CYCLE UPDATE (2 more months until peak shape and life) + advice and lifefuel

[PsychoDsk]

Think last update was feb
Not sure
Back then my stack was
500 test
50 tren
250 mast
6iu gh
Absolute shit stack but we learn along the way

This was back then in feb

I was looking alright, full and approachable and whatnot.
My face never really was the problem, it was moreso just confidence that was lacking at times


Now I've picked it up a notch (a lot) and the difference is diabolical, not just in physique but in everything. Mentally, socially, looks-wise and dare I say aura

For the past month I've been slowly upping the tren and lowering the test.

My current stack :

150 test cyp
300 tren E
6-8IU gh
and some ancillaries

I'm proud enough to say this is the BEST I've ever looked by far. I'll go a little more in depth on how my general life experience changed in a minute.
This is what I currently look like.

HOWEVER, This is not peak shape yet. I'm about to add some extra stuff to REALLY end it on a good note before TRT'ing and LDAR'ing all the process and locking back in on my future.

In about a week or so I'm adding 50 var ed, clen and inj adrol pw + upping tren to 500 to really give my physique the last buff it needs.
I feel like I'm nearing a point where my physique is becoming less appealing and just more so that of a bodybuilder even though I genuinely just eat slop and let tren do the work.

When I'm fully coming off it'll be my last ever update before leaving this shit behind forever. Currently my bloods are still fine except prolactin creeping up and HDL being hammered even though I'm on ezetimibe. ALSO, my libido is insanely cooked. I have 0 urges but it's probably just my prolactin being fucked up and the caber from indiamart getting delayed for what feels like 10 years.

NOW, the most important part of this entire thread. WHAT CHANGED IN MY LIFE AND WHY ROIDS (SPECIFICALLY 19NORS) ARE THE FIRST STEP TOWARDS A BETTER EXISTENCE

First of all, I'd say my confidence and narcy behaviour is through the roof. I do have some schizo episodes once in a while but my mind adapted to the tren and I genuinely just feel on top of the world.
I can say and do whatever I want because who's gonna stop me type shit.

I'll draw a quick sketch of situations

Back in feb, confidence was fine. No problem really in talking to people however my goal was just getting bigger and leaner.
I woke up, made money, went to the gym and straight back to sleeping. Not really interested in slaying or whatever, just wanted to get bigger

NOW I live like a degenerate and I couldn't be more happier. I've been going on multi day benders, doing drugs again for the fun of it, all on not even 5 hours of sleep. I feel absolutely insane, like I'm not even exaggerating when I say I can get whatever I want. It's a whole different experience because no matter what happens I know it's gonna be fine and I'm gonna work it out anyway ifykwim.
Socially aswell, never in my LIFE have I gotten so many compliments like the past 2 months. Wherever I go aswell, people from the past that text me what the fuck I've done to look like this, when I do groceries I have people pointing at their biceps while nodding at me. When I go out, I get stares everywhere. It's genuinely incredible because I can say whatever I want and get away with it. I get respect from everyone I meet. I wish I was joking because there ain't no way I'm gonna be happy on TRT jfl.
I'm not tryna brag but just trying to paint a picture, I've always had girls throughout my life but since hopping on devious 19nors cycles they genuinely just throw themselves at me like I've never ever seen before irl.
However I'm tryna tone it down atm since I found true genuine love for the first time in years and I'm not tryna fuck it up like the previous times so that's why I'm just gonna skywalkermaxx for like 2 more months before going back to normie existence.

ADVICE

I believe EVERYONE should go through this phase atleast ONCE in their lives. Be that in the search for better looks, a better social life or just feeling really good.

Since the past year I've done a fair bit of research into cycles, gear, ancillaries and everything that comes with it and the ROI of ldar'ing 19nor compounds and running high TEST is just not there. IMO you should NEVER run high test cycles. There are synthetic compounds for a reason and if you're not stupid u can blast your ass off for a couple months and come off just fine (if not healthier than before).

my advice, run TRT test, high tren, some form of DHT derivs and exist. The androgenic problems that come with them can all be fixed in due time but u should reap all the benefits these types of cycles can give u. Bones, confidence, a new world view (purpose), ...

I genuinely wish I hopped on at like 16, I would've had such an easier life but it is what is is.

The thing is, it does NOT matter how torturous your life is. A good cycle can still give you all the dopamine and pleasure u need to be content. U can be a true ugly duckling and still adore roids simply because the neuro effects give u a calmer state of mind and can morph ur world view into something less pessimistic.

We're all gonna make it bros

DO NOT get addicted to this type of high tho, no drug in the world comes close to this but an existence fueled by external factors will never grant u the peace u think it will. I'm really excited to get my feet back on the ground and get out of this hole I dug myself. It's been the most fun I've had in my life but good things don't last.

