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greensquirrel66
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I learned about genetic determinism and lookism at a young age.
Consequently, it has consumed my life and my mental state. Causing me to subconsciously rate people in my head and avoid the mirror or the front iphone camera.
I truly think there is no saving me, i’m still just a kid but i’m so far from LTN let alone conventional attractiveness.
I accepted i’ll be conventionally unattractive my whole life if i don’t hardmaxx and it’s causing me to have suicidal thoughts.
I don’t really even want to live I just don’t want to leave everyone I love behind, it’s the only thing stopping me.
I let the black pill take over my life and there’s no going back. I don’t even know where to look for help.
I probably won’t post much here but i wanted to let it be known that the looksmaxxing rabbit hole is NOT worth it.
Until next time
Consequently, it has consumed my life and my mental state. Causing me to subconsciously rate people in my head and avoid the mirror or the front iphone camera.
I truly think there is no saving me, i’m still just a kid but i’m so far from LTN let alone conventional attractiveness.
I accepted i’ll be conventionally unattractive my whole life if i don’t hardmaxx and it’s causing me to have suicidal thoughts.
I don’t really even want to live I just don’t want to leave everyone I love behind, it’s the only thing stopping me.
I let the black pill take over my life and there’s no going back. I don’t even know where to look for help.
I probably won’t post much here but i wanted to let it be known that the looksmaxxing rabbit hole is NOT worth it.
Until next time