Life in general is Ropefuel

[LLcel]

I cant be the only one who feels anhedonic towards anything they think of / do. The moment humans gained too much sentience is the day it all went wrong. Nothing matters in end and there is 0 difference in dying at 80 being chad or killing yourself at 20 as an incel. The blackpill and looksmaxxing is only the tip of the iceberg when it comes to living a fullfilling and enjoyable life. Everything in a day a day to basis is unbearable or borderline impossible without the use of some kind of substance fucking with your neurotransmitters. Getting a gf? she will inevitably leave. Starting a family with your betabuxxed wife? she will day dream about others and divorce you for alimony. Getting money? any materialistic gain will eventually become saturated and worthless after you reap all the dopamine from it. Following your calling / inate passion in life? Doesnt matter in the long run, once you die you dont get to spectate or reincarnate, all your progress and achievements will be for nothing since you will no longer be able to enjoy it. Once you ascend to a certain level of intelligence granted your awareness is on paar you realize how truly shit human existence is. Hypercapitalistic society is infuriating to live in and eventually drives the knowing insane. Whatever truly rules this life whether you believe it to be the Jews, 13 families, Royalty, a God, Reptillians, or any other being doesn't take away from the fact of how powerless you and I really are. Life is shit and meaningless and no matter how many intrusive positive thoughts you concur to disprove this it will never alter the course at play. I myself am a raging Nicotine + Amphetamine addict due to genetic ADHD and cant get by without the use of exogenous chemicals to jump start my brain to function at this shitty game. "Muh go to a therapist or doctor" tried it and got diagnosed of something I didn't even know I had and got prescribed an SSRI equivalent drug that im supposed to take for the rest of my life just to be able to feel happy and focused? the irony of how bad this joke is is what makes me so apathetic towards these kinds of things. I envy NT retards who can go along the course of life through instincts and actually enjoy it while I rot in my own mind.

"Muh go cold turkey and stop letting your mind take control of you" Please kill yourself, if you genuinely think its that easy.

Anyways lmk how u guys deal with shit like this need some advice before the adderall wears off and the crash makes me suicidal again .

Spoiler: ND's

@Seth Walsh @ThisCat @JkCel @slaters @Ogionth @Stranger to myself

 

[LLcel]

inb4 DNR

 

[trench]

im not gonna read all this bro

 

[LLcel]

im not gonna read all this bro

TL;DR

Addiction + no motivation to do anything

 

[rapeeat88]

Just become an unapologetic nazi, problem solved.

 

[trench]

TL;DR

Addiction + no motivation to do anything

same, what addictions

 

[LLcel]

same, what addictions

nicotine, stimulants, porn. anything that involves dopamine + norepinephrine

 

[trench]

nicotine, stimulants, porn. anything that involves dopamine + norepinephrine

same and weed

 

[playxiing]

I cant be the only one who feels anhedonic towards anything they think of / do. The moment humans gained too much sentience is the day it all went wrong. Nothing matters in end and there is 0 difference in dying at 80 being chad or killing yourself at 20 as an incel. The blackpill and looksmaxxing is only the tip of the iceberg when it comes to living a fullfilling and enjoyable life. Everything in a day a day to basis is unbearable or borderline impossible without the use of some kind of substance fucking with your neurotransmitters. Getting a gf? she will inevitably leave. Starting a family with your betabuxxed wife? she will day dream about others and divorce you for alimony. Getting money? any materialistic gain will eventually become saturated and worthless after you reap all the dopamine from it. Following your calling / inate passion in life? Doesnt matter in the long run, once you die you dont get to spectate or reincarnate, all your progress and achievements will be for nothing since you will no longer be able to enjoy it. Once you ascend to a certain level of intelligence granted your awareness is on paar you realize how truly shit human existence is. Hypercapitalistic society is infuriating to live in and eventually drives the knowing insane. Whatever truly rules this life whether you believe it to be the Jews, 13 families, Royalty, a God, Reptillians, or any other being doesn't take away from the fact of how powerless you and I really are. Life is shit and meaningless and no matter how many intrusive positive thoughts you concur to disprove this it will never alter the course at play. I myself am a raging Nicotine + Amphetamine addict due to genetic ADHD and cant get by without the use of exogenous chemicals to jump start my brain to function at this shitty game. "Muh go to a therapist or doctor" tried it and got diagnosed of something I didn't even know I had and got prescribed an SSRI equivalent drug that im supposed to take for the rest of my life just to be able to feel happy and focused? the irony of how bad this joke is is what makes me so apathetic towards these kinds of things. I envy NT retards who can go along the course of life through instincts and actually enjoy it while I rot in my own mind.

"Muh go cold turkey and stop letting your mind take control of you" Please kill yourself, if you genuinely think its that easy.

Anyways lmk how u guys deal with shit like this need some advice before the adderall wears off and the crash makes me suicidal again .

