lifelet_666
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another rant bc im bored and have no friends also nobody likes me
im 17 now and i fucking hate looking this young and beeing this boneless. people always say that ill be happy about it when im older but i dont give a fuck about when im 40 i care about now. every single time i meet someone they think im like 12-13 and after that they already got an image of me in their head.
i finally grew this year and im around 175cm now. my voice also got deeper but it didnt really fix anything. i thought once i got taller people would finally stop treating me like a kid but literally nothing changed. i still got the same baby face and thats all people notice.
my parents still talk to me like im a little child. whenever i try to say something serious they either laugh it off or act like i dont know what im talking about. its honestly embarrassing. in school its the same shit. teachers never really take me serious and i always feel like they see me as some little kid instead of someone whos almost an adult.
my friends arent assholes or anything but i can still tell they dont see me the same way they see everyone else. they always make the decisions and i just kinda exist. if i say my opinion nobody really listens and if someone else says the exact same thing 2 minutes later suddenly its a good idea.
ive never had a girl actually look interested in me. i see people my age getting girlfriends while i still get asked what grade im in because people think im way younger. after a while you just stop believing that its gonna change anytime soon.
everyone thinks im a happy person because i joke around all the time but thats just what people see. i honestly cant remember the last time i actually felt good about myself. every birthday i keep thinking maybe this is finally the year ill start looking normal but then its just the same shit again.
ive been depressed for i while now being a boneless cutecell who looks like 12 isnt for the week. i have tried killing myself before but i now believe its not worth it bc i want to blast roids before i die and maybe age myself 10 years. I never enjoyed my life and probably never will. again im not looking for empathy this is just a place for me to vent ig
im 17 now and i fucking hate looking this young and beeing this boneless. people always say that ill be happy about it when im older but i dont give a fuck about when im 40 i care about now. every single time i meet someone they think im like 12-13 and after that they already got an image of me in their head.
i finally grew this year and im around 175cm now. my voice also got deeper but it didnt really fix anything. i thought once i got taller people would finally stop treating me like a kid but literally nothing changed. i still got the same baby face and thats all people notice.
my parents still talk to me like im a little child. whenever i try to say something serious they either laugh it off or act like i dont know what im talking about. its honestly embarrassing. in school its the same shit. teachers never really take me serious and i always feel like they see me as some little kid instead of someone whos almost an adult.
my friends arent assholes or anything but i can still tell they dont see me the same way they see everyone else. they always make the decisions and i just kinda exist. if i say my opinion nobody really listens and if someone else says the exact same thing 2 minutes later suddenly its a good idea.
ive never had a girl actually look interested in me. i see people my age getting girlfriends while i still get asked what grade im in because people think im way younger. after a while you just stop believing that its gonna change anytime soon.
everyone thinks im a happy person because i joke around all the time but thats just what people see. i honestly cant remember the last time i actually felt good about myself. every birthday i keep thinking maybe this is finally the year ill start looking normal but then its just the same shit again.
ive been depressed for i while now being a boneless cutecell who looks like 12 isnt for the week. i have tried killing myself before but i now believe its not worth it bc i want to blast roids before i die and maybe age myself 10 years. I never enjoyed my life and probably never will. again im not looking for empathy this is just a place for me to vent ig
