PsychoDsk
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See prev thread for context and progress.
https://looksmax.org/threads/cycle-...k-shape-and-life-advice-and-lifefuel.2161795/
Back then I was running a boatload of tren on low test. I experimented with low tren high test mid mast before and the mental wasn’t quite well. On high tren the mental was deadass perfect. No sides, no stress, basically living life on easy mode.
BUT
I was also losing braincells in the process. I’ve always been a deep thinker, I’m curious about various topics and I like to open my horizon to different ways of thinking.
What happened on tren was that all of this got shoved in the background. I was basically living the ‘ignorance is bliss’ lifestyle. Only cared about mogging and what not. Horrendous for who I am inside but happiest I’ve ever been. I could NOT daydream about anything, I just lived on autopilot all day, did what I wanted, DNR’d relationships, DNR’d health, …
I also had quite mid bloods right after quitting the tren. My hs-CRP was 13 (deadass nearing heart attack territory jfl)
Now for the last 2 months I’ve been off the tren and been running the stack I described there although slightly different. I’ve been running :
300 test
300 EQ
300 mast
50 tren
25 winny
12iu slin pre + 5 iu post (only for the last week)
2iu gh
And to be honest I have NEVER in my life looked this good. Feel healthier, got the ability to think back. Although my confidence is nowhere near the levels I had on hogher tren, I’m still quite confident as a whole. My mental has been declining steeply but that’s just cuz of the circumstances I’ve been living with the past few weeks. The stack in itself makes me feel amazing and calm.
Mast & eq is slowly growing on me as my fav combo with T.
I’m getting bloods again soon and I expect them to be quite well.
I AM hopping off soon tho end of september for good.
I’ll just be trt’ing with some eq and call it a day. My life has been off the rails, business has been boring, mentally I’m in the deepest pit there exists but f it we ball.
Slowly I’ll be back to peak happiness with a healthy body and an insane physique. Now I just wanna live comfortably with the love of my life if she’ll come back and just enjoy whatever life has to offer.
Physique updates :
Mid june :
And this is the physique now
Prime basically I’d say
This was the last experiment I will run.
The blackpill and org days are behind me. I just wanna be a better person. I’ve got all the validation I wanted in life. I don’t wanna be objectified anymore nor do I wanna be obsessed with my external self.
I’ve come hella far ngl
I was a chud 2-3 years ago, acne everywhere, 55kgs of pure bone, skeleton face cuz of muh primal diet.
Yet,
I’ve gotten everything I wanted by just having the balls to push through and just try different things. I have to be honest, my genetics have always been good but that doesn’t take away from the fact that I really did change A LOT these past 3 years. It is truly never over, like I said in the last cycle update thread aswell.
There’s so much more to life than staying in ur basement feeling sorry for yourself.
May I get blessed with a calm life from here on out, no more bs, no more worrying, stress-free and full of love.
Might come back in a few weeks when I’m on trt and post all the bloods I got this recent year and see if my health has truly declined since before hopping on serious cycles.
Wagmi bros
@Hernan @to whoever I had a good connection with, I can’t remember jfl
https://looksmax.org/threads/cycle-...k-shape-and-life-advice-and-lifefuel.2161795/
Back then I was running a boatload of tren on low test. I experimented with low tren high test mid mast before and the mental wasn’t quite well. On high tren the mental was deadass perfect. No sides, no stress, basically living life on easy mode.
BUT
I was also losing braincells in the process. I’ve always been a deep thinker, I’m curious about various topics and I like to open my horizon to different ways of thinking.
What happened on tren was that all of this got shoved in the background. I was basically living the ‘ignorance is bliss’ lifestyle. Only cared about mogging and what not. Horrendous for who I am inside but happiest I’ve ever been. I could NOT daydream about anything, I just lived on autopilot all day, did what I wanted, DNR’d relationships, DNR’d health, …
I also had quite mid bloods right after quitting the tren. My hs-CRP was 13 (deadass nearing heart attack territory jfl)
Now for the last 2 months I’ve been off the tren and been running the stack I described there although slightly different. I’ve been running :
300 test
300 EQ
300 mast
50 tren
25 winny
12iu slin pre + 5 iu post (only for the last week)
2iu gh
And to be honest I have NEVER in my life looked this good. Feel healthier, got the ability to think back. Although my confidence is nowhere near the levels I had on hogher tren, I’m still quite confident as a whole. My mental has been declining steeply but that’s just cuz of the circumstances I’ve been living with the past few weeks. The stack in itself makes me feel amazing and calm.
Mast & eq is slowly growing on me as my fav combo with T.
I’m getting bloods again soon and I expect them to be quite well.
I AM hopping off soon tho end of september for good.
I’ll just be trt’ing with some eq and call it a day. My life has been off the rails, business has been boring, mentally I’m in the deepest pit there exists but f it we ball.
Slowly I’ll be back to peak happiness with a healthy body and an insane physique. Now I just wanna live comfortably with the love of my life if she’ll come back and just enjoy whatever life has to offer.
Physique updates :
Mid june :
And this is the physique now
Prime basically I’d say
This was the last experiment I will run.
The blackpill and org days are behind me. I just wanna be a better person. I’ve got all the validation I wanted in life. I don’t wanna be objectified anymore nor do I wanna be obsessed with my external self.
I’ve come hella far ngl
I was a chud 2-3 years ago, acne everywhere, 55kgs of pure bone, skeleton face cuz of muh primal diet.
Yet,
I’ve gotten everything I wanted by just having the balls to push through and just try different things. I have to be honest, my genetics have always been good but that doesn’t take away from the fact that I really did change A LOT these past 3 years. It is truly never over, like I said in the last cycle update thread aswell.
There’s so much more to life than staying in ur basement feeling sorry for yourself.
May I get blessed with a calm life from here on out, no more bs, no more worrying, stress-free and full of love.
Might come back in a few weeks when I’m on trt and post all the bloods I got this recent year and see if my health has truly declined since before hopping on serious cycles.
Wagmi bros
@Hernan @to whoever I had a good connection with, I can’t remember jfl
