lavender26
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Well, I had a girlfriend for about a week, and that was the happiest I've ever been, but she broke up with me because we were taking the relationship too fast, which we were, and it's entirely all my fault. I remember getting the breakup message. I was crying my eyes out all night; it was so fucking miserable. We've been trying to actually know each other so we could get back together, but that's not what she wanted. She lost interest, and I don't blame her. Kissing her and cuddling with her, it felt out of this world. I had a bad porn addiction, but when I started dating her, that desire to watch porn just went away. It was the best feeling. I hated myself for watching it, and still do. The addiction came back, and I don't know what to do or who to talk to. Just scrolling through pics of us has me sad. I still love her, and I still think about her, although I know that feeling isn't mutual anymore. I don't have any desire to really do anything anymore. I just wish I could get back with her. I could show her how serious I am about wanting to be with her. I just hope she's happy.