living with financially retarded parents is keeping me LTN

miserycel

miserycel

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i can’t get on roids peps and skincare because i have no consistent cash flow to spend on it month by month since they keep taking all my money

i can’t save for surgeries either because the little i have left goes on just living and getting by

and if i don’t send them basically everything each month they threaten to kick me out

i can’t move out either because i live in a ridiculously expensive city and not working full-time so most landlords wouldn’t even accept me as a tenant anyways

it’s honestly so fucking brutal

they already gave me shitty genes

and they won’t even give me the chance to try and make something of my life

it’s over @Prøphet @tansel @Surfsup @filthycurrycel @Big Boss :feelswhy:
 
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@mateus17
 
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Roll the dice and accept
 
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Roll the dice and accept
how can i just accept this bullshit

i accept that they gave me subhuman genetics

im not going to accept that even then they still want to wreck my life even further
 
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how can i just accept this bullshit

i accept that they gave me subhuman genetics

im not going to accept that even then they still want to wreck my life even further
Do ur stuff and dont tell them, if i wad rich i would ship u hgh
 
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Do ur stuff and dont tell them, if i wad rich i would ship u hgh
issue is they know how much i make

they’re so fucking insufferable the more i make the more they take

they don’t even need it

have no idea how to get out of this shithole
 
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issue is they know how much i make

they’re so fucking insufferable the more i make the more they take

they don’t even need it

have no idea how to get out of this shithole
They takes your money??? Isnt that illegal
 
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@Jason Voorhees @SecularIslamist any practical financial advice?
 
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They takes your money??? Isnt that illegal
there’s nothing i can do whether it’s illegal or legal

and im 19 so if they kick me out im a legal adult it’s not like they’re forced to let me stay
 
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there’s nothing i can do whether it’s illegal or legal

and im 19 so if they kick me out im a legal adult it’s not like they’re forced to let me stay
If its illegal you CAN do stuff
 
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If its illegal you CAN do stuff
i don’t think it is anyways

but even then so many parents pull this bullshit

im just pissed because it’s holding me from ascending my looks

i can’t risk getting kicked out either because there’s no way i can find a place of my own

i would’ve left ages ago if i couldn
 
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i can’t get on roids peps and skincare because i have no consistent cash flow to spend on it month by month since they keep taking all my money

i can’t save for surgeries either because the little i have left goes on just living and getting by

and if i don’t send them basically everything each month they threaten to kick me out

i can’t move out either because i live in a ridiculously expensive city and not working full-time so most landlords wouldn’t even accept me as a tenant anyways

it’s honestly so fucking brutal

they already gave me shitty genes

and they won’t even give me the chance to try and make something of my life

it’s over @Prøphet @tansel @Surfsup @filthycurrycel @Big Boss :feelswhy:
fuck
 
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i don’t think it is anyways

but even then so many parents pull this bullshit

im just pissed because it’s holding me from ascending my looks

i can’t risk getting kicked out either because there’s no way i can find a place of my own

i would’ve left ages ago if i couldn
Where u from
 
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Same man honestly I ain't even got no fucking cash for hgh its over
 
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i can’t get on roids peps and skincare because i have no consistent cash flow to spend on it month by month since they keep taking all my money

i can’t save for surgeries either because the little i have left goes on just living and getting by

and if i don’t send them basically everything each month they threaten to kick me out

i can’t move out either because i live in a ridiculously expensive city and not working full-time so most landlords wouldn’t even accept me as a tenant anyways

it’s honestly so fucking brutal

they already gave me shitty genes

and they won’t even give me the chance to try and make something of my life

it’s over @Prøphet @tansel @Surfsup @filthycurrycel @Big Boss :feelswhy:
1780407409991r
 
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bet 20y ago was a totally diff place
definitely

houses especially are so expensive now

£1500 a month minimum for a fucking shoe box studio
I guess u still have money for peps theyre a bunch of uk source
i have uk sources

i just can’t buy from them

i had to get off reta for the next 3 weeks simply because I didn’t have any money to buy a new vial
 
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definitely

houses especially are so expensive now

£1500 a month minimum for a fucking shoe box studio

i have uk sources

i just can’t buy from them

i had to get off reta for the next 3 weeks simply because I didn’t have any money to buy a new vial
Damnnn
 
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definitely

houses especially are so expensive now

£1500 a month minimum for a fucking shoe box studio

i have uk sources

i just can’t buy from them

i had to get off reta for the next 3 weeks simply because I didn’t have any money to buy a new vial
i see every place on earth will turn into a slum ill have to move to israel at some point
 
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what about roids and peptides?
It will never save you or ascend you. Get some money by working and work up or be clever and use others.
 
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i see every place on earth will turn into a slum ill have to move to israel at some point
Goyim will not be excepted there if they get what they want.
 
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It will never save you or ascend you. Get some money by working and work up or be clever and use others.
it will help even if to a small degree

that much is objective

and im still a student

i work on the side

pretty much all of it is just going to my parents and I have no choice

I can’t even see a way to get out of this predicament
 
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Just forget about looksmaxing and become a beta cuck
 
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it will help even if to a small degree

that much is objective

and im still a student

i work on the side

pretty much all of it is just going to my parents and I have no choice

I can’t even see a way to get out of this predicament
Start hiding the money or launder it.
 
