Curlyhair_13YR
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Hello all this may sound extremely cringe and retarded but bear with me this is what I’ve experienced currently as a 14 year old MLTN whose 5‘11
1) School :i feel like my school life is uther dog shit , my school is full of genuine those scuba and Epstein island kids private grammar school btw .
I have pure hatred towards my class these 3 boys who know prolly pure dogshit always talk to girl while I can’t even muster up the courage to talk to a girl who even sits 2 seats away from me
These boys are all 162 and under (5‘3)
I have no idea how they are popular genuinely they always talk to the popular girls and they laugh with eachother and I only have like 1 friend in my class because my other friends are not in my school or not in my year and I get treated differently now because I grew from 158-179 in 1/2-2 years I don’t get bullied as heavily anymore but no one just talks to me and I wish I had the confidence of those boys in my class but people still treat me like shit and this girl from my class who I despise keeps talking shit infront me aswell and I just want to punch her in her stupid face until she’s bleeding everywhere and leaves this school and all the other girls from my class read genuine rape/porn books In class and laugh about it in class saying oh yea we read books hahahahaha .
And that whole friend group of sub5s who are under 163 talk to this HMTB from my class and keep touching her and her other friends one of the friends is who I mentioned from earlier I don’t get how these people are popular they should all just rope themselves JUST DO IT like Nike says you should .
2) personal life with parents : My dad is a semi rich guy must sound nice till you know that he’s a coke addict and that’s one of the only things holding him up. Coke literally killed his best friend (his cousin) and he copes with it and just gets drunk and geeked at the same time he’s been clean for I think 8-13 months . I have the feeling that my father has no friends they only go out with him and I bet they talk shit about him . He’s not even ugly imo he surgerymaxxed a bit . He’s 187.
And my dad would get drunk asf and would yell at me to come to his office [home office] and would just say stuff about his past and so much more and i genuinely don’t know what to say so i just listen and I can’t do anything about it cuz my dad is wayyyy stronger than I am and would knock me out with 1 punch .
Anytime my dad would get sad about the way he’s been treating me all my life because both and my mom would neglect me all my life and would fight infront of me and so much more and they wonder why I’m so awkward and don’t know how to talk to people and my mom would would just say the most shitty thing a mom could say to a child and when we were on a holiday trip to Uruguay I got ice cream from the stand and she told me to get her one and I couldn’t cause I spent all my money she told me get 1 and more and more till she beat me heavily infront of everyone on the beach and I had to walk around with a bruised eye everywhere for the next 1-2 weeks and then later on in the hotel my mom and dad came to me and said we’re sorry and just asked me if I wanted mc Donald’s and we got it and then this cycle would just repeat and repeat .
My parents always blame me for everything since I’ve been young and would constantly accuse me of lying even when i was telling the truth ,this one time we’re we had parent teacher conference thingy my parents came and my teachers talked for like 2 minutes and my dad jumped straight to the chase and asked how my grades are like and they said oh he has 2 C- in biology and Math and my dad just gave me a look and I knew what was coming for me and my mom also pinched me while we were sitting and then when we were home my dad immeaditly gave me a box on the ear 2 times and he yelled at me to never embarrass him in public .
Now that I’m getting older my parents don’t hit me anymore they just yell at me and say bs my dad still like punches me sometimes in my hip but not hard .
Now that I’m all taller and a bit good looking my dad or my mom wants to bond with me but I always make up and excuse saying I’m studying or I’m going out with a friend and more .
They probably know that all those years of trauma didn’t go away and know how shitty they treated and you and still treat you like shit and take out their anger out on you over any inconvenience.
My parents are also divorced since around 4 years and they try to win me over but I could genuinely gaf the moment i reach a bit of succes i won’t talk to them ever and be a way better parent than the both of them .
My Mom cried infront of me asking why I don’t spend time with her and i just started screaming at her and gave her all the reason and I called her a shitty mother and I didn’t go home for 2 days and Spend the night at my bestfriends house who is 18.
My dad on the other hand just knows he was a shitty parent and doesn’t even deny being one and says he’s working on Being better while the only thing he does is trying to buy me out of my misery and my trauma .
The other day my mom would just call me ugly nonstop and call me retarded because I would get panick attacks and I also had one while being in America hanging with my host family playing basketball and one in school and she just calls me a retard and so much more and I have to go to school acting like I’m fine all day and I’ve been repeating this cycle for 4 years now I can’t go on like this .
And my parents act as differently around my friends or their friends which just makes me sad tbh I sound like a bitch saying this .
And I made my mom& Dad watch we need to talk about Kevin.
3) Personal Life
I had 1 girlfriend and she broke up with me on New Year’s Eve of 2025 BRUTALLLL.
I don’t get why she did that but her best friend who hated me ig was the one who told me she was basically „cheating on me „ with another dude whose LTN at best and I felt kinda awkward about being ”cheated on” by someone who I thought loved me .
We had a kindergarten group were she was in and like 3 other ones including me so 4 people and there would just be nonstop gossip like the snake that just eats it self it was like that the whole time
And all of our moms are like bestfriends so we always have to meet up but since I’m so embarrassed of her and myself and my looks and how she would just talk shit about me I just don’t go to them and I always say sm bs so I don’t have to go .
One of my good friends left me basically and I just don’t want to talk to him .[too long to talk about it ]
I almost never get invited to a hang out I got asked 1-4 times this year to hang out all the other times I had to ask and push it aswell and I don’t even feel welcome in my own body and my own friends/friend group .
I am considering Roping but I want to break the cycle of my parents being shitty parents.
