9cxloa
Iron
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People think I just take steroids for muscles :
But deep down, I just want to kill that little kid that got made fun for his weight and for his looks. To the point he had to eat alone, while watching other play and smile, while you’re out here trying not to cry, watching everyone around you live a happy life, while your’s depend on an oil with some atoms that you purposely enter in your body to feel alive, while it’s slowly eating you from the inside, and you feel it ? But you’ve never felt more alive and yourself than with this shi, I lowk hate roids, but also love them, I can’t even look at my mom, without feeling disappointed of myself ? Like. What happened to her little boy. AND YES it’s that deep.
I hope someone understands me. And we can talk.
But deep down, I just want to kill that little kid that got made fun for his weight and for his looks. To the point he had to eat alone, while watching other play and smile, while you’re out here trying not to cry, watching everyone around you live a happy life, while your’s depend on an oil with some atoms that you purposely enter in your body to feel alive, while it’s slowly eating you from the inside, and you feel it ? But you’ve never felt more alive and yourself than with this shi, I lowk hate roids, but also love them, I can’t even look at my mom, without feeling disappointed of myself ? Like. What happened to her little boy. AND YES it’s that deep.
I hope someone understands me. And we can talk.


