Legit have almost nothing to lose

[Pythagoras]

Might as well jump off a cliff with a BMX see how many flips i can do before i split my skull. I'm completely sick of this world and pray for a heart attack every night but 'god' doesn't listen. my biggest fear is that I'm going to last for many more years to come, can't imagine surviving till 40+ tbh. feel like i have to do something drastic soon or it's over. not just on paper but actually over. fuck i hate this world and everyone and everything that's in it. I was always so optimistic in the past..damn.

 

[Pythagoras]

@Syobevoli spread some negativity tbh, can't deal with this blue cucks rn.

 

[Deleted member 14323]

One time I prayed to god for the first time and I said in my head “dear god please make me sick this Monday because who tf wants to go to school amen” and I actually was sick that Monday. Crazy shittass!,,!

 

[Pythagoras]

One time I prayed to god for the first time and I said in my head “dear god please make me sick this Monday because who tf wants to go to school amen” and I actually was sick that Monday. Crazy shittass!,,!

You made me realize that everything i've ever asked for went on reverse, I have an idea.

 

[Deleted member 14323]

You made me realize that everything i ever asked for went on reverse, I have an idea.

I have no idea what you’re talking about… but good luck !,,!

 

[Pythagoras]

I have no idea what you’re talking about… but good luck !,,!

Not that hard to get it, I'll just pray for a healthy heart with 4 rooms completely open with blood flow.

 

[Deleted member 14323]

Not that hard to get it, I'll just pray for a healthy heart with 4 rooms completely open with blood flow.

Ok just don’t kill yourself cause then you will be sent to hell

 

[Pythagoras]

Ok just don’t kill yourself cause then you will be sent to hell

From one to another

 

[Deleted member 14303]

God has a plan for you he gives his toughest battles to his strongest warriors

 

[Deleted member 6403]

Take the powerful down if you do, in GTA 5 ofc

 

[Deleted member 275]

@Syobevoli spread some negativity tbh, can't deal with this blue cucks rn.

It's 3AM and I have an exam in 5 hours. Instead of studying I am shitposting here.

I realize these studies are fucking trash and it's why my mind revolts to make these fucking assignements. I am going to the toilet every 2 hours taking small shits, my digestive system is clearly suffering under this stress. But I don't have an alternative either. Fuck I hate this society. 5 years of rotting as a NEET.

I had such a bright brain. Smart and creative. Happy and motivated. And everything went to shit. Happiness and motivation went away in my teens, only an empty husk left that moved on. Then this seeped into the rest of my mind, and now my intelligence and creativity is gone too.

Coping with women, holidays, parties. Not even a lot of them since I lack the energy to go all out on this party/slayer life. But every experience is empty for me, lacking in emotion. I have the memory, I know what happened, I know what it looked like. But it doesn't give me any feeling, any emotion.

Fuck

 

[Pythagoras]

God has a plan for you he gives his toughest battles to his strongest warriors

 

[Deleted member 275]

Might as well jump off a cliff with a BMX see how many flips i can do before i split my skull. I'm completely sick of this world and pray for a heart attack every night but 'god' doesn't listen. my biggest fear is that I'm going to last for many more years to come, can't imagine surviving till 40+ tbh. feel like i have to do something drastic soon or it's over. not just on paper but actually over. fuck i hate this world and everyone and everything that's in it. I was always so optimistic in the past..damn.

Suicide is coming.

 

[Pythagoras]

Suicide is coming.

I thought (theoretically) (in GTA) about attaching weight to my leg and jump to a river, it has 100% success, and fairly quick. this gun or poisoning stuff can always go wrong, you can survive this shit and live even shittier life, with drowning you have 100.1% chance of succeeding, maybe get on the edge and do something before not to feel it all, but still have the no air backup.

This is all in a game.

 

[Deleted member 275]

I thought (theoretically) (in GTA) about attaching weight to my leg and jump to a river, it has 100% success, and fairly quick. this gun or poisoning stuff can always go wrong, you can survive this shit and live even shittier life, with drowning you have 100.1% chance of succeeding, maybe get on the edge and do something before not to feel it all, but still have the no air backup.

This is all in a game.

Tbh i think in the netherlands they have supported euthanasia. I should pay a visit there ngl. Maybe they have some good ideas.

 

[Pythagoras]

Tbh i think in the netherlands they have supported euthanasia. I should pay a visit there ngl. Maybe they have some good ideas.

The fact that this is illegal in most countries is raging. people would kick you out from literally everywhere, but not from yourself? suddenly they care about us? I've been born without my asking and i don't like what i see, why it is so bad to ask out in a peaceful way, fuck.

