
Faavy
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things are happening inbetween my skull and they aren't necessarily bad things but maybe good things which are a puzzle yet to solve unfortunately I cant fit the pieces into place because I feel there's something I lack I just cannot figure it out so I stay on constantly putting effort into something that is most likely a delusion in my head that I hyperfixate on because I'm genuinely insane. i yearn for my presence to be acknowledged and I tell myself the longer I wait the better it'll be so I've waited long and maybe even longer holding onto the thought of somebody coming to fish me out of the ocean and preserve my life and maybe change it into something new and I am aware that relying on somebody is bad for you but I don't rely on anyone and I never have and as the days progress I believe I will never experience the chemical reaction your brain produces in intimate and passionate situations.