My world view remains the same, kids, a happy wife and a peaceful life of wisdom. I have to say tho, for most people this life is just a fantasy because finding a good girl is near impossible. I've seen some WILD shit lately and my faith in humanity has crumbled sadly.

so yea, think I've discussed all the interesting parts

Blast gear, exist and ldar into a comfortable happy life.

trenything is possible

 

[Vrowding]

150 test cyp
300 tren E
6-8IU gh

holy shit It's all over my screen

 

[ghost!]

lmao good to know as i hopped on early

just started at 15 1/2

after you acheive ideal physique you just gonna trt off? any plans to use HCG?

 

[ghost!]

also would suck to see you leave permanently u always have good threads and your ascension was rlly what made me join this website

 

[bananabrick]

good thread

 

[Vass]

so i should trt test and blast tren instead of blasting grams of test?

 

[FootballPlaya69]

Tren is for ppl getting on a bodybuilding stage not a twink like you. The fuck is wrong with you

 

[luckydaises]

Tren is for ppl getting on a bodybuilding stage not a twink like you. The fuck is wrong with you

shit high inhibition take

 

[PsychoDsk]

lmao good to know as i hopped on early

just started at 15 1/2

after you acheive ideal physique you just gonna trt off? any plans to use HCG?

Yess
Gonna run the var and adrol, then just stay on 150 test for a while with some hcg once in a while to kickstart my balls again
However I’m never hopping off fully tho

Don’t see the point

 

[PsychoDsk]

so i should trt test and blast tren instead of blasting grams of test?

Yes
No aromatisation, more selective functions and just overall 10x stronger without the sucky sides

Just make sure u have ancillaries on hand

 

[iblamexyz]

Think last update was feb
Not sure
Back then my stack was
500 test
50 tren
250 mast
6iu gh
Absolute shit stack but we learn along the way

This was back then in feb
View attachment 5234104
I was looking alright, full and approachable and whatnot.
My face never really was the problem, it was moreso just confidence that was lacking at times


Now I've picked it up a notch (a lot) and the difference is diabolical, not just in physique but in everything. Mentally, socially, looks-wise and dare I say aura

For the past month I've been slowly upping the tren and lowering the test.

My current stack :

150 test cyp
300 tren E
6-8IU gh
and some ancillaries

I'm proud enough to say this is the BEST I've ever looked by far. I'll go a little more in depth on how my general life experience changed in a minute.
This is what I currently look like.

View attachment 5234138View attachment 5234155View attachment 5234157

HOWEVER, This is not peak shape yet. I'm about to add some extra stuff to REALLY end it on a good note before TRT'ing and LDAR'ing all the process and locking back in on my future.

In about a week or so I'm adding 50 var ed, clen and inj adrol pw + upping tren to 500 to really give my physique the last buff it needs.
I feel like I'm nearing a point where my physique is becoming less appealing and just more so that of a bodybuilder even though I genuinely just eat slop and let tren do the work.

When I'm fully coming off it'll be my last ever update before leaving this shit behind forever. Currently my bloods are still fine except prolactin creeping up and HDL being hammered even though I'm on ezetimibe. ALSO, my libido is insanely cooked. I have 0 urges but it's probably just my prolactin being fucked up and the caber from indiamart getting delayed for what feels like 10 years.

NOW, the most important part of this entire thread. WHAT CHANGED IN MY LIFE AND WHY ROIDS (SPECIFICALLY 19NORS) ARE THE FIRST STEP TOWARDS A BETTER EXISTENCE

First of all, I'd say my confidence and narcy behaviour is through the roof. I do have some schizo episodes once in a while but my mind adapted to the tren and I genuinely just feel on top of the world.
I can say and do whatever I want because who's gonna stop me type shit.

I'll draw a quick sketch of situations

Back in feb, confidence was fine. No problem really in talking to people however my goal was just getting bigger and leaner.
I woke up, made money, went to the gym and straight back to sleeping. Not really interested in slaying or whatever, just wanted to get bigger

NOW I live like a degenerate and I couldn't be more happier. I've been going on multi day benders, doing drugs again for the fun of it, all on not even 5 hours of sleep. I feel absolutely insane, like I'm not even exaggerating when I say I can get whatever I want. It's a whole different experience because no matter what happens I know it's gonna be fine and I'm gonna work it out anyway ifykwim.
Socially aswell, never in my LIFE have I gotten so many compliments like the past 2 months. Wherever I go aswell, people from the past that text me what the fuck I've done to look like this, when I do groceries I have people pointing at their biceps while nodding at me. When I go out, I get stares everywhere. It's genuinely incredible because I can say whatever I want and get away with it. I get respect from everyone I meet. I wish I was joking because there ain't no way I'm gonna be happy on TRT jfl.
I'm not tryna brag but just trying to paint a picture, I've always had girls throughout my life but since hopping on devious 19nors cycles they genuinely just throw themselves at me like I've never ever seen before irl.
However I'm tryna tone it down atm since I found true genuine love for the first time in years and I'm not tryna fuck it up like the previous times so that's why I'm just gonna skywalkermaxx for like 2 more months before going back to normie existence.