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

I thought (theoretically) (in GTA) about attaching weight to my leg and jump to a river, it has 100% success, and fairly quick. this gun or poisoning stuff can always go wrong, you can survive this shit and live even shittier life, with drowning you have 100.1% chance of succeeding, maybe get on the edge and do something before not to feel it all, but still have the no air backup.

This is all in a game.

drowning is some scary shit ngl i'd imagine it scarier than burning to ashes tbh. there's no easy way out when it comes to suicide u will definitely regret it in the moment when u pull the "trigger"

 

[Pythagoras]

drowning is some scary shit ngl i'd imagine it scarier than burning to ashes tbh. there's no easy way out when it comes to suicide u will definitely regret it in the moment when u pull the "trigger"

I don't, not even close to burning. I was very close to dying from drowning as a kid, i was stuck under a small boat and on the last seconds i got out somehow, i remember the feeling. sure it would've got worse but you have to remember this is relatively quick. and you can do something beforehand and 'fall' into the river, that way killing 1 bird with 2 bullets (yes i said it right)

 

[Pythagoras]

u will definitely regret it in the moment when u pull the "trigger"

U wouldn't be able to think clearly ofc, you need to figure it out beforehand.

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

U wouldn't be able to think clearly ofc, you need to figure it out beforehand.

i disagree tbh. i had an experience with drowning as a kid too, maybe not as bad as urs but damn the terror i felt trying to gasp for air was so fucking traumatising

 

[Pythagoras]

i disagree tbh. i had an experience with drowning as a kid too, maybe not as bad as urs but damn the terror i felt trying to gasp for air was so fucking traumatising

I panicked like a motherfucker too ofc, i remember myself going numb at some point too. but comparing it to fire is stupid. hold your breath for 1 min and touch fire, really? now you will think ofc 'but you need to wait for the moment you have no air' this is right, but it super quick from that point. the fire thing would hurt from the very first second till the end and the pain duration would take more time.

Even tho drowning isn't about 'pain' too which is a better way to go imo.

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

I panicked like a motherfucker too ofc, i remember myself going numb at some point too. but comparing it to fire is stupid. hold your breath for 1 min and touch fire, really? now you will think ofc 'but you need to wait for the moment you have no air' this is right, but it super quick from that point. the fire thing would hurt from the very first second till the end and the pain duration would take more time.

either way u'd have to be beyond fucked in life to take ur own life that brutally. dying in a war on the other hand is my dream way of going out if i lived during those times.

 

[Pythagoras]

either way u'd have to be beyond fucked in life to take ur own life that brutally. dying in a war on the other hand is my dream way of going out if i lived during those times.

You think that losing limbs from bombing is a better way to go? hours or days of such pain? you wouldn't exactly get it the way you want (a bullet straight to the heart) still can't comprehend how you match fire with drowning tbh.

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

You think that losing limbs from bombing is a better way to go? hours or days of such pain? you wouldn't exactly get it the way you want (a bullet straight to the heart) still can't comprehend how you match fire with drowning tbh.

modern life thoi wouldn't kms no matter what shit's too convenient no matter how bad i want it on my worst days

 

[Pythagoras]

modern life thoi wouldn't kms no matter what shit's too convenient no matter how bad i want it on my worst days

3 years ago i couldn't comprehend people that talk the way i do now, but here i am. it can get to everyone. hope you wouldn't reach such point.

 

[micropenis29]

Might as well jump off a cliff with a BMX see how many flips i can do before i split my skull. I'm completely sick of this world and pray for a heart attack every night but 'god' doesn't listen.

LMAOOO

 

[TUSSELEIF]

Fucking same. Can’t imagine living with my aspergers and adhd along with my shit looks and personality for many more years. I am 20, but my life is basically over. Rotting for 5 years, no friends for 5 years, basically wasted teenage life. Spending all my time alone in my room. And my family and society expect me to live on jfl. I really hate this world and after the blackpill it just feels empty. All I want to do before roping is to hopefully experience a time with a girl, but right now I am basically a coping neet. I don’t know how I would do without these forums though

 

[micropenis29]

you guys need to get off the jew pills

get happy again

stop going after these zombie roasties

make a young girl laugh, then take her out and pork her brains out

 

[Pythagoras]

you guys need to get off the jew pills

get happy again

stop going after these zombie roasties

make a young girl laugh, then take her out and pork her brains out

Don't imagine every situation like yours, not even a 10/10 virgin lovely smart girl would be able to save me most likely.

 

[micropenis29]

Don't imagine every situation like yours, not even a 10/10 virgin lovely smart girl would be able to save me most likely.

there's no problem so great that a young virgin stacy can't solve

 

[Pythagoras]

there's no problem so great that a young virgin stacy can't solve

I wouldn't know

 

[Baldingman1998]

It's 3AM and I have an exam in 5 hours. Instead of studying I am shitposting here.

