted member 29651]

I will end this phase lol

do it

 

[Deleted member 21182]

@Blackgymmax time for u to take one more

 

[Soychadcell]

Stop fucking whining here and do something about it then. Perhaps get on a test cycle. That will help your gym progress and mood, and may even create more dimorphism in the face. You have good chest insertions too so once you fill them out, you’ll have a great physique.

Jfl at this fucking normie whining like some 14 year foid who got rejected by Chad.

Test cycle is planned as soon as I got my own crib and am done with school

 

[Deleted member 32760]

I might regret saying this, but the internet is litteraly making me want to kill myself. I am white, tall, middle class. Great odds for a good, average life right. But I feel worthless, I fucking hate myself to death every day I don't go to the gym or where I don't eat enough, every time I step on the scale and see my weight has dropped a bit I feel like shooting myself. And while I wanna gain muscle, I hate the look of my bloated face, I might appear mtn on the internet, but irl I must be an ugly fucking potato looking ass, bloated, skinny with litlle musle and a face so assymetric, I wanna take cyanide for eveery inverted photo. I probably would have never realized how ugly I am without the internet, I always hated my looks, but noe I can actually see what's wrong and alot of looksmaxxing is cope, chewing, volifiline etc. they won't safe you. My eyeys are on different levels, my jaw is round on one and sharp on the other side, my canthal tilt is that of a duck. I hate myself

Maby once I went to the gym for 3 years, have become muscular and lean, I won't hate myself anymore

I hope you get better dude. Don't kill yourself though, maybe lift weights it will make your face better by removing fat off it.

 

[horizontallytall]

This knowledge is very dangerous though. I literally destroyed my peace . Its like knowing a cheat code. I wish i had never read so much regarding evolutionary psychology i wish i can go back in time. In a week i will literally go off the whole internwt and never step again into this world . Just like using too much screen i.e near work gives you myopia which is very unusual cause that sort of thing would have been biggest killer of humans back in those eras but i dont think this problem is natural except a few, same way internet gives you autism which will literally make u kill urself even if its completely unnatural. I was never this guy i am today and had i never took a step on internet i would have never deteriorated this much . I gained much but lost all . I dont know how to explain but its like knowing the outcome of everrything , would u still play with same energy and enthusiasm like u would have earlier. Its better to be a fool and we all know a lot of fools are living much better that a lot of people here. Example @MoggerGaston guy can live really really well but u can literally see the autism on his face

 

[Deleted member 26642]

slime is in blackpill stage 1

 

[MoggerGaston]

This knowledge is very dangerous though. I literally destroyed my peace . Its like knowing a cheat code. I wish i had never read so much regarding evolutionary psychology i wish i can go back in time. In a week i will literally go off the whole internwt and never step again into this world . Just like using too much screen i.e near work gives you myopia which is very unusual cause that sort of thing would have been biggest killer of humans back in those eras but i dont think this problem is natural except a few, same way internet gives you autism which will literally make u kill urself even if its completely unnatural. I was never this guy i am today and had i never took a step on internet i would have never deteriorated this much . I gained much but lost all . I dont know how to explain but its like knowing the outcome of everrything , would u still play with same energy and enthusiasm like u would have earlier. Its better to be a fool and we all know a lot of fools are living much better that a lot of people here. Example @MoggerGaston guy can live really really well but u can literally see the autism on his face

looking autistic, aka deformed subhuman, is the reason why my life is so shit and I why I stick to living on the internet.

your post makes no sense

 

[Deleted member 30884]

you wont commit suicide kiddo dont be edgy

ur probably not that ugly but u overdosed on blackpills

do things to improve and go outside it will get better

yep.

 

[horizontallytall]

Ur deluded @MoggerGaston

 

[MoggerGaston]

Ur deluded @MoggerGaston

you literally said my face looks autistic. Are you trying to say that spending a lot of time on the internet makes your face look autistic?

complete cope

 

[Gengar]

I might regret saying this, but the internet is litteraly making me want to kill myself. I am white, tall, middle class. Great odds for a good, average life right. But I feel worthless, I fucking hate myself to death every day I don't go to the gym or where I don't eat enough, every time I step on the scale and see my weight has dropped a bit I feel like shooting myself. And while I wanna gain muscle, I hate the look of my bloated face, I might appear mtn on the internet, but irl I must be an ugly fucking potato looking ass, bloated, skinny with litlle musle and a face so assymetric, I wanna take cyanide for eveery inverted photo. I probably would have never realized how ugly I am without the internet, I always hated my looks, but noe I can actually see what's wrong and alot of looksmaxxing is cope, chewing, volifiline etc. they won't safe you. My eyeys are on different levels, my jaw is round on one and sharp on the other side, my canthal tilt is that of a duck. I hate myself

Maby once I went to the gym for 3 years, have become muscular and lean, I won't hate myself anymore

Don’t do it bhai. You’re white. You’re already living life on an easier mode than most of us here.