There’s more but my fingers hurt from typing so much I’ll post a part 2 of someone wants one I guess .
Bye bye
1) School :i feel like my school life is uther dog shit , my school is full of genuine those scuba and Epstein island kids private grammar school btw .
I have pure hatred towards my class these 3 boys who know prolly pure dogshit always talk to girl while I can’t even muster up the courage to talk to a girl who even sits 2 seats away from me
These boys are all 162 and under (5‘3)
I have no idea how they are popular genuinely they always talk to the popular girls and they laugh with eachother and I only have like 1 friend in my class because my other friends are not in my school or not in my year and I get treated differently now because I grew from 158-179 in 1/2-2 years I don’t get bullied as heavily anymore but no one just talks to me and I wish I had the confidence of those boys in my class but people still treat me like shit and this girl from my class who I despise keeps talking shit infront me aswell and I just want to punch her in her stupid face until she’s bleeding everywhere and leaves this school and all the other girls from my class read genuine rape/porn books In class and laugh about it in class saying oh yea we read books hahahahaha .
And that whole friend group of sub5s who are under 163 talk to this HMTB from my class and keep touching her and her other friends one of the friends is who I mentioned from earlier I don’t get how these people are popular they should all just rope themselves JUST DO IT like Nike says you should .
2) personal life with parents : My dad is a semi rich guy must sound nice till you know that he’s a coke addict and that’s one of the only things holding him up. Coke literally killed his best friend (his cousin) and he copes with it and just gets drunk and geeked at the same time he’s been clean for I think 8-13 months . I have the feeling that my father has no friends they only go out with him and I bet they talk shit about him . He’s not even ugly imo he surgerymaxxed a bit . He’s 187.
And my dad would get drunk asf and would yell at me to come to his office [home office] and would just say stuff about his past and so much more and i genuinely don’t know what to say so i just listen and I can’t do anything about it cuz my dad is wayyyy stronger than I am and would knock me out with 1 punch .
Anytime my dad would get sad about the way he’s been treating me all my life because both and my mom would neglect me all my life and would fight infront of me and so much more and they wonder why I’m so awkward and don’t know how to talk to people and my mom would would just say the most shitty thing a mom could say to a child and when we were on a holiday trip to Uruguay I got ice cream from the stand and she told me to get her one and I couldn’t cause I spent all my money she told me get 1 and more and more till she beat me heavily infront of everyone on the beach and I had to walk around with a bruised eye everywhere for the next 1-2 weeks and then later on in the hotel my mom and dad came to me and said we’re sorry and just asked me if I wanted mc Donald’s and we got it and then this cycle would just repeat and repeat .
My parents always blame me for everything since I’ve been young and would constantly accuse me of lying even when i was telling the truth ,this one time we’re we had parent teacher conference thingy my parents came and my teachers talked for like 2 minutes and my dad jumped straight to the chase and asked how my grades are like and they said oh he has 2 C- in biology and Math and my dad just gave me a look and I knew what was coming for me and my mom also pinched me while we were sitting and then when we were home my dad immeaditly gave me a box on the ear 2 times and he yelled at me to never embarrass him in public .
Now that I’m getting older my parents don’t hit me anymore they just yell at me and say bs my dad still like punches me sometimes in my hip but not hard .
Now that I’m all taller and a bit good looking my dad or my mom wants to bond with me but I always make up and excuse saying I’m studying or I’m going out with a friend and more .
They probably know that all those years of trauma didn’t go away and know how shitty they treated and you and still treat you like shit and take out their anger out on you over any inconvenience.
My parents are also divorced since around 4 years and they try to win me over but I could genuinely gaf the moment i reach a bit of succes i won’t talk to them ever and be a way better parent than the both of them .
My Mom cried infront of me asking why I don’t spend time with her and i just started screaming at her and gave her all the reason and I called her a shitty mother and I didn’t go home for 2 days and Spend the night at my bestfriends house who is 18.
My dad on the other hand just knows he was a shitty parent and doesn’t even deny being one and says he’s working on Being better while the only thing he does is trying to buy me out of my misery and my trauma .
The other day my mom would just call me ugly nonstop and call me retarded because I would get panick attacks and I also had one while being in America hanging with my host family playing basketball and one in school and she just calls me a retard and so much more and I have to go to school acting like I’m fine all day and I’ve been repeating this cycle for 4 years now I can’t go on like this .
And my parents act as differently around my friends or their friends which just makes me sad tbh I sound like a bitch saying this .
And I made my mom& Dad watch we need to talk about Kevin.
3) Personal Life
I had 1 girlfriend and she broke up with me on New Year’s Eve of 2025 BRUTALLLL.
I don’t get why she did that but her best friend who hated me ig was the one who told me she was basically „cheating on me „ with another dude whose LTN at best and I felt kinda awkward about being ”cheated on” by someone who I thought loved me .
We had a kindergarten group were she was in and like 3 other ones including me so 4 people and there would just be nonstop gossip like the snake that just eats it self it was like that the whole time
And all of our moms are like bestfriends so we always have to meet up but since I’m so embarrassed of her and myself and my looks and how she would just talk shit about me I just don’t go to them and I always say sm bs so I don’t have to go .
One of my good friends left me basically and I just don’t want to talk to him .[too long to talk about it ]
I almost never get invited to a hang out I got asked 1-4 times this year to hang out all the other times I had to ask and push it aswell and I don’t even feel welcome in my own body and my own friends/friend group .
I am considering Roping but I want to break the cycle of my parents being shitty parents.
There’s more but my fingers hurt from typing so much I’ll post a part 2 of someone wants one I guess .
Bye bye