ADVICE

I believe EVERYONE should go through this phase atleast ONCE in their lives. Be that in the search for better looks, a better social life or just feeling really good.

Since the past year I've done a fair bit of research into cycles, gear, ancillaries and everything that comes with it and the ROI of ldar'ing 19nor compounds and running high TEST is just not there. IMO you should NEVER run high test cycles. There are synthetic compounds for a reason and if you're not stupid u can blast your ass off for a couple months and come off just fine (if not healthier than before).

my advice, run TRT test, high tren, some form of DHT derivs and exist. The androgenic problems that come with them can all be fixed in due time but u should reap all the benefits these types of cycles can give u. Bones, confidence, a new world view (purpose), ...

I genuinely wish I hopped on at like 16, I would've had such an easier life but it is what is is.

The thing is, it does NOT matter how torturous your life is. A good cycle can still give you all the dopamine and pleasure u need to be content. U can be a true ugly duckling and still adore roids simply because the neuro effects give u a calmer state of mind and can morph ur world view into something less pessimistic.

We're all gonna make it bros

DO NOT get addicted to this type of high tho, no drug in the world comes close to this but an existence fueled by external factors will never grant u the peace u think it will. I'm really excited to get my feet back on the ground and get out of this hole I dug myself. It's been the most fun I've had in my life but good things don't last.

My world view remains the same, kids, a happy wife and a peaceful life of wisdom. I have to say tho, for most people this life is just a fantasy because finding a good girl is near impossible. I've seen some WILD shit lately and my faith in humanity has crumbled sadly.

so yea, think I've discussed all the interesting parts

Blast gear, exist and ldar into a comfortable happy life.

trenything is possible

mogs me you look good dude

 

[PsychoDsk]

mogs me you look good dude

thanks b

 

[3pider]

Think last update was feb
Not sure
Back then my stack was
500 test
50 tren
250 mast
6iu gh
Absolute shit stack but we learn along the way

This was back then in feb
View attachment 5234104
I was looking alright, full and approachable and whatnot.
My face never really was the problem, it was moreso just confidence that was lacking at times


Now I've picked it up a notch (a lot) and the difference is diabolical, not just in physique but in everything. Mentally, socially, looks-wise and dare I say aura

For the past month I've been slowly upping the tren and lowering the test.

My current stack :

150 test cyp
300 tren E
6-8IU gh
and some ancillaries

I'm proud enough to say this is the BEST I've ever looked by far. I'll go a little more in depth on how my general life experience changed in a minute.
This is what I currently look like.

View attachment 5234138View attachment 5234155View attachment 5234157

HOWEVER, This is not peak shape yet. I'm about to add some extra stuff to REALLY end it on a good note before TRT'ing and LDAR'ing all the process and locking back in on my future.

In about a week or so I'm adding 50 var ed, clen and inj adrol pw + upping tren to 500 to really give my physique the last buff it needs.
I feel like I'm nearing a point where my physique is becoming less appealing and just more so that of a bodybuilder even though I genuinely just eat slop and let tren do the work.

When I'm fully coming off it'll be my last ever update before leaving this shit behind forever. Currently my bloods are still fine except prolactin creeping up and HDL being hammered even though I'm on ezetimibe. ALSO, my libido is insanely cooked. I have 0 urges but it's probably just my prolactin being fucked up and the caber from indiamart getting delayed for what feels like 10 years.

NOW, the most important part of this entire thread. WHAT CHANGED IN MY LIFE AND WHY ROIDS (SPECIFICALLY 19NORS) ARE THE FIRST STEP TOWARDS A BETTER EXISTENCE

First of all, I'd say my confidence and narcy behaviour is through the roof. I do have some schizo episodes once in a while but my mind adapted to the tren and I genuinely just feel on top of the world.
I can say and do whatever I want because who's gonna stop me type shit.

I'll draw a quick sketch of situations

Back in feb, confidence was fine. No problem really in talking to people however my goal was just getting bigger and leaner.
I woke up, made money, went to the gym and straight back to sleeping. Not really interested in slaying or whatever, just wanted to get bigger

NOW I live like a degenerate and I couldn't be more happier. I've been going on multi day benders, doing drugs again for the fun of it, all on not even 5 hours of sleep. I feel absolutely insane, like I'm not even exaggerating when I say I can get whatever I want. It's a whole different experience because no matter what happens I know it's gonna be fine and I'm gonna work it out anyway ifykwim.
Socially aswell, never in my LIFE have I gotten so many compliments like the past 2 months. Wherever I go aswell, people from the past that text me what the fuck I've done to look like this, when I do groceries I have people pointing at their biceps while nodding at me. When I go out, I get stares everywhere. It's genuinely incredible because I can say whatever I want and get away with it. I get respect from everyone I meet. I wish I was joking because there ain't no way I'm gonna be happy on TRT jfl.
I'm not tryna brag but just trying to paint a picture, I've always had girls throughout my life but since hopping on devious 19nors cycles they genuinely just throw themselves at me like I've never ever seen before irl.
However I'm tryna tone it down atm since I found true genuine love for the first time in years and I'm not tryna fuck it up like the previous times so that's why I'm just gonna skywalkermaxx for like 2 more months before going back to normie existence.