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Faith Jewish? What tribe are you a descendant of? Can you speak Hebrew?
i can read hebrew, speaking is another level
i only dedicated to religion for a year because my parents are liberals
im ashkenazi meaning western european jew
 
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Start hiding the money or launder it.
i’ve got a pay raise which ive hidden so next month ill be making an extra 200

i’ll definitely try and use that and put it towards some lm things

but even that barely gets by

it’s just giga over

wish I could give up
 
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i can read hebrew, speaking is another level
i only dedicated to religion for a year because my parents are liberals
im ashkenazi meaning western european jew
they used to bring me to reformed synagogues which are pretty much a meme
 
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even then gentiles that converted and noahides are better than leftist jews
leftist/wicked jews are bottom of the barrel when it comes to how God sees them
 
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i can read hebrew, speaking is another level
i only dedicated to religion for a year because my parents are liberals
im ashkenazi meaning western european jew
Yes I know what Ashkenazi. Do you read the Torah? Zohar? Talmud?
 
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Yes I know what Ashkenazi. Do you read the Torah? Zohar? Talmud?
i came across oral tradition when i was 16y so i dont have as much experience as a religious jew from birth
all my life i had periodic exposure to the tanakh(old testament), i know 90% of the timeline

i reckon my time studying Torah and dedicating my life to it granted me so much appreciation from God that even in moments of pure chaos and fear i got an easier hand
ive been tested many times and even if i failed ive been given many opportunities out of nowhere
 
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i came across oral tradition when i was 16y so i dont have as much experience as a religious jew from birth
all my life i had periodic exposure to the tanakh(old testament), i know 90% of the timeline

i reckon my time studying Torah and dedicating my life to it granted me so much appreciation from God that even in moments of pure chaos and fear i got an easier hand
ive been tested many times and even if i failed ive been given many opportunities out of nowhere
Interesting, I wonder what you will think of Kabbalah once you learn of it. If you plan to be a Rabbi. Regardless, I am interested in the topic too. Do you have masonic ties?
 
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Interesting, I wonder what you will think of Kabbalah once you learn of it. If you plan to be a Rabbi. Regardless, I am interested in the topic too. Do you have masonic ties?
i cant study Kabbalah because i barely have a year of Torah and im not Kohen

ill return to shomer shabat in a few years, life as a goy is so dull i cant stand it; my mind is being fried by the lack of order

i dont know anything about freemasonry and their symbolism scares me, i only came across freemasons from distant members of my family and they were money worshiping secular neocons
 
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i can’t get on roids peps and skincare because i have no consistent cash flow to spend on it month by month since they keep taking all my money

i can’t save for surgeries either because the little i have left goes on just living and getting by

and if i don’t send them basically everything each month they threaten to kick me out

i can’t move out either because i live in a ridiculously expensive city and not working full-time so most landlords wouldn’t even accept me as a tenant anyways

it’s honestly so fucking brutal

they already gave me shitty genes

and they won’t even give me the chance to try and make something of my life

it’s over @Prøphet @tansel @Surfsup @filthycurrycel @Big Boss :feelswhy:
Dada play that misery
 
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i cant study Kabbalah because i barely have a year of Torah and im not Kohen

ill return to shomer shabat in a few years, life as a goy is so dull i cant stand it; my mind is being fried by the lack of order

i dont know anything about freemasonry and their symbolism scares me, i only came across freemasons from distant members of my family and they were money worshiping secular neocons
i have a distant great uncle whos a freemason and owns a franchise of psychwards around argentina, he is crazy rich

the fact that his business is lucrative blackpilled me pretty early on mental health sector
 
i can’t get on roids peps and skincare because i have no consistent cash flow to spend on it month by month since they keep taking all my money

i can’t save for surgeries either because the little i have left goes on just living and getting by

and if i don’t send them basically everything each month they threaten to kick me out

i can’t move out either because i live in a ridiculously expensive city and not working full-time so most landlords wouldn’t even accept me as a tenant anyways

it’s honestly so fucking brutal

they already gave me shitty genes

and they won’t even give me the chance to try and make something of my life

it’s over @Prøphet @tansel @Surfsup @filthycurrycel @Big Boss :feelswhy:
brootal
 
i have a distant great uncle whos a freemason and owns a franchise of psychwards around argentina, he is crazy rich

the fact that his business is lucrative blackpilled me pretty early on mental health sector
ive only seen him once when i was 6y, no one next to me talks to him
 
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i cant study Kabbalah because i barely have a year of Torah and im not Kohen

ill return to shomer shabat in a few years, life as a goy is so dull i cant stand it

i dont know anything about freemasonry and their symbolism scares me, i only came across freemasons from distant members of my family and they were money worshiping secular neocons
You should not worry about masons, they have plenty of connection to kabbalah. If anything, we took the message of rebuilding the third temple a little too literally at times. Read up on Hiram Abiff; he is a very important figure. Also if you need help with it, I am happy to refer to resources.
 
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You should not worry about masons, they have plenty of connection to kabbalah. If anything, we took the message of rebuilding the third temple a little too literally at times. Read up on Hiram Abiff; he is a very important figure. Also if you need help with it, I am happy to refer to resources.
before studying Torah by 16y, i was seeking other religions and sects

i know basic notions of freemasonry, but theres many conflicts with orthodox judaism
as i said im scared of the fact you need to make secret vows and you dont hear much from former members
 
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before studying Torah by 16y, i was seeking other religions and sects

i know basic notions of freemasonry, but theres many conflicts with orthodox judaism
as i said im scared of the fact you need to make secret vows and you dont hear much from former members
Fair enough. Best way to see them, is to see them as more spiritually indepth fraternities. They are very useful too when you are stuck in a a bad spot in life but they except a brother to help out in return too.
 
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before studying Torah by 16y, i was seeking other religions and sects

i know basic notions of freemasonry, but theres many conflicts with orthodox judaism
as i said im scared of the fact you need to make secret vows and you dont hear much from former members
i left that clear with people i suspected are members of a order in buenos aires and they never invited me
if i never made a comment with them i would have a story to tell(or no)
 
leave and crash at a friends place
 
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