Spoiler: ND's

@Seth Walsh @ThisCat @JkCel @slaters @Ogionth @Stranger to myself

addiction is just a slavery to overcome boredom

 

[LLcel]

addiction is just a slavery to overcome boredom

unfortunately

 

[LLcel]

same and weed

yh i didnt want to put that but im slowly losing that battle too

 

[Arwin12]

blame it on the jews and move on papi

 

[Drugsmaxxer]

Life is meaningless

 

[Drugsmaxxer]

Humans are programmed to be miserable

 

[Drugsmaxxer]

Worst case if life is a loop

 

[Lost Soul]

I mean it may be true but just imagine living decades of your life as a chad...

 

[Brownskink]

Read the bible

 

[Ogionth]

Since no one read it, I will read it and give you advice.

I cant be the only one who feels anhedonic towards anything they think of / do. The moment humans gained too much sentience is the day it all went wrong.

Look, I'd have to disagree with you here - if technology was not so advanced, your life would be much worse than it is.

Let's say, in an era, where you had to hunt for food - many of us (except those who luckily escape) would've gotten brutally eaten by a lion, now you don't even fear a death like that - a death like that is quite possibly an impossibility unless you're stupid.

Humans always had sentience, the only thing they're improving in is intelligence and technological advancements.

Nothing matters in end and there is 0 difference in dying at 80 being chad or killing yourself at 20 as an incel. The blackpill and looksmaxxing is only the tip of the iceberg when it comes to living a fullfilling and enjoyable life. Everything in a day a day to basis is unbearable or borderline impossible without the use of some kind of substance fucking with your neurotransmitters.

Look "nothing matters" because we will die one day is an excuse to try and escape the reality - or in other words, cope.

You'd ask what is the cope about? I'll explain it in my next message

Getting a gf? she will inevitably leave. Starting a family with your betabuxxed wife? she will day dream about others and divorce you for alimony. Getting money? any materialistic gain will eventually become saturated and worthless after you reap all the dopamine from it. Following your calling / inate passion in life? Doesnt matter in the long run, once you die you dont get to spectate or reincarnate, all your progress and achievements will be for nothing since you will no longer be able to enjoy it.

Look.

First, lemme just give you an analogy - because you basically are saying that it is okay to sabotage everything if it is DESTINED to come to an end one day - by that logic, we should kill every baby that comes to existence - we should not give any medicine to any baby that is sick when born - we should basically all suicide because we all will die.

Do you see how impractical this sounds?

Now let me tell you what exactly the cope is - let's say money for example.

Trust me, no one gets tired of "materialistic dopamine". It is only the rich ppl who will tell you that money doesn't matter - just ask someone living in poverty, eithwr he'll cope or tell you the reality - and you're doing the former

I guarantee you 100% that if you were a billionaire, or even a millionaire, you'd
never be as sad as you are right now.

Once you ascend to a certain level of intelligence granted your awareness is on paar you realize how truly shit human existence is.

But that doesn't prevent you from enjoying the enjoyable things, if they are in your access. (I'll explain what I mean by access).

Hypercapitalistic society is infuriating to live in and eventually drives the knowing insane. Whatever truly rules this life whether you believe it to be the Jews, 13 families, Royalty, a God, Reptillians, or any other being doesn't take away from the fact of how powerless you and I really are. Life is shit and meaningless and no matter how many intrusive positive thoughts you concur to disprove this it will never alter the course at play. I myself am a raging Nicotine + Amphetamine addict due to genetic ADHD and cant get by without the use of exogenous chemicals to jump start my brain to function at this shitty game. "Muh go to a therapist or doctor" tried it and got diagnosed of something I didn't even know I had and got prescribed an SSRI equivalent drug that im supposed to take for the rest of my life just to be able to feel happy and focused? the irony of how bad this joke is is what makes me so apathetic towards these kinds of things. I envy NT retards who can go along the course of life through instincts and actually enjoy it while I rot in my own mind.

"Muh go cold turkey and stop letting your mind take control of you" Please kill yourself, if you genuinely think its that easy.

Look, I'll tell you one thing.

You don't desire to end your life - you actually want a better life.

No one actually desires to end their life, they all want a better life - do you think you'd be suicidal if you were a handsome millionaire? DEFINITELY not, unless you're mentally ill.

That's what I meant by access, would you be suicidal if you had access to such a better life? I guarantee you wouldn't.

What can you do?

EARN money, and improve looks.

That's basically the entirety of how to not become suicidal, improve your life and not cope w "money wouldn't give me happiness" because it certainly will.