ADVICE

I believe EVERYONE should go through this phase atleast ONCE in their lives. Be that in the search for better looks, a better social life or just feeling really good.

Since the past year I've done a fair bit of research into cycles, gear, ancillaries and everything that comes with it and the ROI of ldar'ing 19nor compounds and running high TEST is just not there. IMO you should NEVER run high test cycles. There are synthetic compounds for a reason and if you're not stupid u can blast your ass off for a couple months and come off just fine (if not healthier than before).

my advice, run TRT test, high tren, some form of DHT derivs and exist. The androgenic problems that come with them can all be fixed in due time but u should reap all the benefits these types of cycles can give u. Bones, confidence, a new world view (purpose), ...

I genuinely wish I hopped on at like 16, I would've had such an easier life but it is what is is.

The thing is, it does NOT matter how torturous your life is. A good cycle can still give you all the dopamine and pleasure u need to be content. U can be a true ugly duckling and still adore roids simply because the neuro effects give u a calmer state of mind and can morph ur world view into something less pessimistic.

We're all gonna make it bros

DO NOT get addicted to this type of high tho, no drug in the world comes close to this but an existence fueled by external factors will never grant u the peace u think it will. I'm really excited to get my feet back on the ground and get out of this hole I dug myself. It's been the most fun I've had in my life but good things don't last.

My world view remains the same, kids, a happy wife and a peaceful life of wisdom. I have to say tho, for most people this life is just a fantasy because finding a good girl is near impossible. I've seen some WILD shit lately and my faith in humanity has crumbled sadly.

so yea, think I've discussed all the interesting parts

Blast gear, exist and ldar into a comfortable happy life.

trenything is possible

Is there any logic other than skin turnover to add 50var in while already on tren if you wanna just be dryer why not prim mast eq or anything to either modulate estrogen or aldosterone?

And is this the tren you got from india?

 

[3pider]

Tren is for ppl getting on a bodybuilding stage not a twink like you. The fuck is wrong with you

And testosterone is for people diagnosed hypogonadal faggot

 

[Idontknow-]

Think last update was feb
Not sure
Back then my stack was
500 test
50 tren
250 mast
6iu gh
Absolute shit stack but we learn along the way

This was back then in feb
View attachment 5234104
I was looking alright, full and approachable and whatnot.
My face never really was the problem, it was moreso just confidence that was lacking at times


Now I've picked it up a notch (a lot) and the difference is diabolical, not just in physique but in everything. Mentally, socially, looks-wise and dare I say aura

For the past month I've been slowly upping the tren and lowering the test.

My current stack :

150 test cyp
300 tren E
6-8IU gh
and some ancillaries

I'm proud enough to say this is the BEST I've ever looked by far. I'll go a little more in depth on how my general life experience changed in a minute.
This is what I currently look like.

View attachment 5234138View attachment 5234155View attachment 5234157

HOWEVER, This is not peak shape yet. I'm about to add some extra stuff to REALLY end it on a good note before TRT'ing and LDAR'ing all the process and locking back in on my future.

In about a week or so I'm adding 50 var ed, clen and inj adrol pw + upping tren to 500 to really give my physique the last buff it needs.
I feel like I'm nearing a point where my physique is becoming less appealing and just more so that of a bodybuilder even though I genuinely just eat slop and let tren do the work.

When I'm fully coming off it'll be my last ever update before leaving this shit behind forever. Currently my bloods are still fine except prolactin creeping up and HDL being hammered even though I'm on ezetimibe. ALSO, my libido is insanely cooked. I have 0 urges but it's probably just my prolactin being fucked up and the caber from indiamart getting delayed for what feels like 10 years.

NOW, the most important part of this entire thread. WHAT CHANGED IN MY LIFE AND WHY ROIDS (SPECIFICALLY 19NORS) ARE THE FIRST STEP TOWARDS A BETTER EXISTENCE

First of all, I'd say my confidence and narcy behaviour is through the roof. I do have some schizo episodes once in a while but my mind adapted to the tren and I genuinely just feel on top of the world.
I can say and do whatever I want because who's gonna stop me type shit.