 

[yeeyeeslayer]

I might regret saying this, but the internet is litteraly making me want to kill myself. I am white, tall, middle class. Great odds for a good, average life right. But I feel worthless, I fucking hate myself to death every day I don't go to the gym or where I don't eat enough, every time I step on the scale and see my weight has dropped a bit I feel like shooting myself. And while I wanna gain muscle, I hate the look of my bloated face, I might appear mtn on the internet, but irl I must be an ugly fucking potato looking ass, bloated, skinny with litlle musle and a face so assymetric, I wanna take cyanide for eveery inverted photo. I probably would have never realized how ugly I am without the internet, I always hated my looks, but noe I can actually see what's wrong and alot of looksmaxxing is cope, chewing, volifiline etc. they won't safe you. My eyeys are on different levels, my jaw is round on one and sharp on the other side, my canthal tilt is that of a duck. I hate myself

Maby once I went to the gym for 3 years, have become muscular and lean, I won't hate myself anymore

at least your white bro, if you were ethnic it would be 1000x worse

 

[EverythingMattersCel]

Imagine being 6'6, normie and wanting to kill yourself. You are pitifully weak. Get your mental in check.

Over the years I have been insulted by 100s of women because of my FACE. You would kys in my shoes pretty quickly.

 

[Deleted member 33775]

I might regret saying this, but the internet is litteraly making me want to kill myself. I am white, tall, middle class. Great odds for a good, average life right. But I feel worthless, I fucking hate myself to death every day I don't go to the gym or where I don't eat enough, every time I step on the scale and see my weight has dropped a bit I feel like shooting myself. And while I wanna gain muscle, I hate the look of my bloated face, I might appear mtn on the internet, but irl I must be an ugly fucking potato looking ass, bloated, skinny with litlle musle and a face so assymetric, I wanna take cyanide for eveery inverted photo. I probably would have never realized how ugly I am without the internet, I always hated my looks, but noe I can actually see what's wrong and alot of looksmaxxing is cope, chewing, volifiline etc. they won't safe you. My eyeys are on different levels, my jaw is round on one and sharp on the other side, my canthal tilt is that of a duck. I hate myself

Maby once I went to the gym for 3 years, have become muscular and lean, I won't hate myself anymore

Dude stop being an idiot and get off this forum and go get some money bro, money and a good personality will get you farther than any looks will, but ofc looks help but you can’t crutch looks if you got no money you are so chronically online

 

[Soychadcell]

Dude stop being an idiot and get off this forum and go get some money bro, money and a good personality will get you farther than any looks will, but ofc looks help but you can’t crutch looks if you got no money you are so chronically online

"A good personality will get you farther then you think"

 

[Soychadcell]

at least your white bro, if you were ethnic it would be 1000x worse

Probably true

 

[Soychadcell]

Imagine being 6'6, normie and wanting to kill yourself. You are pitifully weak. Get your mental in check.

Over the years I have been insulted by 100s of women because of my FACE. You would kys in my shoes pretty quickly.

Yup, I'd be dead if i was in your shoes, good for you that you can stand all of it. You will ascend

 

[Soychadcell]

I hope you get better dude. Don't kill yourself though, maybe lift weights it will make your face better by removing fat off it.

Bro, I am lifting 4 to 5 times a week and do mma 3 to 4 times aswell. A year ago I was dangerously underweight, to the poont where I had a bit of water bloat and shit, I gained 20 kg and am now at a minimally above average physique, but I will have to gain another 10 kg or so before I cut, my face is a bit bloated and starting to look like a baby face, but this is what I gotta do. The day I can start to cut I will cry from happiness.

 

[Deleted member 32529]

"A good personality will get you farther then you think"

well urs is obviously pathetic so dont knock it till u try it

i get being frustrated but when you are 6'6 white middle class and healthy why should you get sympathy from people who are 5'6 balding and living in a country with little oppertunities

go scream at the world, cry whatever, then get back on the horse and keep going

 

[Deleted member 33775]

"A good personality will get you farther then you think"

Unironically will if combined with money

 

[Soychadcell]

Unironically will if combined with money

Heavy on und money part