Life's Already Over At 18

[Whiteboard7]

Been away from the forum life got better for a bit I guess, but it always gets worse. Never get thrown a bone. I work my ass off every single day and I'm gonna continue doing that. I just don't see the point of my life anymore. Life was ruined from the start. I was stunted socially which caused me to act so Autistic in public, always a outsider and a loner. I know the expression pull yourself up by your boot straps but I just don't see a point of living, I know I'll never go through with anything like that but I'm just so numb and apathetic to this world. Society puts so much bullshit on me and I hate it. I feel caged and just, I just feel like my lifes already over at 18. No matter how hard I try it just never gets better I drift day by day feeling alone. I wish I could just be a NEET for a month just to escape from everything and actually recover from being burntout. I just can't take this shitty life as a ND "incel"

 

[karmacitathugmaxx]

hey mane, 28 here. theres a lot more room to go down than u think

 

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[Whiteboard7]

hey mane, 28 here. theres a lot more room to go down than u think

I don't see myself living till 28 tbh. Thanks for the encouragement boss. Probably, alot more to go down

 

[nk-a]

Been away from the forum life got better for a bit I guess, but it always gets worse. Never get thrown a bone. I work my ass off every single day and I'm gonna continue doing that. I just don't see the point of my life anymore. Life was ruined from the start. I was stunted socially which caused me to act so Autistic in public, always a outsider and a loner. I know the expression pull yourself up by your boot straps but I just don't see a point of living, I know I'll never go through with anything like that but I'm just so numb and apathetic to this world. Society puts so much bullshit on me and I hate it. I feel caged and just, I just feel like my lifes already over at 18. No matter how hard I try it just never gets better I drift day by day feeling alone. I wish I could just be a NEET for a month just to escape from everything and actually recover from being burntout. I just can't take this shitty life as a ND "incel"


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take a break and relax for a bit

 

[Brava]

I have made a similar thread earlier. From my responses that I got I was told to keep on trying and put in the work. I’m not the best person to give advice especially for life purposes but I guess for people like us all we can do is keep going and put in the work and create chances in our favor. Sometimes when I think about giving up I think of life as a video game and how I never would give up in video games. Idk if that would help

 

[22inchbideltmtn]

low t post dnr

 

[22inchbideltmtn]

life gets miserable for literally everybody you just take it and go forward, survival of the fittest is a real thing all jokes aside im sure youll be fine

 

[Whiteboard7]

take a break and relax for a bit

I have too many responsibilities man. I'm trying

 

[karmacitathugmaxx]

I don't see myself living till 28 tbh. Thanks for the encouragement boss. Probably, alot more to go down

i mean shit i played russian roulette with 3 bullets in the chamber once if i knew then how difficult and costly it actually was to escape the trenches i might have put 5 in there instead

 

[Whiteboard7]

I have made a similar thread earlier. From my responses that I got I was told to keep on trying and put in the work. I’m not the best person to give advice especially for life purposes but I guess for people like us all we can do is keep going and put in the work and create chances in our favor. Sometimes when I think about giving up I think of life as a video game and how I never would give up in video games. Idk if that would help

I'll keep on trying bhai thanks

low t post dnr

Ok

life gets miserable for literally everybody you just take it and go forward, survival of the fittest is a real thing all jokes aside im sure youll be fine

Yeah I agree. Thanks JFL

 

[Whiteboard7]

i mean shit i played russian roulette with 3 bullets in the chamber once if i knew then how difficult and costly it actually was to escape the trenches i might have put 5 in there instead

Whats holding you back

 

[Whiteboard7]

i mean shit i played russian roulette with 3 bullets in the chamber once if i knew then how difficult and costly it actually was to escape the trenches i might have put 5 in there instead

From succeeding

 

[karmacitathugmaxx]

Whats holding you back

From kms? I have a surgery scheduled, this might be my last year being chopped. And im about to reach my weight goal as well (yes at <12% bodyfat)

 

[Whiteboard7]

From kms? I have a surgery scheduled, this might be my last year being chopped. And im about to reach my weight goal as well (yes at <12% bodyfat)

Good to hear bhai. I meant from succeeding

 

[nk-a]

I have too many responsibilities man. I'm trying

Keep it up your under alot of stress but if you even take 5 minutes everyday to unwind eg meditation it could be positive

 

[Whiteboard7]

Keep it up your under alot of stress but if you even take 5 minutes everyday to unwind eg meditation it could be positive

Thanks bhai I will

 

[dkolebp]

Been away from the forum life got better for a bit I guess, but it always gets worse. Never get thrown a bone. I work my ass off every single day and I'm gonna continue doing that. I just don't see the point of my life anymore. Life was ruined from the start. I was stunted socially which caused me to act so Autistic in public, always a outsider and a loner. I know the expression pull yourself up by your boot straps but I just don't see a point of living, I know I'll never go through with anything like that but I'm just so numb and apathetic to this world. Society puts so much bullshit on me and I hate it. I feel caged and just, I just feel like my lifes already over at 18. No matter how hard I try it just never gets better I drift day by day feeling alone. I wish I could just be a NEET for a month just to escape from everything and actually recover from being burntout. I just can't take this shitty life as a ND "incel"


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maybe it was never about the looks…

 

[karmacitathugmaxx]

Good to hear bhai. I meant from succeeding

oh just general complications of ltn genes bruh

compared to the average person... everything takes longer to recover from, everything costs more % of my available energy pool to execute, i have low iq so im more prone to making the wrong decision and extending the time spent on a specific maneuver, i have an overactive mind so my maintenance calories are higher, i had so many more shitty features in general that i had to try to find a way to compensate for (or cover up)

like i literally wasted 4 years in university and then spent 4 years in the subhuman warehouse I COULD HAVE JUST GONE STRAIGHT THERE BRUH

 

[E moment]

hey mane, 28 here. theres a lot more room to go down than u think

What happens after 30 bro, everything just goes downhill

 

[karmacitathugmaxx]

What happens after 30 bro, everything just goes downhill

idk bruh once im no longer chopped, i will fully heal from consequences of trauma induced by (complications of) being chopped and then i'll be just like a regular person. Except with my entire life thus far having passed me by. ah well, a true low inhib mogger should be able to execute anywhere even if his memory got wiped

 

[nk-a]

Thanks bhai I will

We’re all gonna make it brah

 

[E moment]

idk bruh once im no longer chopped, i will fully heal from consequences of trauma induced by being chopped and then i'll be just like a regular person. Except with my entire life thus far having passed me by. ah well, a true low inhib mogger should be able to execute anywhere even if his memory got wiped

It just feels like when you hit 30 you just leave society since you're not youthful and you will go to the background again

 

[karmacitathugmaxx]

It just feels like when you hit 30 you just leave society since you're not youthful and you will go to the background again

nah, its not when you hit 30, its when you have enough visible signs of aging that you can no longer ball. For some people this can happen before 30 Its not expected to happen to me until 33-37

 

[E moment]

nah, its not when you hit 30, its when you have enough visible signs of aging that you can no longer ball. For some people this can happen before 30 Its not expected to happen to me until 33-37

Thats nice, my mom skin was so dense I had to be taken out of the womb a little early, she still looks really young in her 40s. Its not over i guess. I'm just afraid of the age number tbh.