Leaving Christianity/religion

[Truecelcoper]

For all of my life I’ve been Christian, and recently I’ve been drifting apart from it, seems weird that someone who believes in genetic determinism believes in god aswell, it’s a contradiction.

But tbh I think I used it as some sort of cope but the more I think about it why would an all loving god give me this life, a life of suffering while “blessing others” just doesn’t make any sense.

 

[wii]

idk why this popped up on my thing but it must be a sign i’m gonna pray for u to come back to jesus and his church

 

[{Vesper}]

I find it harder and harder to believe but if I leave my religion than the family that I love will look at me differently and use me as an example and look down on me. Which is one of my worst nightmares.

 

[vvvx33]

I understand the last part but I could never deny God, just couldn’t do it