life feels more overwhelming and absurd as i continue to exist in this shell of mine

[Sceptical]

why does this happen every time i take one day off from my perfectly structured cope routine of self improovement

 

[Petsmart]

SYM

 

[normanx]

why does this happen every time i take one day off from my perfectly structured cope routine of self improovement

default mode network ramble

 

[Sceptical]

SYM

the sky is beautiful and the trees surround me from the rest of this clown world

 

[Sceptical]

default mode network ramble

if you were to die tomorrow it would have no affect on my life

 

[Alienmaxxer]

why does this happen every time i take one day off from my perfectly structured cope routine of self improovement

Autism.

"A strong need for structured routines and predictability is a core diagnostic feature of autism, often manifesting as intense distress over minor changes. These behaviors, known as "insistence on sameness," help autistic individuals manage anxiety, reduce cognitive load, and navigate a world that feels overwhelming."

 

[normanx]

if you were to die tomorrow it would have no affect on my life

son u didnt get it, rotmaxxing + boredom on ur off day is what makes ur mind redirect itself internally into ur dissatisfaction outside of distracting cope routine u said

 

[isis_Bleach]

i feel like this even when im doing everythint perfectly. i hope if i go ling wnough it will disappear