I realize these studies are fucking trash and it's why my mind revolts to make these fucking assignements. I am going to the toilet every 2 hours taking small shits, my digestive system is clearly suffering under this stress. But I don't have an alternative either. Fuck I hate this society. 5 years of rotting as a NEET.

I had such a bright brain. Smart and creative. Happy and motivated. And everything went to shit. Happiness and motivation went away in my teens, only an empty husk left that moved on. Then this seeped into the rest of my mind, and now my intelligence and creativity is gone too.

Coping with women, holidays, parties. Not even a lot of them since I lack the energy to go all out on this party/slayer life. But every experience is empty for me, lacking in emotion. I have the memory, I know what happened, I know what it looked like. But it doesn't give me any feeling, any emotion.

Fuck

We are the same. Over for bad experience puberty cels

 

[micropenis29]

I wouldn't know

 

[Pythagoras]

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[micropenis29]

I wouldn't know

you're too hard on yourself

don't let the assholes bring you down

 

[Looks234]

Fucking same. Can’t imagine living with my aspergers and adhd along with my shit looks and personality for many more years.

your looks are fine. you just need to fix your neurotransmitters.

 

[Pythagoras]

you're too hard on yourself

don't let the assholes bring you down

It's not about 'them' bro, I don't feel like sharing the reason..just the result.

 

[Pythagoras]

your looks are fine. you just need to fix your neurotransmitters.

When will you guys realize it's not all about looks all the time? Me @Syobevoli and now you say that guy too - are fine looking. it's just ain't gonna cut it sometimes.

 

[Deleted member 275]

When will you guys realize it's not all about looks all the time? Me @Syobevoli and now you say that guy too - are fine looking. it's just ain't gonna cut it sometimes.

Looks are a very usefull tool to obtain life quality and resulting happiness. But sometimes it's too late, or not enough.

 

[micropenis29]

It's not about 'them' bro, I don't feel like sharing the reason..just the result.

you "hate everyone" but it's not about them?

then why hate them?

 

[Pythagoras]

Looks are a very usefull tool to obtain life quality and resulting happiness. But sometimes it's too late, or not enough.

It doesn't matter how beautiful is the TV if it ain't working, useless.

 

[Pythagoras]

you "hate everyone" but it's not about them?

then why hate them?

That's just a + reason, not the final thing.

 

[micropenis29]

That's just a + reason, not the final thing.

ah, erectile dysfunction

i see

 

[Pythagoras]

ah, erectile dysfunction

i see

You have to stop thinking about sex and dicks all the time tbh, na.

 

[micropenis29]

You have to stop thinking about sex and dicks all the time tbh, na.

 

[Idontknowlol]

Nothing to lose means you can only gain from now on

 

[Pythagoras]

Nothing to lose means you can only gain from now on

Read the title

 

[Deleted member 275]

It doesn't matter how beautiful is the TV if it ain't working, useless.

Having a girlfriend and getting a close look into someone's life through that opened my eyes to this:

Our lives were very, very different. Her life compared to mine was like a fairytale. She did things because she enjoyed them, led by these good feelings, dreams, ambitions.

While my life was mostly lead through 'I should do this' 'I should do that' 'I need to do that'.

I was a slave in this world compared to her, and there wasn't anything I could do about it.

Even this week. I force myself to study, force myself to go to the gym, force myself to leanmax, force myself to go on dates. Cuz else I just rot with 0 drive left, no intrinsic good feelings left that make it effortless. Make you actually want something and then go for it.

 

[Bubarik]

Our lives were very, very different. Her life compared to mine was like a fairytale. She did things because she enjoyed them, led by these good feelings, dreams, ambitions.

While my life was mostly lead through 'I should do this' 'I should do that' 'I need to do that'.

Fuck, that rings the bell. Seems like it's just the way some brains work. I've lived my whole life expecting worse, but not sure if it's some congenital trait or the result of fucked up childhood though

 

[micropenis29]

Having a girlfriend and getting a close look into someone's life through that opened my eyes to this:

Our lives were very, very different. Her life compared to mine was like a fairytale. She did things because she enjoyed them, led by these good feelings, dreams, ambitions.

While my life was mostly lead through 'I should do this' 'I should do that' 'I need to do that'.

I was a slave in this world compared to her, and there wasn't anything I could do about it.

Even this week. I force myself to study, force myself to go to the gym, force myself to leanmax, force myself to go on dates. Cuz else I just rot with 0 drive left, no intrinsic good feelings left that make it effortless. Make you actually want something and then go for it.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

this is why i always say to drop out of school, to stop gymceling, to stop dating

nobody ever listens