Last week I deleted my 23 year old, $10.000, 5 TB porn collection.

[reborn]

I know it is fucking ridiculous and if you think I am an idiot I'd have to agree...but I had a 5 TB collection of porn. It contained roughly 20.000 videos. I had a lot of very specific fetish content. A lot of BDSM. I had a lot of paid content. Starting at 1998 I invested more than $10.000 in porn. I had thousands of bookmarks in my browser. I had lots of porn on my phone too.

So last week I deleted all of it. Every last bit including backups (I had multiple backups). I cleaned my phone. I deleted everything. The thing was porn would pop up as soon as I'd look on my phone or PC and it would distract me and invite me to fap all the time.

What is amazing is that it is already losing it's power over me. The need to watch porn or fap has drastically gone down as my phone and PC do not constantly invite me to fap anymore. I am not constantly being triggered and thus the need is going down. That's good.

I missed it just a little bit the first 2-3 days. But it felt very good. Seeing those files going away from my hard drives felt like a relief. And I do not regret it. Not at all. I feel like this shit was damaging my mind.

 

[Deleted member 14543]

I see

 

[Looks234]

This is why you’re a 40 year old virgin

[ISPOILER]OP is also probably an alt of a deleted member [/ISPOILER]

 

[reborn]

This is why you’re a 40 year old virgin

OP is also probably an alt of a deleted member

No I used to be on incels and got banned there but they said this does not affect looksmax. I created the account when the site was first created then stopped posting here. Now I am back (with that same account 'reborn'). That's all.

 

[Vermilioncore]

Yup

 

[Baldingman1998]

How is that 10k worth are you retarded? Porn is free

 

[AlwaysHaveQuestions]

What is amazing is that it is already losing it's power over me.

its more likely your libido stops working at that age

 

[JimmyDreamsOfZygos]

JFL man has a 2018 account

 

[Amexmaxx]

How is that 10k worth are you retarded? Porn is free

The best stuff you gotta pay for.

 

[paranakee]

good job man

 

[Patient A]

I know it is fucking ridiculous and if you think I am an idiot I'd have to agree...but I had a 5 TB collection of porn. It contained roughly 20.000 videos. I had a lot of very specific fetish content. A lot of BDSM. I had a lot of paid content. Starting at 1998 I invested more than $10.000 in porn. I had thousands of bookmarks in my browser. I had lots of porn on my phone too.

So last week I deleted all of it. Every last bit including backups (I had multiple backups). I cleaned my phone. I deleted everything. The thing was porn would pop up as soon as I'd look on my phone or PC and it would distract me and invite me to fap all the time.

What is amazing is that it is already losing it's power over me. The need to watch porn or fap has drastically gone down as my phone and PC do not constantly invite me to fap anymore. I am not constantly being triggered and thus the need is going down. That's good.

I missed it just a little bit the first 2-3 days. But it felt very good. Seeing those files going away from my hard drives felt like a relief. And I do not regret it. Not at all. I feel like this shit was damaging my mind.

Is this what the incel wizard meme is? did you get any wizardly powers?

@OldVirgin tier

 

[StrangerDanger]

what a fucking coomer

 

[Deleted member 6573]

good man.

 

[Deleted member 4430]

Person above me has 10 TB child porn on his harddrive

 

[Gonthar]

You paid $10k for porn, in my country you could have banged hundreds of escorts with this money...
Also, what's the point in keeping a porn collection on a hard-drive when you can just access directly pornhub, xvideos, etc.?

 

[reborn]

You paid $10k for porn, in my country you could have banged hundreds of escorts with this money...
Also, what's the point in keeping a porn collection on a hard-drive when you can just access directly pornhub, xvideos, etc.?

Because if you spend a lot of time with it it gets boring and you are interested in more and more fucked up shit like gokkun, bdsm, whippings, canings etc. Then you see a preview of a specific video on a free site...like a very unique idea or a woman you find extremely hot. You want to see the rest of it but it is nowhere to be found so since you are making good money and you do not have time to waste you just buy the membership instead of wasting days to find the video for free. Also 23 years ago porn was not as available as it is today and $10K over a 23 year timeframe is just $35 a month.

Sure I could have had a lot of real sex with that money but I was so addicted to those extreme fetishes that I would probably not even have gotten hard. I do not think I could have gotten the same dopamine rush from real sex to be honest. It was a really really bad addiction.

I am happy it is gone.

 

[eduardkoopman]

Starting at 1998 I invested more than $10.000 in porn. I

LOL @ using the word "INVESTED"

It's an expense, cost. Not an investment, that gives money returns.

 

[ChristianChad]

I know it is fucking ridiculous and if you think I am an idiot I'd have to agree...but I had a 5 TB collection of porn. It contained roughly 20.000 videos. I had a lot of very specific fetish content. A lot of BDSM. I had a lot of paid content. Starting at 1998 I invested more than $10.000 in porn. I had thousands of bookmarks in my browser. I had lots of porn on my phone too.