I'll draw a quick sketch of situations

Back in feb, confidence was fine. No problem really in talking to people however my goal was just getting bigger and leaner.
I woke up, made money, went to the gym and straight back to sleeping. Not really interested in slaying or whatever, just wanted to get bigger

NOW I live like a degenerate and I couldn't be more happier. I've been going on multi day benders, doing drugs again for the fun of it, all on not even 5 hours of sleep. I feel absolutely insane, like I'm not even exaggerating when I say I can get whatever I want. It's a whole different experience because no matter what happens I know it's gonna be fine and I'm gonna work it out anyway ifykwim.
Socially aswell, never in my LIFE have I gotten so many compliments like the past 2 months. Wherever I go aswell, people from the past that text me what the fuck I've done to look like this, when I do groceries I have people pointing at their biceps while nodding at me. When I go out, I get stares everywhere. It's genuinely incredible because I can say whatever I want and get away with it. I get respect from everyone I meet. I wish I was joking because there ain't no way I'm gonna be happy on TRT jfl.
I'm not tryna brag but just trying to paint a picture, I've always had girls throughout my life but since hopping on devious 19nors cycles they genuinely just throw themselves at me like I've never ever seen before irl.
However I'm tryna tone it down atm since I found true genuine love for the first time in years and I'm not tryna fuck it up like the previous times so that's why I'm just gonna skywalkermaxx for like 2 more months before going back to normie existence.

ADVICE

I believe EVERYONE should go through this phase atleast ONCE in their lives. Be that in the search for better looks, a better social life or just feeling really good.

Since the past year I've done a fair bit of research into cycles, gear, ancillaries and everything that comes with it and the ROI of ldar'ing 19nor compounds and running high TEST is just not there. IMO you should NEVER run high test cycles. There are synthetic compounds for a reason and if you're not stupid u can blast your ass off for a couple months and come off just fine (if not healthier than before).

my advice, run TRT test, high tren, some form of DHT derivs and exist. The androgenic problems that come with them can all be fixed in due time but u should reap all the benefits these types of cycles can give u. Bones, confidence, a new world view (purpose), ...

I genuinely wish I hopped on at like 16, I would've had such an easier life but it is what is is.

The thing is, it does NOT matter how torturous your life is. A good cycle can still give you all the dopamine and pleasure u need to be content. U can be a true ugly duckling and still adore roids simply because the neuro effects give u a calmer state of mind and can morph ur world view into something less pessimistic.

We're all gonna make it bros

DO NOT get addicted to this type of high tho, no drug in the world comes close to this but an existence fueled by external factors will never grant u the peace u think it will. I'm really excited to get my feet back on the ground and get out of this hole I dug myself. It's been the most fun I've had in my life but good things don't last.

My world view remains the same, kids, a happy wife and a peaceful life of wisdom. I have to say tho, for most people this life is just a fantasy because finding a good girl is near impossible. I've seen some WILD shit lately and my faith in humanity has crumbled sadly.

so yea, think I've discussed all the interesting parts

Blast gear, exist and ldar into a comfortable happy life.

trenything is possible

Wow. Very good thread

 

[PsychoDsk]

Is there any logic other than skin turnover to add 50var in while already on tren if you wanna just be dryer why not prim mast eq or anything to either modulate estrogen or aldosterone?

And is this the tren you got from india?

for the sick pumps + I've also never really tried var. I've ran mast, winny, super etc but var and clen are the only compounds I've never touched before. I heard var is S tier in pumps because of some creatine mechanism inside muscle cells so I'm excited to try it out, together with the collagen benefits ofcourse.

Nah I get my tren E from someone locally, I ordered ace from india together with the var, clen and some ancillaries but fuckass royal mail is so slow.
I ordered ace because my E almost ran out and my local guy didn't have any anymore but he restocked so the ace will be just for kicks and fun before nights out or on PR days

 

[Vass]

Yes
No aromatisation, more selective functions and just overall 10x stronger without the sucky sides

Just make sure u have ancillaries on hand

what do you think about mtren?

 

[Paul.jnxy]

Think last update was feb
Not sure
Back then my stack was
500 test
50 tren
250 mast
6iu gh
Absolute shit stack but we learn along the way

This was back then in feb
View attachment 5234104
I was looking alright, full and approachable and whatnot.
My face never really was the problem, it was moreso just confidence that was lacking at times


Now I've picked it up a notch (a lot) and the difference is diabolical, not just in physique but in everything. Mentally, socially, looks-wise and dare I say aura

For the past month I've been slowly upping the tren and lowering the test.

My current stack :

150 test cyp
300 tren E
6-8IU gh
and some ancillaries

I'm proud enough to say this is the BEST I've ever looked by far. I'll go a little more in depth on how my general life experience changed in a minute.
This is what I currently look like.

View attachment 5234138View attachment 5234155View attachment 5234157

HOWEVER, This is not peak shape yet. I'm about to add some extra stuff to REALLY end it on a good note before TRT'ing and LDAR'ing all the process and locking back in on my future.

In about a week or so I'm adding 50 var ed, clen and inj adrol pw + upping tren to 500 to really give my physique the last buff it needs.
I feel like I'm nearing a point where my physique is becoming less appealing and just more so that of a bodybuilder even though I genuinely just eat slop and let tren do the work.

