Killing myself

[Deleted member 33775]

Heavy on und money part

Focus on school

 

[Soychadcell]

Focus on school

Already out of school with medium grades, currently preparing heavily for a med school test so I can get in to medicin in university and become a doctor

 

[Mezo103]

nigga u 19 and at the beginning stage of the blackpill where despair kicks in, you won't kill yourself shit gets better anyways just give it time blud

Honestly, it doesnt always get better

 

[Soychadcell]

Honestly, it doesnt always get better

Honestly, regarding my future, it sounds to me like i have lived the best part of life already. The careless part is far gone

 

[Soychadcell]

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Is OP a retard? Why does he think it’s over at 6ft6?????

Yes i am retarded af, what kinda niggas do you believe are on this site

 

[bradchungus]

I might regret saying this, but the internet is litteraly making me want to kill myself. I am white, tall, middle class. Great odds for a good, average life right. But I feel worthless, I fucking hate myself to death every day I don't go to the gym or where I don't eat enough, every time I step on the scale and see my weight has dropped a bit I feel like shooting myself. And while I wanna gain muscle, I hate the look of my bloated face, I might appear mtn on the internet, but irl I must be an ugly fucking potato looking ass, bloated, skinny with litlle musle and a face so assymetric, I wanna take cyanide for eveery inverted photo. I probably would have never realized how ugly I am without the internet, I always hated my looks, but noe I can actually see what's wrong and alot of looksmaxxing is cope, chewing, volifiline etc. they won't safe you. My eyeys are on different levels, my jaw is round on one and sharp on the other side, my canthal tilt is that of a duck. I hate myself

Maby once I went to the gym for 3 years, have become muscular and lean, I won't hate myself anymore

brother i am everything u are except ethnig, short and poor

 

[Soychadcell]

brother i am everything u are except ethnig, short and poor

Fuck