So last week I deleted all of it. Every last bit including backups (I had multiple backups). I cleaned my phone. I deleted everything. The thing was porn would pop up as soon as I'd look on my phone or PC and it would distract me and invite me to fap all the time.

What is amazing is that it is already losing it's power over me. The need to watch porn or fap has drastically gone down as my phone and PC do not constantly invite me to fap anymore. I am not constantly being triggered and thus the need is going down. That's good.

I missed it just a little bit the first 2-3 days. But it felt very good. Seeing those files going away from my hard drives felt like a relief. And I do not regret it. Not at all. I feel like this shit was damaging my mind.

An cp over the years?

 

[Deleted member 8853]

This is why you’re a 40 year old virgin

[ISPOILER]OP is also probably an alt of a deleted member [/ISPOILER]

Other than looks people are virgins cuz they're retarded

 

[Gonthar]

LOL @ using the word "INVESTED"

It's an expense, cost. Not an investment, that gives money returns.

He could have sold it and even make a profit, especially if he has some vintage porn on tape, film, vinyl, etc...

 

[Patient A]

He could have sold it and even make a profit, especially if he has some vintage porn on tape, film, vinyl, etc...

@BrendioEEE be like, "I can give you 'bout three fiddy for your entire BBC stock"

 

[Tony]

wtf is this thread @TsarTsar444 @cloUder @lutte

 

[khvirgin]

were they custom videos?
did you pay some camgirl to shout insults at you like "LITTLE DICKED SUBHUMAN VIRGIN LOSER"?

 

[BrendioEEE]

@BrendioEEE be like, "I can give you 'bout three fiddy for your entire BBC stock"

• 36 minutes ago

 

[reborn]

He could have sold it and even make a profit, especially if he has some vintage porn on tape, film, vinyl, etc...+

No it was just random internet trash.

were they custom videos?
did you pay some camgirl to shout insults at you like "LITTLE DICKED SUBHUMAN VIRGIN LOSER"?

Kinda but not exactly. There was some femdom content but I also had a lot of bukkake/gokkun and caning/whipping videos. I am still happy I got rid of it. That kind of content works extremely well when it comes to dopamine release but it is just too much for the mind to handle and you will go numb when it comes to normal stuff.

An cp over the years?

No thank God I am not into that shit.

LOL @ using the word "INVESTED"

It's an expense, cost. Not an investment, that gives money returns.

True but in my native language we use "invest" synonymously to "spend". I wasn't aware it apparently doesn't work that way in English.

 

[ChristianChad]

No thank God I am not into that shit.

Cope
CP was incredibly easy to get in early internet days

 

[LipstickAlley]

good on you man

 

[Ritalincel]

wtf is this thread @TsarTsar444 @cloUder @lutte

 

[Deleted member 14138]

I know it is fucking ridiculous and if you think I am an idiot I'd have to agree...but I had a 5 TB collection of porn. It contained roughly 20.000 videos. I had a lot of very specific fetish content. A lot of BDSM. I had a lot of paid content. Starting at 1998 I invested more than $10.000 in porn. I had thousands of bookmarks in my browser. I had lots of porn on my phone too.

So last week I deleted all of it. Every last bit including backups (I had multiple backups). I cleaned my phone. I deleted everything. The thing was porn would pop up as soon as I'd look on my phone or PC and it would distract me and invite me to fap all the time.

What is amazing is that it is already losing it's power over me. The need to watch porn or fap has drastically gone down as my phone and PC do not constantly invite me to fap anymore. I am not constantly being triggered and thus the need is going down. That's good.

I missed it just a little bit the first 2-3 days. But it felt very good. Seeing those files going away from my hard drives felt like a relief. And I do not regret it. Not at all. I feel like this shit was damaging my mind.

NIGGA! YOU COULDA GOTTEN HELLA SURGERY MAXED WITH THAT KINDA MONEY!

 

[Preoximerianas]

Gonna do the same thing starting tomorrow, whatever porn shit that I have is getting deleted completely. Pornography is complete degeneracy and it's time I finally throw that shit out of my life for good.

Absolutely blessed move OP

 

[BrettyBoy]

Your avatar: R’s me.

 

[reborn]

Gonna do the same thing starting tomorrow, whatever porn shit that I have is getting deleted completely. Pornography is complete degeneracy and it's time I finally throw that shit out of my life for good.

Absolutely blessed move OP

Yes and the same goes for anything that is meant to give you quick dopamine for something that is just an illusion. Therefore I also deleted all my social media and uninstalled my games. The brain must learn to get dopamine only from ACTUAL success. The mere expectation of porn, social media and games will already release dopamine which will force you to do it if it is at all an option. Therefore try to eliminate as many options of fucking up from your life.

 

[quakociaptockh]

If it was worth 10k, why didn't you sell it?

 

[Deleted member 3612]

porn is free retard