When I'm fully coming off it'll be my last ever update before leaving this shit behind forever. Currently my bloods are still fine except prolactin creeping up and HDL being hammered even though I'm on ezetimibe. ALSO, my libido is insanely cooked. I have 0 urges but it's probably just my prolactin being fucked up and the caber from indiamart getting delayed for what feels like 10 years.

NOW, the most important part of this entire thread. WHAT CHANGED IN MY LIFE AND WHY ROIDS (SPECIFICALLY 19NORS) ARE THE FIRST STEP TOWARDS A BETTER EXISTENCE

First of all, I'd say my confidence and narcy behaviour is through the roof. I do have some schizo episodes once in a while but my mind adapted to the tren and I genuinely just feel on top of the world.
I can say and do whatever I want because who's gonna stop me type shit.

I'll draw a quick sketch of situations

Back in feb, confidence was fine. No problem really in talking to people however my goal was just getting bigger and leaner.
I woke up, made money, went to the gym and straight back to sleeping. Not really interested in slaying or whatever, just wanted to get bigger

NOW I live like a degenerate and I couldn't be more happier. I've been going on multi day benders, doing drugs again for the fun of it, all on not even 5 hours of sleep. I feel absolutely insane, like I'm not even exaggerating when I say I can get whatever I want. It's a whole different experience because no matter what happens I know it's gonna be fine and I'm gonna work it out anyway ifykwim.
Socially aswell, never in my LIFE have I gotten so many compliments like the past 2 months. Wherever I go aswell, people from the past that text me what the fuck I've done to look like this, when I do groceries I have people pointing at their biceps while nodding at me. When I go out, I get stares everywhere. It's genuinely incredible because I can say whatever I want and get away with it. I get respect from everyone I meet. I wish I was joking because there ain't no way I'm gonna be happy on TRT jfl.
I'm not tryna brag but just trying to paint a picture, I've always had girls throughout my life but since hopping on devious 19nors cycles they genuinely just throw themselves at me like I've never ever seen before irl.
However I'm tryna tone it down atm since I found true genuine love for the first time in years and I'm not tryna fuck it up like the previous times so that's why I'm just gonna skywalkermaxx for like 2 more months before going back to normie existence.

ADVICE

I believe EVERYONE should go through this phase atleast ONCE in their lives. Be that in the search for better looks, a better social life or just feeling really good.

Since the past year I've done a fair bit of research into cycles, gear, ancillaries and everything that comes with it and the ROI of ldar'ing 19nor compounds and running high TEST is just not there. IMO you should NEVER run high test cycles. There are synthetic compounds for a reason and if you're not stupid u can blast your ass off for a couple months and come off just fine (if not healthier than before).

my advice, run TRT test, high tren, some form of DHT derivs and exist. The androgenic problems that come with them can all be fixed in due time but u should reap all the benefits these types of cycles can give u. Bones, confidence, a new world view (purpose), ...

I genuinely wish I hopped on at like 16, I would've had such an easier life but it is what is is.

The thing is, it does NOT matter how torturous your life is. A good cycle can still give you all the dopamine and pleasure u need to be content. U can be a true ugly duckling and still adore roids simply because the neuro effects give u a calmer state of mind and can morph ur world view into something less pessimistic.

We're all gonna make it bros

DO NOT get addicted to this type of high tho, no drug in the world comes close to this but an existence fueled by external factors will never grant u the peace u think it will. I'm really excited to get my feet back on the ground and get out of this hole I dug myself. It's been the most fun I've had in my life but good things don't last.

My world view remains the same, kids, a happy wife and a peaceful life of wisdom. I have to say tho, for most people this life is just a fantasy because finding a good girl is near impossible. I've seen some WILD shit lately and my faith in humanity has crumbled sadly.

so yea, think I've discussed all the interesting parts

Blast gear, exist and ldar into a comfortable happy life.

trenything is possible

Mirin

 

[PsychoDsk]

what do you think about mtren?

there's nothing to think about mtren, it's straight-up retarded.
Tren itself is alr pushing the limits on a multi month blast. mtren is just plain stupid and gives 0 extra benefits.
It's just catching hype together with halo while in reality both of these provide nothing

 

[user223]

good thread, but why are we running dht derivatives in 2026

 

[FATPU$$YHUNTER]

ridiculous waist what the fuck

 

[Vass]

there's nothing to think about mtren, it's straight-up retarded.
Tren itself is alr pushing the limits on a multi month blast. mtren is just plain stupid and gives 0 extra benefits.
It's just catching hype together with halo while in reality both of these provide nothing

I dont know much about roids appart from test, is there anything you recommend i take like masteron or something else?

 

[PsychoDsk]

good thread, but why are we running dht derivatives in 2026

uhhh because nothing beats the androgenicity? Why are we still scared of dht derivs in 2026?