 

[JkCel]

I cant be the only one who feels anhedonic towards anything they think of / do. The moment humans gained too much sentience is the day it all went wrong. Nothing matters in end and there is 0 difference in dying at 80 being chad or killing yourself at 20 as an incel. The blackpill and looksmaxxing is only the tip of the iceberg when it comes to living a fullfilling and enjoyable life. Everything in a day a day to basis is unbearable or borderline impossible without the use of some kind of substance fucking with your neurotransmitters. Getting a gf? she will inevitably leave. Starting a family with your betabuxxed wife? she will day dream about others and divorce you for alimony. Getting money? any materialistic gain will eventually become saturated and worthless after you reap all the dopamine from it. Following your calling / inate passion in life? Doesnt matter in the long run, once you die you dont get to spectate or reincarnate, all your progress and achievements will be for nothing since you will no longer be able to enjoy it. Once you ascend to a certain level of intelligence granted your awareness is on paar you realize how truly shit human existence is. Hypercapitalistic society is infuriating to live in and eventually drives the knowing insane. Whatever truly rules this life whether you believe it to be the Jews, 13 families, Royalty, a God, Reptillians, or any other being doesn't take away from the fact of how powerless you and I really are. Life is shit and meaningless and no matter how many intrusive positive thoughts you concur to disprove this it will never alter the course at play. I myself am a raging Nicotine + Amphetamine addict due to genetic ADHD and cant get by without the use of exogenous chemicals to jump start my brain to function at this shitty game. "Muh go to a therapist or doctor" tried it and got diagnosed of something I didn't even know I had and got prescribed an SSRI equivalent drug that im supposed to take for the rest of my life just to be able to feel happy and focused? the irony of how bad this joke is is what makes me so apathetic towards these kinds of things. I envy NT retards who can go along the course of life through instincts and actually enjoy it while I rot in my own mind.

"Muh go cold turkey and stop letting your mind take control of you" Please kill yourself, if you genuinely think its that easy.

Anyways lmk how u guys deal with shit like this need some advice before the adderall wears off and the crash makes me suicidal again .

Spoiler: ND's

@Seth Walsh @ThisCat @JkCel @slaters @Ogionth @Stranger to myself

Bro took the nihilism pill I agree with most of the shit you say but that’s what good about life nothing matters bro you can do what ever you want your free….I have the same thoughts daily but ain’t shit we can do bro ur smarter than most people around you that should be enough to make up happy

Use your nihilistic mentality and thrive in this life

 

[LLcel]

Bro took the nihilism pill I agree with most of the shit you say but that’s what good about life nothing matters bro you can do what ever you want your free….I have the same thoughts daily but ain’t shit we can do bro ur smarter than most people around you that should be enough to make up happy

Use your nihilistic mentality and thrive in this life

lifefuel thanks bhai

 

[JkCel]

lifefuel thanks bhai

plus still time for you to significantly better your looks be happy brah

 

[ThisCat]

I cant be the only one who feels anhedonic towards anything they think of / do. The moment humans gained too much sentience is the day it all went wrong. Nothing matters in end and there is 0 difference in dying at 80 being chad or killing yourself at 20 as an incel. The blackpill and looksmaxxing is only the tip of the iceberg when it comes to living a fullfilling and enjoyable life. Everything in a day a day to basis is unbearable or borderline impossible without the use of some kind of substance fucking with your neurotransmitters. Getting a gf? she will inevitably leave. Starting a family with your betabuxxed wife? she will day dream about others and divorce you for alimony. Getting money? any materialistic gain will eventually become saturated and worthless after you reap all the dopamine from it. Following your calling / inate passion in life? Doesnt matter in the long run, once you die you dont get to spectate or reincarnate, all your progress and achievements will be for nothing since you will no longer be able to enjoy it. Once you ascend to a certain level of intelligence granted your awareness is on paar you realize how truly shit human existence is. Hypercapitalistic society is infuriating to live in and eventually drives the knowing insane. Whatever truly rules this life whether you believe it to be the Jews, 13 families, Royalty, a God, Reptillians, or any other being doesn't take away from the fact of how powerless you and I really are. Life is shit and meaningless and no matter how many intrusive positive thoughts you concur to disprove this it will never alter the course at play. I myself am a raging Nicotine + Amphetamine addict due to genetic ADHD and cant get by without the use of exogenous chemicals to jump start my brain to function at this shitty game. "Muh go to a therapist or doctor" tried it and got diagnosed of something I didn't even know I had and got prescribed an SSRI equivalent drug that im supposed to take for the rest of my life just to be able to feel happy and focused? the irony of how bad this joke is is what makes me so apathetic towards these kinds of things. I envy NT retards who can go along the course of life through instincts and actually enjoy it while I rot in my own mind.

"Muh go cold turkey and stop letting your mind take control of you" Please kill yourself, if you genuinely think its that easy.

Anyways lmk how u guys deal with shit like this need some advice before the adderall wears off and the crash makes me suicidal again .

Spoiler: ND's

@Seth Walsh @ThisCat @JkCel @slaters @Ogionth @Stranger to myself

 

[ThisCat]

blame it on the jews and move on papi