knowing that i would've been treated differently if i didnt looksmax makes me bitter

[SchizoParanoid_]

like its not a huge deal, i dont even think about it, except when i do, its just makes me bitter knowing that the people that i hang out with or the girls that talk to me would lowkey bully me and laugh at me if i was to be the shy fatso i was in elementary school, and its not logical for me to be bitter about it, im not that guy anymore and i have in the past made rude remarks or comments to people with less fortunate looks than mine (and i regret it), but i cant help it, is this whats called colloquially "abused dog syndrome"?

 

[MFMF]

Real as fuck, I didn't even glow up that much (went from like a 2/10 to a 5/10) and I am ALREADY getting looked at differently. It genuinely pisses me off how obvious the blackpill can be if you just experience what it's like to be ugly Vs looking decent.