Science has come far bro, hair-loss, acne, collagen loss whatever can still be mitigated/fixed after coming off, the dht hate has got to stop

 

[PsychoDsk]

ridiculous waist what the fuck

preciate it brah

 

[PsychoDsk]

I dont know much about roids appart from test, is there anything you recommend i take like masteron or something else?

test is an inferior compound, never run it above 150mg/week no matter what.
Stack synthetic compounds according to ur goals, I always recommend 150 test 300 tren 300 mast to people because the look is just unbeatable. Just have to make sure u know what you're doing and have the necessary ancillaries to fix whatever problems arise

 

[FootballPlaya69]

test is an inferior compound, never run it above 150mg/week no matter what.
Stack synthetic compounds according to ur goals, I always recommend 150 test 300 tren 300 mast to people because the look is just unbeatable. Just have to make sure u know what you're doing and have the necessary ancillaries to fix whatever problems arise

Lmao 150 test barely replaces your natty test. Clueless fucking twink

 

[PsychoDsk]

Lmao 150 test barely replaces your natty test. Clueless fucking twink

u might be the most braindead bum on the forum

 

[PsychoDsk]

Cut back on the tren
Insane progesterone bloat recently I can’t get rid off

Just 150 test now but in 3 days hopping on a new cycle

300 test
150 mast
150 EQ
50 tren
50 var
Should set me right init

 

[childishkillah]

Cut back on the tren
Insane progesterone bloat recently I can’t get rid off

Just 150 test now but in 3 days hopping on a new cycle

300 test
150 mast
150 EQ
50 tren
50 var
Should set me right init

Double the tren dose

 

[PsychoDsk]

Double the tren dose

I need some sleep desperately bro

 

[childishkillah]

I need some sleep desperately bro

Which ancilleries are you using?

 

[Nardicus101]

Lmao 150 test barely replaces your natty test. Clueless fucking twink

120 test already put's at the upper range of physiological to super physiological

 

[Nardicus101]

Which ancilleries are you using?
View attachment 5351552

Jus CNS suppersor's
DORA's
Anti-Oxidant's
Noon's
n Alzheimer's medication
n you'll be good

 

[childishkillah]

Jus CNS suppersor's
DORA's
Anti-Oxidant's
Noon's
n Alzheimer's medication
n you'll be good

This is not nearly enough for long term health on moderate/high doses of tren.

 

[Nardicus101]

This is not nearly enough for long term health on moderate/high doses of tren.

JFL that all you can even do,

I run into problems of feeling hungry and retarded when tren goes above 150 for me, so I dont even bother running above that dose anymore
there only so much ancillaries can even do

 

[Mercurius]

did you get botox around the brows and lip filler?

 

[napyelashes]

Cut back on the tren
Insane progesterone bloat recently I can’t get rid off

Just 150 test now but in 3 days hopping on a new cycle

300 test
150 mast
150 EQ
50 tren
50 var
Should set me right init

Woah, i actually have never heard of progesterone bloat before, did u have some caber on hand?
assuming u experienced elevated progesterone sides like low libido and difficult orgasms too huh

 

[napyelashes]

Woah, i actually have never heard of progesterone bloat before, did u have some caber on hand?
assuming u experienced elevated progesterone sides like low libido and difficult orgasms too huh

nevermind actually read ur main post, did the caber never arrive thoug??

 

[PsychoDsk]

Which ancilleries are you using?
View attachment 5351552

Telmi epleronone memantine ezetimibe etc
Just the basics, tren barely has any effect on me anymore no matter the dose. First month was insane, physique and mentally but since then I can run grams and nothing happens
Kinda weird but that’s why I’m cutting it aswell

I feel like I’ll get a better look on something else like eq and mast
Mast always set me right in the past

 

[PsychoDsk]

nevermind actually read ur main post, did the caber never arrive thoug??

It did
Gave me insane anxiety for a few days but now it’s been fine
Libido is fully back

 

[jeremyy]

what about 15? would u wish u hopped on that age?

 

[PsychoDsk]

what about 15? would u wish u hopped on that age?

I mean yea but u shouldn’t even know about any of that shit at 15
Realistically I wish I hopped on right when I started going to the gym at like 18

 

[Orka]

Think last update was feb
Not sure
Back then my stack was
500 test
50 tren
250 mast
6iu gh
Absolute shit stack but we learn along the way

This was back then in feb
View attachment 5234104
I was looking alright, full and approachable and whatnot.
My face never really was the problem, it was moreso just confidence that was lacking at times


Now I've picked it up a notch (a lot) and the difference is diabolical, not just in physique but in everything. Mentally, socially, looks-wise and dare I say aura

For the past month I've been slowly upping the tren and lowering the test.

My current stack :

150 test cyp
300 tren E
6-8IU gh
and some ancillaries

I'm proud enough to say this is the BEST I've ever looked by far. I'll go a little more in depth on how my general life experience changed in a minute.
This is what I currently look like.

View attachment 5234138View attachment 5234155View attachment 5234157

HOWEVER, This is not peak shape yet. I'm about to add some extra stuff to REALLY end it on a good note before TRT'ing and LDAR'ing all the process and locking back in on my future.

In about a week or so I'm adding 50 var ed, clen and inj adrol pw + upping tren to 500 to really give my physique the last buff it needs.
I feel like I'm nearing a point where my physique is becoming less appealing and just more so that of a bodybuilder even though I genuinely just eat slop and let tren do the work.

When I'm fully coming off it'll be my last ever update before leaving this shit behind forever. Currently my bloods are still fine except prolactin creeping up and HDL being hammered even though I'm on ezetimibe. ALSO, my libido is insanely cooked. I have 0 urges but it's probably just my prolactin being fucked up and the caber from indiamart getting delayed for what feels like 10 years.

NOW, the most important part of this entire thread. WHAT CHANGED IN MY LIFE AND WHY ROIDS (SPECIFICALLY 19NORS) ARE THE FIRST STEP TOWARDS A BETTER EXISTENCE

First of all, I'd say my confidence and narcy behaviour is through the roof. I do have some schizo episodes once in a while but my mind adapted to the tren and I genuinely just feel on top of the world.
I can say and do whatever I want because who's gonna stop me type shit.

I'll draw a quick sketch of situations

Back in feb, confidence was fine. No problem really in talking to people however my goal was just getting bigger and leaner.
I woke up, made money, went to the gym and straight back to sleeping. Not really interested in slaying or whatever, just wanted to get bigger

NOW I live like a degenerate and I couldn't be more happier. I've been going on multi day benders, doing drugs again for the fun of it, all on not even 5 hours of sleep. I feel absolutely insane, like I'm not even exaggerating when I say I can get whatever I want. It's a whole different experience because no matter what happens I know it's gonna be fine and I'm gonna work it out anyway ifykwim.
Socially aswell, never in my LIFE have I gotten so many compliments like the past 2 months. Wherever I go aswell, people from the past that text me what the fuck I've done to look like this, when I do groceries I have people pointing at their biceps while nodding at me. When I go out, I get stares everywhere. It's genuinely incredible because I can say whatever I want and get away with it. I get respect from everyone I meet. I wish I was joking because there ain't no way I'm gonna be happy on TRT jfl.
I'm not tryna brag but just trying to paint a picture, I've always had girls throughout my life but since hopping on devious 19nors cycles they genuinely just throw themselves at me like I've never ever seen before irl.
However I'm tryna tone it down atm since I found true genuine love for the first time in years and I'm not tryna fuck it up like the previous times so that's why I'm just gonna skywalkermaxx for like 2 more months before going back to normie existence.

ADVICE

I believe EVERYONE should go through this phase atleast ONCE in their lives. Be that in the search for better looks, a better social life or just feeling really good.

Since the past year I've done a fair bit of research into cycles, gear, ancillaries and everything that comes with it and the ROI of ldar'ing 19nor compounds and running high TEST is just not there. IMO you should NEVER run high test cycles. There are synthetic compounds for a reason and if you're not stupid u can blast your ass off for a couple months and come off just fine (if not healthier than before).

my advice, run TRT test, high tren, some form of DHT derivs and exist. The androgenic problems that come with them can all be fixed in due time but u should reap all the benefits these types of cycles can give u. Bones, confidence, a new world view (purpose), ...

I genuinely wish I hopped on at like 16, I would've had such an easier life but it is what is is.

The thing is, it does NOT matter how torturous your life is. A good cycle can still give you all the dopamine and pleasure u need to be content. U can be a true ugly duckling and still adore roids simply because the neuro effects give u a calmer state of mind and can morph ur world view into something less pessimistic.

We're all gonna make it bros

DO NOT get addicted to this type of high tho, no drug in the world comes close to this but an existence fueled by external factors will never grant u the peace u think it will. I'm really excited to get my feet back on the ground and get out of this hole I dug myself. It's been the most fun I've had in my life but good things don't last.

My world view remains the same, kids, a happy wife and a peaceful life of wisdom. I have to say tho, for most people this life is just a fantasy because finding a good girl is near impossible. I've seen some WILD shit lately and my faith in humanity has crumbled sadly.

so yea, think I've discussed all the interesting parts

Blast gear, exist and ldar into a comfortable happy life.

trenything is possible

Chad wtf

 

[childishkillah]

JFL that all you can even do,

No, not at all.

 

[Nardicus101]

No, not at all.

Than list them
if there so much more you can do

 

[childishkillah]

Than list them
if there so much more you can do

MAOi like 9 methyl caeboline
Minocycline
COQ-10
Propranolol

 

[aelimaeli]

me wanna hop on cycle

 

[PsychoDsk]

Yes
Test eq mast var low dose tren is it
Best I’ve looked and felt ever

Nothing compares